Forbidden Autumn, Summer, Winter and Spring Rebirth

Chapter 37 Extra of Lingrong: An Zhiruosu

When I entered the palace this time, I met many noble people.

On the day of the palace election, Sister Zhen and Sister Mei came to my aid to resolve my predicament.

Sister Zhen even gave me earrings and personally placed a begonia flower on my temples.

It was this begonia on the temple that prompted me to be successfully selected.

After the palace election, I was taken in by the Zhen Mansion. I was treated like a distinguished guest and I had a decent and proper place to stay before entering the palace.

After entering the palace, I lived in the same palace with Sister Xia. I often received her guidance and care, which was even more of a support to me.

Later, Sister Zhen gave birth to a prince, Sister Mei assisted in managing the Sixth Palace, Sister Xia was also pregnant with a dragon fetus, and I was often favored by the Holy Spirit.

I also often feel that now is the best day.

But gradually, I became aware of the differences between me and my sisters.

I came from a humble background, and my family background was humble, and I was even less talked about in the palace.

He has no talent, no outstanding appearance, no knowledge and no means.

The Emperor praised me for being gentle, courteous, and self-disciplined, and gave me the word "Jin" as my title. Does this mean that I am cautious?

Sister Mei is Hui Zhilan Xin, Sister Xia is prosperous and prosperous, but I am the only one...

That’s all, it turns out I’m not worthy.

I am the lowest person in this palace, anyone can step on me.

My sisters have gained power, favor, heirs, and honorable positions. Each of them has a solid position that cannot be shaken. They come to make things difficult for me.

It was not me who obviously assisted in reducing the expenses of the Sixth Palace, it was not me who gave birth to the first of the six concubines, the prince, and I was not the one who showed off her sharp edges, but it was me who was bullied, looked down upon and targeted for no reason.

Concubine Xiang, a woman with a tiger-like smile, was known to everyone in the palace as Concubine Hua's dog-headed military advisor. Sister Mei and Sister Zhen certainly don’t know how much I have been provoked by Concubine Xiang, both overtly and covertly.

The former Li concubine is now Fei Guiren. I know she is stupid and I have never taken her seriously. But she has always been unforgiving, and I have suffered countless grievances from her.

Jianqiu, the eldest maid of Jingren Palace, also visited me several times, either to beat her or to intimidate her. I also knew that what she did was the Queen's instruction, so how could I not know what she wanted. But every time I rejected Jingren Palace directly or tactfully on the first day, I had to suffer a lot when asking for permission the next day.

Especially Concubine Qi, if the queen gets angry with me one day, Concubine Qi and noble Fucha will sing and harmonize to give me some trouble.

Concubine Xiang, Fei Guiren deceived me just because he relied on Yikun Palace. Concubine Qi and the noble Fu Cha only obey the empress, but should I be bullied by them? Do Sister Zhen and Sister Mei really not know about all this?

I just want to say that Jingren Palace, no matter how it was coerced or induced, I never wavered. Only once, Jian Qiu waved away the others and whispered, "The Queen can help the young master get pregnant and give birth to a dragon fetus safely." His expression was tight-lipped.

Only this time, my heart moved. At that moment I couldn't even hold back my inner impulse. I wanted to have a child so much.

Being in the palace is like floating in the water, with nothing to rely on. The kindness of a king is like running water, and the love between sisters is also like a storm.

If I can have a child, it would be best to be a prince. Regardless of whether the mother is more valuable than the son, I just want to have someone to rely on in the palace, someone who will never bully me and abandon me.

With this child, no matter what the king's favor, no matter how deep the sisterly love is, even if no one treats me sincerely, I only want to guard my child.      Nearly, I will let go.

Just when I was hesitating, a gust of wind opened the window and blew the wind chime under the beam. It was given to me by Sister Xia. She said that the days in the palace were long and I had to learn to find entertainment for myself.

She also said: If people want to use you, they will usually lure you with what you ask for. The more you ask for, the greater the price you will pay.

Thinking of this, I suddenly woke up, came back to my senses, still rejected Jianqiu, and watched her leave angrily.

Afterwards, I finally figured out that my sisters and I had known each other for a long time, and I had no merits. They had never planned anything against me. Even though I suffered a lot of injustice during this period, my sisters were always busy with themselves and never treated me badly. Pass me.

If you want to be self-reliant, you must be self-reliant.

Soon, several packets of medicinal powder were found in my palace, and it was discovered that Baojuan, the eldest palace maid, was ordered by Jingren Palace to harm me.

The queen was deprived of power, and her sisters were in the limelight.

However, Concubine Hua was promoted to a noble concubine and took charge of the affairs of the Sixth Palace.

Whether the imperial concubine is in charge of the palace or not, she doesn't like me. On that day, she even sent me to Yikun Palace to sing songs for her and the emperor, and even gave me something as a reward.

Anyone with a discerning eye could see that this was a humiliation to me, but the Emperor was indifferent. This incident made me secretly cry for a long time late at night.

My father wrote again. Hearing that I was favored in the palace, he wanted to use me to advance his official position to several levels.

I wanted to cry but had no tears. Although I knew what my father had in mind when sending me to the palace, I was still disappointed after all. I was bullied in the palace, walking on thin ice, and the emperor only regarded me as a toy. How could I dare to say anything about the former official's employment?

One day I received a reward, which was only three pieces of floating brocade in the palace. I thought that Sister Wan didn't have any good things. Sister Wan would also think of me, so I gave this piece of floating brocade to her. Broken Yuxuan. I think my sister will be able to feel my affection for her every time she wears this brocade on her body.

But later, I saw the floating brocade worn on Huanbi.

I didn't believe it for a moment and thought I had seen it wrong. After careful identification for a long time, I was convinced that the one on Huanbi was the brocade I gave to my sister. It was the same color and pattern, and it was the only one in the palace.

Sister, why are you doing this?

After all, I didn't ask this question.

Maybe it is something that is very precious in my eyes, but in my sister's eyes it is just an ordinary thing that can be rewarded to my servants at will.

Or maybe, the affection that I cherish so much is not worth mentioning in my sister’s eyes.

However, that floating brocade is the best thing in my eyes. I am reluctant to use it. I feel that only my sister is worthy of such a beautiful brocade, so I give it to my sister. If my sister doesn’t like it, she will either give it back to me, or give it to me. It can be pressed to the bottom of the box. Why should Lingrong see it appearing on a slave?

It's not that I like to make trouble. Compared with Liu Zhu, who is down-to-earth, Huan Bi is not even a bit worse. Countless times when I sat in Broken Yuxuan, I could clearly see the disdain and contempt in Huanbi's brows that he could not hide, which was only for me.

Therefore, later I heard Huanbi talking about me in private with others, and even said that my family background was low, I was not worthy of a high position, and my appearance was not even as good as hers. I was not surprised. I was just sad, angry, and at a loss. Chilling.

Even I can detect Huanbi's attitude towards me, how could my sister not know? But why, it’s her. Even if my brocade is rotten and thrown away, I won’t see it add color to those who look down on me.

I think I have gone crazy and changed since then, and there is no turning back.

(End of this chapter)