Madam Dihao is not good

Mu Xicheng's blog, Weibo, and Qzone are all closed, passwords are set, and they cannot be accessed.

All indications were that something must have happened.

Chanel went to other gossip forums to read, flipping through posts about Mu Xicheng.In the past, the major entertainment and gossip districts would be filled with posts about Mu Xicheng, but now, there are really none.

Chanel tried to write the three words "Muxi City" to post, and sure enough, the system prompted:

[Sorry, the content you posted contains sensitive characters. 】[

Chanel's mood became more and more anxious. She took out her mobile phone and wanted to call Su Shijie, but there was no answer.

What are you calling Su Shijie for?Ask him about Muxi City?

He doesn't like to talk about Mu Xicheng, and if he intends to hide it from her, even if he asks him personally, will he tell the truth?

Holding the phone blankly, Chanel's mind was in a panic.

Suddenly, a low voice rang in her mind:

"All my passwords are only 2."

"If it's in English: XIAINAIER. (玛爱奈儿)"

"If it's a number: 19XXXX (Date of Nell's birth)"

Chanel hesitated, she didn't know the user name of Mu Xicheng's blog and Weibo, and the forums and post bars were official, and Mu Xicheng's public Q number and email should also be managed by the official...

The only thing she knew was Mu Xicheng's personal Q number.

That number differed from hers by only one digit.

In order to chase her back then, he bought the number from the owner of the original Q number, saying that he would become a couple number with Chanel.

"Besides, even if one day you block me, you will never be unable to add me back because you forgot."

"How do you know that I will block you?"

Mu Xicheng looked at her seriously: "If I do something wrong, with your personality, you will definitely cut off all contact with me. For example, block my Q, refuse to answer my calls, and take a detour when you see me... ..."

"Am I so stingy?"

"Of course. You are so proud and indifferent. I am afraid that you will ignore me." In memory, Mu Xicheng smiled faintly, but held her hand tightly, "I am so afraid that you will ignore me, afraid that you will ignore me." Do not contact me, do you understand?"

"I don't understand." Chanel withdrew her hand, "Since I'm so proud and indifferent and difficult to get along with, why are you still clinging to me and go find another girl."

...[

In fact, Mu Xicheng was right.

Later, every time the two quarreled, Chanel's first thing was to block his Q, the second thing was to refuse his call, and the third thing was to take a detour when she saw him...

I can't remember how many times he begged her to add her back: "500 friends, I only need 1 position, can you not even give me this position?"

In fact, it's not because of being stingy, but because of caring. At that time, he still cared about Mu Xicheng a lot.

500 friends, but only his Q will attract her attention, make her pay attention to his signature, and see if there is any latest news in his Q space.

Because he cared, when he was angry, he wanted to drive him out of his own world quickly.

Later, after what happened with her sister and her father, Chanel put Mu Xicheng on the blacklist for the last time.

That was the only time that Mu Xicheng didn't beg her to add him back, so from then on, there was no Mu Xicheng among her Q friends.

Recalling these past memories, Chanel's heart felt stuffy and she couldn't breathe.

She shook her head and ordered herself not to think about these meaningless things again.

Time has passed, it has been so long, maybe the password of Muxi City has been changed long ago...

With the idea of ​​just trying it out, Chanel typed in the string of English passwords and logged in smoothly.

Mu Xicheng... Is it too long a relationship, or is it because of laziness or habit?Chanel didn't dare to think too much.

At this time, the penguin pops up a small box, showing the last login time and place of the Q owner.

The time coincided with the day when Su Shijie came to Xia's house suddenly and called many reporters to announce their marriage news.

In Q, there are not many friends, about 20, and they should all be people I know in real life.

Chanel entered the mailbox, 0 emails, entered Q space, 0 logs and 0 messages.

The Q space should be in the state of only master access, because it is 0 access.

Such an empty Q should not be able to see anything. Chanel was about to close the Q when she suddenly thought of looking at Mu Xicheng's signature:

[Happy newlyweds. 】

Is it a blessing?

Reminiscent of the day when Mu Xicheng logged into Q, could this blessing be said to himself? [

Chanel's heart skipped a beat. In order to confirm the time to send this signature, she clicked into the talk, but unexpectedly saw Mu Xicheng's past mood quotes:

【Drink too much... miss you. 】

【For so many years, you have been driving me away.It turns out that your heart is not too small and I am too big. It turns out that I have never been in it. 】

【Never Loved Me】

[When I am free, I will take you to a place that only belongs to us. There is a yard full of plants and flowers, raising many children and a dog, and holding you on a swing to bask in the sun...]

【Lying to you is worse than ignoring me.So, forgive me please? 】

……

The mist filled Chanel's eyes unknowingly, turned into tears, and fell hotly drop by drop.

I'm sorry, Mu Xicheng, all I can say to you is really I'm sorry.1 million sorry.

If there is no Su Shijie, I will definitely fall in love with you.

I owe you a lot in this life, and I can't afford it.How about the next life? If you want, I will make an agreement with you to be together in the next life.

If there is a next life, I hope that I am the one who gave, I was the one who chased and ran, I was the one who stood still and waited, and I was the one who never changed my mind...

You don't have to do anything, just enjoy me coming to love you.

At this time, the text message of "Didi" pulled Chanel away from her thoughts.

A friend named MIKE from Mu Xicheng jumped up.

Chanel quickly wiped away her tears, and clicked on the dialog box: 【Myself? 】

Chanel typed "No" and was about to send it out. After thinking about it, she deleted it and replaced it with: [Yeah. 】

[I haven't heard from you for so long, I'm very worried, I almost thought... that it's fine, why don't you plan to explain publicly? 】

[Just returned home.explain? 】

【Have you gone abroad?when?No wonder!There is a lot of speculation on the Internet, saying that you... I suggest you go to worship Guan Gong, you can be shot while lying down. 】

【make it clear. 】

[It is said that you are Muxi, the son of the gangster Mu family who has not been disclosed to the public, and died in a car accident and explosion in recent days...]

Chanel left the Internet cafe and walked forward quickly.

Her mind was blank, her steps were staggering and messy, and she walked forward blankly, not knowing where she was going or what to do next.It's as if the soul has been stripped away, leaving only an empty shell.

In my mind, what MIKE said and Mu Xicheng's face kept alternating

[I heard that his fiancée He Xiuzi died in front of Muxi's tomb after taking a lot of sleeping pills. 】

What sleeping pills, what martyrdom?Didn't Li Nana say that they are all very nice, and that she and Mu Xicheng are going to get married soon?

[You don't mind, the officials have come out to clarify, saying it was a boring prank.That idiot actually said that you are Muxi, that you have... You have gone abroad, I don't know, your group of powerful fans almost blow up the entire network, awesome. 】

Must be a hoax.

How could Mu Xicheng die?He can't, he can't!This must be a lie!

However, Muxi City is Muxi...

Everyone can doubt, but Chanel can't, because Mu Xicheng is Mu Xi.

If the news of Mu Xi's death is true, it means...

[After the video came out, many people checked it out, but there was no tomb of him in that cemetery, and there was no record of his burial in the cemetery.But He Xiuzi's death seems to be witnessed by eyewitnesses, I don't know if it's true...]

Chanel suddenly bumped into someone who was walking towards her, her body tilted, and she was about to fall to the ground, a long white hand grabbed her shoulder.

"Be careful." The low voice rang beautifully.

This voice, even if it turns into ashes, Chanel can still recognize it.

She raised her head in surprise, and saw the young man in front of her with a fair face, a gentle smile, narrow eyes slightly hooked, and dense eyelashes.

"Muxi City..."

She called him, and as soon as she spoke, tears fell uncontrollably.

Mu Xicheng frowned slightly, raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face: "Why are you crying?"

She hurriedly grabbed his hand, looked at him, and asked anxiously: "Mu Xicheng, it's you, it's you, right? You didn't die, right? They all said you were dead..."

"Fool, I'm not going to die."

As before, he gently wiped away her tears, and looked at her tenderly: "As long as you still need me, I will not leave."

Chanel's heart ached like a knife, and two other voices suddenly sounded in her mind:

"You have already decided to leave?" "Well, I have already decided." "Whether I agree or not, you have to leave, right? You just came to inform me? Even if you are not with Su Shijie, you don't want to Me? Tell me, you don't want me in this life, do you?" "Yes..."...

In memory, Mu Xicheng's sad eyes drowned her like a tidal wave, making her almost suffocate.

"I'm sorry, Mu Xicheng, I'm sorry." Chanel choked vigorously on her shoulders, grabbed his hand, and sobbed even more painfully, "I owe you a word of sorry, I've always wanted to tell you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you. Mu Xicheng, I'm sorry, I don't want you, I can't afford you, I don't deserve you!!!!!!!"

"Miss, miss, please let go?"

"Don't let go, I won't let go, unless you forgive me..." Chanel held his hand tightly, fearing that if he let go, he would disappear from this world.

"Miss, you misunderstood me, I'm not Mu Xicheng, what's going on, you've been holding my hand and crying and shouting..."

Chanel's eyes were blurred with tears, and she saw that Mu Xicheng was gone, but replaced by a strange man's face.

And the hand she was holding desperately was not Mu Xicheng's fair and beautiful hand...

Like someone who suddenly woke up from a dream, she let go of her hand, turned around in circles, and searched everywhere: "Muxi City...Muxi City?! Where are you, come out!"

On the street in front of the Internet cafe, people passing by treated her like a madman, and ran away in fear of avoiding her when they passed by her.

Fake, deceitful, Mu Xicheng can't die, he can't die...

As if tired, Chanel squatted down unbearably.

She didn't know how long she squatted there, how long she cried, until the night was dark and her legs were numb.

Inside the bag, the phone kept ringing non-stop.

But she seemed unable to hear the music.

In her hazy dream, Chanel felt a shadow dangling in front of her eyes.

Opening her eyes a little, she saw Mu Xicheng's back flashing in front of her

Is this a dream, or is it real?

She gradually opened her eyes, and saw a golden sun in front of her, and his back became more and more clear in the dazzling light.

In a white shirt, the two sleeves were rolled up high, revealing a slender white arm.

His body is also tall and stalwart, she can recognize him as Mu Xicheng with just one glance.

If this is a dream, Chanel is also very happy about his visit, she thought he would never appear again...

"Muxicheng," she called him impatiently, "I didn't forget you this time, I recognized you at a glance, you are Muxicheng! Thank you for coming again, I want to say sorry to you!"

But Mu Xicheng seemed unable to hear her voice, instead she heard another voice: "Mu Xicheng, what are you doing?"

On the soft big bed, another Chanel rubbed her eyes and sat up.

Holding a magazine in his hand, Mu Xicheng paused for a moment, then turned to look at her: "Woke up by me?"

Chanel shook her head: "I woke up naturally, what are you doing?"

Chanel suddenly realized something. She looked at the warmly furnished bedroom in the surrounding environment, the huge glass bed, the blue sky and blue sea outside the window, the bright yellow soft beach and the beautiful coastline.

Is this the villa on "Senelle" Island? !

Chanel walked between the sights of the two, but they didn't seem to see her.This is not a dream, this is a memory?

"Catch mosquitoes." Mu Xicheng sat by the bed and shook the magazine in his hand.

"Where did the mosquitoes come from?"

Mu Xicheng picked up Chanel's arm and pointed to several red spots on it.

Chanel had noticed the red spot a long time ago. At first, she just felt itchy, and it turned into a lump when she scratched it. It hasn't disappeared after a few days.

She has been bitten by mosquitoes before, so she would never grow such a big bag, so she didn't expect how this bag came about.

Seeing that Xia Nai'er woke up, Mu Xicheng simply pressed the inside line and asked Xia Xin'er to come in to catch mosquitoes.

A few people held books and patted left and right in the room, and Chanel took a closer look, and could really see something flying in the air.

"This kind of mosquito is different from our Chinese mosquitoes. The biggest one is as big as a pinky finger. Even if you burn it with incense, it won't work. It's so annoying. It bites people everywhere!" Xia Xiner sighed, " I killed a lot of them in my room yesterday! It hurts to bite, and there are lumps everywhere."

Only then did Chanel suddenly realize that it was no wonder that there was a strange scent of incense in the room.

"Where did the mosquito come from?" Chanel asked suspiciously.

While chasing and beating the mosquitoes, Xia Xiner replied, "There are mountains and forests near this villa, where did you say it came from..."

No wonder, early in the morning, Mu Xicheng was helping her fight mosquitoes.I was afraid of waking her up, so I didn't dare to use a pat, so I took a book to drive away the flying mosquitoes.

Chanel's eyes were bright, and she looked at Mu Xicheng full of emotion.

"What?" Seeing her looking at him, Mu Xicheng came over and stroked her messy hair.

"Have you... been stung?" Chanel looked at Mu Xicheng's arm with concern.

"Thick skin, can't bite in."

Chanel smiled, but she didn't see a bag on his arm.

I heard Mu Xicheng say again: "I hope the mosquitoes will only bite me. Your skin is too tender, and it won't go away after a few days. My heart aches when I see it..."

Chanel's heart was warm again, like being surrounded by a gentle sponge.

"I can't stand it, it's starting to feel nauseous again, isn't it because I was bitten by mosquitoes twice!" Xia Xiner made a "STOP" gesture, "Occasionally, please be considerate of a lonely woman like me who is wandering outside and has no one to rely on. "

"Sorry, Nair is pregnant, I just..."

"Understood, rub some soapy water or toothpaste and it will heal quickly. These are alkaline, and the toxins left by mosquito bites are acidic. It will be much better after neutralizing..."

Mu Xicheng got up immediately, pulled Chanel into the bathroom, and wanted to apply toothpaste to her.

Being loved so meticulously, Chanel felt warm and moved: "Mu Xicheng, it's okay, it's just a few bites from mosquitoes. I'll just apply some toothpaste myself."

"Don't move!" he commanded.

Chanel had no choice but to stand still and let him wipe her.

The slender fingers were dipped in ice-cold toothpaste, tapped here, touched there, and Mu Xicheng's beautiful eyes shot up and down: "Do you have a bag?"

"No." Chanel only exposed her arms and legs when sleeping, and her body was covered with a quilt, so there was no place to be bitten.

Mu Xicheng instructed: "Don't move around for a while, don't rub off the toothpaste."

"En." Chanel responded, and couldn't help looking at Mu Xicheng again and again.

"Look at what?"

"Mu Xicheng, let's just keep going, keep living like this."

The feeling of being with Mu Xicheng, although there will be no ups and downs of the heart, it will not be tense and sad at the same time. It is a comfortable feeling like warm water slowly soaking the body.

Mu Xicheng smiled: "Why did you say that suddenly?"

"I like this time very much, and I like this peaceful feeling." There is a sense of being at home.

Mu Xicheng smiled and rubbed her hair: "Fool, of course."

Of course they will always be together, and they will live in a normal and steady way.

"You won't get tired of me one day, will you?" Chanel asked worriedly.

Mu Xicheng smiled again: "I should be the one asking you this sentence."

"Is it."

"Xia Nai, all my promises to you will not expire, unless I die." His eyes are very serious, and he has never looked at her seriously before, "When did I change what I said to you?" ?”

Xia Naier thought about it, she has known Mu Xicheng for so long, he is indeed a person who will do what he says.

On the contrary, compared with him, Chanel is far worse.

"From today... I will try to be a person who keeps my promises. Especially to you."

Mu Xicheng raised his eyebrows: "What if you betrayed your promise?"

"Punish me not to be happy for the rest of my life." Chanel was about to swear, but was stopped by Mu Xicheng.

"This oath is too poisonous."

"It's just because it's poisonous enough that it can be used as a punishment."

"I mean, it's too poisonous for me. If you are not happy, it is my greatest misfortune. Do you hope that I will not be happy in my life?"

……

"Young Mistress, how are you, Young Mistress? Wake up."

Chanel opened her eyes and saw Aunt Li's anxious face.

She smiled faintly, but the smile hadn't formed yet, and tears fell again.

Aunt Li supported her: "Stop sitting here, there are people coming and going on the street, let's go back."

Chanel tried to stand up, but her numb legs felt nothing. She just stood up and fell back to sit.Chanel laughed again, the more she laughed, the bigger the laugh, laughing at her ruthlessness and ignorance.

Aunt Li panicked and wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and called the people behind her, "What are you still doing in a daze, come and help young mistress up."

Two bodyguards standing not far away came over to help Aunt Li lift Chanel up and put her into the car.

Chanel was sitting in the car, her mind was still in a trance, it was unreal, she just felt uncomfortable in her chest and extremely sad, but her heart was still deceiving herself, she didn't believe the fact that Mu Xicheng had left.

That video must be a prank.It must be fake.

She told herself so, but she couldn't stop the overwhelming sadness, so the tears continued.

Outside the window, on the huge billboard, there is still a picture of Mu Xicheng's heroic appearance.

"Stop!" She suddenly shouted hoarsely.

Aunt Li was puzzled, but she didn't dare to disobey Chanel's intentions at this time, so she asked the driver to stop the car: "Young lady?"

Chanel stared blankly at the poster: "Aunt Li, I ask you a question, you must answer me honestly."

Aunt Li hesitated, and already knew what she would probably ask: "Young Mistress, may I ask?"

"Did something happen to Mu Xicheng?"

"Young Mistress, what are you talking about? Young Master Mu is fine, so what happened?" Aunt Li comforted, "Young Master annexed the power of the He family, and Young Master Shepherd is free. Now Young Master Mu..."

"Forget it." Chanel interrupted, "Of course you are helping Su Shijie, why would you tell me the truth...Where is Su Shijie?"

"The young master just got off work and should be on his way home now."

Chanel was silent for a moment.

What is she going to do?With sad tears, he went home and questioned Su Shijie, asking him why he wanted to hide from her, why did he want to lie to her?

She had already lost Mu Xicheng, and she didn't want to lose another kind of happiness because of her sadness.

Su Shijie...doesn't know how long the future will be.

Perhaps, he will leave at any time.

How could she complain and blame Su Shijie like this?

"You came out to find me, does he know?"

"do not know."

"I want to hear the truth!"

"I really don't know... After you left, I sent two bodyguards to follow from a distance, not daring to disturb you. Just now I heard that the bodyguards said that you left the Internet cafe in a daze, crying all the time, so I came here in fright. I haven't had time to inform the young master, lest he worry."

Chanel nodded and smiled: "Okay, why don't you tell him?"

Aunt Li looked at Chanel in confusion.

"Maybe I deserve it all." Shaking her head, she murmured to herself, "I will be guilty, sad, and blamed for the rest of my life. This is all my fault, right?"

"What are you talking about, young lady?"

"Mu Xicheng is gone, and Su Shijie... may leave one day too. Because I don't know how to cherish, people who love me will leave me one by one." She wiped her tears, "So, I want I should cherish it even more!"

Su Shijie lied to her because he didn't want to make her sad.

If she was sad, Su Shijie would be sad too.

If she was unhappy, as Mu Xicheng said, Su Shijie would definitely feel unhappy too.

Therefore, the pain that should be suffered by her, how can she let the person who loves her share it for her?

Xia Nai'er made a solemn decision: "Aunt Li, I beg you for the first time, don't tell Su Shijie what happened today, don't mention a single word! Just pretend nothing happened..."

Aunt Li looked at her gently, as if she understood something, and held her hand: "Young Mistress, you have grown up."

"Really?" She has always been too naive, immature, and irresponsible.

"Although as a servant, I have never lied to my master, but once in a while, God will forgive us for a white lie." Aunt Li patted the back of her hand, "It's just that your eyes are so swollen and your emotions It's not easy to hide the young master when you're so depressed, isn't it?"

"Let's say I saw a very moving movie."

Back home, Su Shijie had already showered and was sitting on the sofa waiting.

The servants stood in a row behind him, and he held a cigar in his hand, which was lit but not smoked.Only when he was in a bad mood would he take out his cigar.

As soon as Chanel entered the room, feeling such a serious atmosphere, she froze in place, not knowing what to do.

Fortunately, Aunt Li came in later and urged her: "Young Mistress, put on your slippers."

Chanel hurriedly changed her shoes, and walked towards Su Shijie as calmly as possible: "What's wrong, the atmosphere is so serious?"

Su Shijie looked at her thoughtfully: "Go and wash your face and hands, and prepare to eat."

He didn't ask why Chanel was crying, nor did he ask where Chanel went.

Chanel couldn't take the initiative to mention it, so she had to walk towards the bathroom.

Behind him came Su Shijie's voice calling Aunt Li to stop.

Chanel turned her head, glanced at Aunt Li, and seeing Aunt Li's expression of "Young Mistress, don't worry, I know what to say", she felt a little relieved and went into the bathroom.

Sitting on the toilet, thinking of the news of Mu Xicheng's death, I couldn't help crying again.

But soon, she wiped it off fiercely.

Because he knew that this sad look was not what Mu Xicheng wanted to see.Because she knew that no matter how many tears she shed, it would be impossible for Mu Xicheng to come back.

Because it is easy to die, but difficult to live.

The biggest punishment she can give herself is to live forever, no matter how painful it is, she must persevere.Use a lifetime of time to pay homage.

After washing up, when she went out, Su Shijie had already sat down at the dining table.

"Come here." He personally pulled out the chair beside her for her, with a calm expression on his face.

Xia Naier didn't know what Aunt Li had said to Su Shijie, so she walked over nervously.

She had just seen it, and her eyes were terribly swollen in the mirror, and her expression, no matter how she pretended to be nonchalant, still revealed a strong sense of sadness.

She can hide it from everyone, but is it possible to hide it from Su Shijie who knows her well?

"I made a dozen calls this afternoon," he whispered.

Chanel took out her phone from her bag, and sure enough, she saw more than a dozen missed calls.

"I... went to the cinema to watch a movie in the afternoon. In order to keep it absolutely quiet, I turned off my phone." Chanel looked at Aunt Li, "Did Aunt Li tell you?"

Aunt Li hurriedly replied: "I have already told the young master just now."

"What movie is so touching?"

"Hmm... a very touching romance movie. You know that I have a low tear point, and it's easy to cry when watching novels and TV dramas. This movie is even more touching."

"Really." Su Shijie still looked thoughtful, "What are you talking about?"

Chanel hesitated and said: "It's about a man who loves a woman very much. In order to love this woman, he accommodates her, pampers her, and pampers her. He makes her the worst and stupidest woman in the world..."

"He thought with all his heart that as long as this woman was spoiled with all kinds of problems, so that she would not grow up and be so stupid that she couldn't do anything...she would never be able to leave him, and there would be no man in this world anymore. I can stand her."

"It's a pity that this woman is really lucky. She actually met another man who treated her like this...and fell in love..."

Speaking of this, Chanel's stable mood couldn't bear it, her voice began to choke, and her eyes turned red quickly.

She was a little bit speechless, but tried her best to calm down and said, "Then, that poor man lost her. He never got the love of this woman in his whole life, and died of illness in an autumn when the leaves were falling."

Chanel began to regret why she made such a movie.

Isn't she implying that Su Shijie, Mu Xicheng and her are entangled in love?

Fortunately, Su Shijie didn't seem to think too much, he took a tissue and handed it to her: "Wipe your tears."

Only then did Chanel realize that she was crying again before she knew it.

Chanel stabilized her emotions again, wiped her tears and said, "Sorry, that movie was really touching, and it's still so touching in retrospect."

"What's the name, I'll accompany you to see it next time."