Madam Dihao is not good

"What do you mean?"

Chanel's smile slowly narrowed again, she stared at him and said, "Su Shijie, do you have any special gifts you want?"

Su Shijie looked interested: "Why, you want to give me a gift?"

"Ah."

"why?"[

"Because you gave me a big gift, in return, I want to give you a big gift too."

Su Shijie was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized something. He stroked her abdomen with his big hand, and his eyes softened instantly: "Child?"

Chanel shook her head, held his hand and said, "It's a bigger gift than a child."

Not a child?

Chanel took out a diagnosis form from her bag. It seemed that the form was crumpled, and she should have read it many times.Until now, Chanel still feels unreal

In the morning, she couldn't wait for the hospital to send the order, and finally went to the hospital with Aunt Li.

When the doctor told her that a miracle really happened, Su Shijie's cancer cells miraculously died and disappeared, she thought the doctor was joking with her.

"Regarding the problem of natural regression of cancer, more than 1000 cases have been reported at home and abroad. In 1966, American scholar Cole et al. reported 176 cases of natural regression of cancer patients. In 1982, Japanese scholar Naito reported 83 actual cases of natural regression of cancer patients. These Cancers that regress naturally include more than 20 kinds of cancers such as uterine cancer, lung cancer, colon cancer, kidney cancer, bladder cancer, skin cancer, malignant melanoma, and malignant lymphoma. In my country, such cases are often reported in newspapers..."

"Miss Xia, the cancer is at an advanced stage, and the pain is very severe. Usually, in order to relieve the patient's pain, he is given morphine... But so far, the nurses sent by our hospital said that his seizures are getting less and less frequent, and he has never taken this medicine at all. drug..."

"Of course, if Ms. Xia doesn't believe it, she can observe Mr. Su's daily life more..."

Later, the doctor told Chanel about the clinical manifestations of some terminal cancer patients, and asked Chanel to pay attention to Su Shijie's few cases that could be matched when she went home.

That's why Chanel was so weird tonight.

Before getting the list, her worst plan was that Su Shijie's life was only ten days and a half months away, and her best plan was that Su Shijie could live for a few more years.

As for the fact that his illness would recover without treatment, she never thought about it.

Of course, she was also afraid that Su Shijie colluded with the doctor to deceive her.In order not to make her sad, with Su Shijie's personality, of course it is possible to do such a thing.

In this life, she has experienced too much joy and sorrow, but she is afraid that it will be an empty joy.

"I always thought that when you were sick, you would hide from me secretly." Chanel looked at the list, her eyes were still in a daze, "I didn't expect that your illness is really recovering."

Under the light, Su Shijie took the list and looked at it calmly.

The handsome face was neither sad nor happy, as if it was something he had planned long ago. [

"Are you unhappy?" Chanel's tone was a bit abnormal.

"happy."

"Then why are you so... calm."

When she knew it, she almost fainted with joy and excitement.Then I couldn't believe that the great news was real, I thought it was a dream, I thought the doctor was lying.

But after observing Su Shijie for so long, everything about him is undoubtedly normal.

Su Shijie raised his head lightly and smiled, "I knew a long time ago that I would be fine."

"Why?" Did he check it long ago?

"Because I told myself that I must never leave before you."

Chanel was stunned for a moment.

Tears slowly filled her eyes, and when she was about to fall, she got up quickly and said incoherently: "Wait a minute, I, I haven't informed Aunt Li... I'm afraid that Aunt Li is too old to bear it. When I went to the hospital I saw the doctor alone ... I'm going to tell her now, she must be very happy."

However, just as she stood up, her wrist was pulled.

Su Shijie's fiery palms clenched her tightly: "You don't need to hide and cry."

As soon as the words fell, Chanel's tears slipped out of her eyes, and big drops fell down.

As usual, Su Shuai didn't know what danger was, and walked recklessly with the baby in his arms.

Chanel frowned, and asked two servants to bring the baby back.

Su Shuai's little bully was robbed of his "things" and immediately made a fuss.Chasing after the servant, kicking and hitting him, he finally hugged the servant's leg and bit it with his teeth.

Chanel pulled him back: "Xie'er, are you a puppy, why do you always bite people!"

Su Shuai ignored her, and swung his little iron fist towards Chanel's leg, knocking randomly.

Although the child has no strength, it still hurts if he hits too much.

Chanel pulled him, but he was as stubborn as a bull and couldn't hold it no matter what, so she had to say to the servant with a headache: "You two hold him, and take him upstairs first."

The two servants were very embarrassed and looked at each other sadly.

"Just 10 minutes, okay, I have something to talk to Aunt Li. He is too noisy here!" [

"Yes, young lady."

Su Shuai refused to leave, and was struggling when he was carried up, dancing with hands and feet, very uncute.

Chanel frowned and said with a headache: "How could I have such a child? It seems that God sent me to punish me."

"Young Mistress, why do you say that? Young Master is young and not sensible. Boys are usually naughty when they are young, not to mention he was born in a wealthy family here..." Aunt Li chimed in again.

Chanel sat down on the sofa and watched Aunt Li take the baby girl from the servant.

Comparing with Su Shuai, this little baby girl is very quiet and cute. She was pinched so painful just now, she only cried a few times, and now she became quiet again, her black eyes rolled around, looking at them curiously, with an innocent and innocent look. evil look.

Suddenly, Chanel thought of Su Yiyi.

She was just like this baby girl when she was a child, well-behaved, quiet and lovable.

"Where did this child come from?"

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At night, when Su Shijie returned to Su's house, he heard the baby's laughter before he entered the door.

He leaned against the entrance, and the servant went up to change his shoes and took his briefcase and coat.He leaned there, putting on his slippers unhurriedly, tall and handsome, with a handsome profile, just raising his eyebrows and lowering his eyes would make the servants' hearts beat like a deer.

Walking into the living room, I saw Chanel teasing a baby with her back to him, Aunt Li and her servant were beside her.

Except for Chanel's teasing, everyone else saw Su Shijie and was about to say hello, but Su Shijie made a silent look.

"Aunt Li, I've thought about it, so let's keep this child."

"I actually like girls more, girls are better, how good-looking, look how cute the little guy is, she's always smiling..."

"Aunt Li?"

As Chanel spoke, she suddenly felt something was wrong, and when she looked up, she realized that the person in front of her was gone.

At this moment, a pair of arms wrapped around him from behind, and the hot man's breath approached, even if he didn't look back, he knew who it was.

Chanel smiled: "Are you back?"

Su Shijie responded, leaning his chin on her shoulder and asked, "Where is the child from?"

"It's Aunt Li's grand-niece, who is said to be the daughter of one of her own sisters who gave birth to a child out of wedlock... Aunt Li's sister passed away early, and this niece ran away after giving birth to a child, and asked someone to entrust the niece to Aunt Li, Aunt Li didn't know what to do with the child, so she took her to Su's residence, saying that she would foster it for a while before trying to find a solution."

"Xie'er isn't home?"

It's rare that he came back today and didn't see the house turned upside down.

"Upstairs, I'm asleep." Chanel sighed, "There was a lot of noise all afternoon, I was so cruel, I ignored him, he cried for more than two hours, and just fell asleep with his eyes swollen from crying. of."

At this time, the servant came to announce that it was time for dinner.

Su Shijie got up and went to the restaurant with Chanel. Aunt Li came to pick up the child in Chanel's hand.

At the dinner table, Xia Naier and Su Shijie talked about Su Shuai's evil deeds all day long. The lights in the house were warm and the food was fragrant, but it was raining lightly outside.

It is already April, and it has been raining lightly for several days, and there is plenty of rain, and the flowers in the front yard of the Su residence are all blooming...

It's just that the large area of ​​enchanting roses in the past was eradicated by Su Shijie's men three years ago, and some other precious varieties were planted, which were colorful.

After dinner, Chanel held a cup of tea and stood on the terrace, looking at the front yard.

She would always unconsciously experience a trance when she was alone.

In a daze, I am still a 16-year-old girl shuttling around the campus, and in a daze, I am still in a daze when I first came to Su Zhai...

In a daze, I saw Su Shijie, who looked down at her with a majestic and indifferent face, and in a daze, I saw Mu Xicheng who was running towards her tall and tall on campus. He always smiled at her so warmly, his eyes seemed to be filled with an infinite Xingguang, he called her "Xia Nai".

All the past seems to have happened yesterday...

But every time I wake up, I realize that those things are very far away...

It's just that some people and some things, no matter how long it has passed, will still be vividly alive in the memory of yesterday.

Inside the house, Aunt Li is asking the servants to pack paper money, fruits and other sacrificial offerings. Tomorrow, April 4th, Qingming, they will go to the graves of their dead relatives.

Behind him there was the sound of the patio door opening.

After taking a bath, Su Shijie looked refreshed, and habitually circled Chanel from behind: "What are you doing standing here? Isn't it cold?"

Chanel stabilized her emotions: "It's not cold..."

"What are you thinking about?"

"It's nothing, I'm full, thinking about life..."

"What conclusion did you draw?"

"Time waits for no one, it's too fast, maybe in the next blink of an eye, we'll all be old." Chanel said with a faint smile, "All ready? I'm going to see my father, your mother, and Uncle Wu tomorrow as usual, right? ?”

"Well," Su Shijie said after a pause, "this time I will take you to meet someone."

"Who?"

"An old friend of mine."

It rained until the next day, and the sky was gray, like God's endless tears.

They were the last friends to see.

Su Shijie held her hand and held an umbrella to shield her from the wind and rain.Holding a large bouquet of white chrysanthemums in her hand, she walked beside him.

From a distance, I saw a bouquet of flowers placed in front of a tombstone, not chrysanthemums, but roses.

Among the various white bouquets, the color of the rose is so abrupt, like a ball of fire, and the tender petals are full of luster in the rain...

Aunt Li stopped in front of the cemetery, and said with a surprised face: "Young master, someone came to see him first."

"who is it?"

"I didn't see any message left."

Chanel followed slowly, and when she got there, she saw a monument without words standing in front of her.

No photo, no name...

Her arms tightened, and she slowly put down the bouquet, but the moment she bowed her body, she felt an invisible hand rubbing her hair.

Chanel raised her head quickly, but she didn't see anything, only the empty tablet without words in front of her.

"Young Mistress, what's wrong with you?" Aunt Li noticed something strange about Chanel.

Chanel smiled lightly and shook her head, the moment she shook her head, tears could not stop falling.

She squatted down, clasped her arms with both hands, and sobbed in pain.

Even though she had guessed this way when she came here, and told herself how to deal with it calmly, she couldn't control her tears no matter what!It was as if her heart was being grabbed and pulled hard by hands, which made her gasp in pain.

Mu Xicheng, how are you in heaven?

Sorry, I didn't come to see you until now.Really ashamed to see you again.

You should hate me very much, you will never forgive me again, right?

For four years, you have never been in my dream once.

After you leave, I often think of you and your dream, you said you want to build a heavenly kingdom.

In fact, your requirements are not high, and what you want is not much. In this life, you are always giving, but you have never received anything.I have always thought that you are God's favorite, but now I understand that you have never been favored by God.

……

Chanel didn't know how long she had been crying, she seemed to have forgotten the world and the people behind her.

Su Shijie has been standing quietly behind her, holding an umbrella for her.

Just when she shed the first tear, without any words, he understood everything.

He has been betting with himself on how long it will take Chanel to forget that boy.But now, he understands that she will never forget in this lifetime...

Mu Xicheng won and won her miss.

But he won't lose either, he will spend the rest of his life to make her more happy...