Paper horse incense shop

Chapter 124 The final suicide note
  The moment I said the words, the nagging and sobbing sounds stopped immediately.

In the entire quiet ward, only the occasional flashing of instruments and the prolonged beeping sound were left.

I have never seen Luna so desperate.

Tears completely split her face, and her originally bright face was left pale, empty and heartbroken.

I had no way to comfort her, just as I had no way to accept An Ran's death.

An Ran's death gave me a great wake-up call. If I accepted Luna rashly and planned a distant future, the pain would be particularly great when this future collapsed.

Luna doesn't want to stay with someone like me who has a bad luck fate. She will have Father Lu's blessing in the future and won't encounter any big problems.

It's just that I feel a little sad now.

The room became completely quiet, and I turned my back with one breath, pretending that I fell asleep, and no longer paid attention to the movement behind me.

The next day, I asked the hospital to change my ward. Throughout the Spring Festival and until the 14th day of the lunar calendar, I stayed in the ward to recuperate.

During this period, only Father Lu came a few times. Not only did he help me deal with An Ran's funeral, but he also brought me red envelopes and gifts. Between the lines, he hoped that I would visit Luna again.

But this time, I didn't agree.

In the early morning of the Lantern Festival, I went through the discharge procedures for myself, and returned to the Zima Xiang Shop with the An Ran urn brought by Father Lu for me.

The paper horse incense shop is still the same as when I left that day, but most of the New Year’s goods I bought have rotted and deteriorated.

I placed An Ran's urn next to Xiao Shishi's lotus porcelain altar. Xiao Shishi, who hadn't seen me for a long time, put his head around to smell the smell in the urn. After just two sniffs, he couldn't suppress the overwhelming gloom in his body. Angry, showing the appearance of an evil spirit.

Little Forty seemed very unsure, and sniffed the urn over and over again with his mouth wide open. I touched its head, comforted Little Forty, and said softly:
  "It's Enron, that's right."

"She will stay with you from now on, and you must protect her."

Xiao Sifeng suddenly felt as if he had been struck by lightning and completely withered.

I cleaned the altar table, placed three sticks of incense on each of An Ran and Xiao Forty, and then started to organize the things in the paper horse incense shop.

Now that I have decided to go to Changzhou, I will clean up the unnecessary things here, seal up the things that can be used, and take away the things that can be used.

I was sorting out the bamboos used to make paper figures, and I wanted to throw them away, but then I remembered that I still had a sword with a broken bamboo handle in my backpack.

I took out the Miaodao, pulled up a stool, and was about to repair the Miaidao. Unexpectedly, I just took off the old bamboo handle and found that there seemed to be paper stuck in the middle of the bamboo handle.

Wait, paper?

This is the Ming Dao made by my second uncle for me. Logically speaking, I shouldn’t have left the paper behind because of carelessness.
  Unless it was stuffed in on purpose.

I was stunned and immediately took out the contents. Sure enough, inside was a piece of densely written letter paper, and the notes were those of my second uncle.

I thought that I had experienced enough during this period and could be calm about anything, but I still overestimated myself, because the first sentence on the paper calmed me down——

[Leave blank to inform:
  Second uncle doesn't know when you will see this letter, but when you see it, I may be running around with your Qing Aunt all over the world, or I may have become the soul of the loser and his son.

If your second uncle really dies, don't cry. As long as you are a human being, you will have this day.

The second uncle just took a step earlier than you, and maybe he can be reincarnated as a handsome man playing the game earlier. So there is nothing to feel sorry for the second uncle. When I wrote this letter, I already sent you a message asking you to go home. Maybe you can come back tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow.

I don’t know how much I can teach you before I leave, but I will definitely pass on the secret method of paper binding to you. If you haven’t thoroughly studied the secret method when you find this letter, then you have to study hard and learn more. , there is the foundation of one more separate body.

Second uncle knows that he is sorry for you and made you endure this, but there is nothing he can do about it.

Bai Yatou must think that her second uncle is a 100% good person, a kind person, and a knight, right?
  No, I made a big mistake.

A month before I wrote this letter, I went to Wangcheng, where Gongshu's family lived, and took away Gongshu's wife.

Second Uncle I don’t know if you have read the second half of the secret book, about the carpenter who lost his shoe.

The carpenter is Gong Suqiu, and the carpenter's wife who was disturbed by our fight at the end and had a miscarriage is Gong Suqiu's wife, your Qing aunt, Xu Qingqing.

She is not only Gongshuqiu's wife, but also my first love.

Gong Shuqiu fell in love with your Aunt Qing because of her good looks, and approached her parents to set him up, but she didn't do it willingly.

The real reason behind the miscarriage was that she was imprisoned by Gong Suqiu and had no desire to give birth to Gong Suqiu's child, so she broke free while we were fighting and deliberately slipped and had the fetus.

I never stayed in one place for more than a month, but I stayed in Wangcheng for several months. I used paper figurines to see her countless times, wrote countless letters, and swore countless oaths to take her away.

But I failed her, I couldn't do it.

More than 20 years ago, I was unable to defeat the public and lost my hatred, so I could only leave Wangcheng with hatred. More than twenty years later, I still don’t know if I can defeat the public and lose the enemy.
  But, I can't delay it any longer.

My health is already dying. If I delay any longer, I will have no chance of winning.

Countless nights, I would recall Qingqing’s voice and smile, as well as the poem Qingqing wrote for me——

"Yunmeng didn't know that spring was coming late, and the north wind slaughtered Fangcheng overnight. ’

Wangcheng is located in Yunmeng, where it is like spring all year round. It is called Fangcheng. How can spring come so late there?

She has just been waiting for the wind from the north to blow to Yunmengwang City, and she has been waiting for me.

I'm already twenty-six years late, and I can't be any later.

When I woke up early that morning and coughed up that mouthful of blood, I knew I had to go to Wangcheng and take her away.

The father and son of the public loser will definitely come, it's just a matter of time.

But how should I tell you this?
  You have loved me so much since childhood, but I am not a good person. I made a big mistake, a big mistake!
  I had an affair with someone else's wife, and now I've taken someone else's wife away.
  I can't say that it's better if you don't know anything. The father and son of the public loser will not let anyone know about this.
  Forgive me that my second uncle will be in a hurry when he leaves and won't tell you anything.

As for this letter, just treat it as a thought, hide it in the bamboo handle of the sword that your second uncle made for you, and seal it together with the truth.

If you haven't seen the best, if you have seen it, don't come looking for me. As long as I live for one day and get out of danger, I will go looking for you. 】

　The prequel to the story of the feud between the second uncle and the father is in Chapter 58. Those who have forgotten can go back and take a look~ The life of the second uncle is far more exciting than you think. Maybe even ten thousand words of extra chapter could not be finished (scratching one’s head)

　　
  　
  (End of this chapter)