Who understands? I took the library with me to farm

Chapter 57 The bitterness of mother-in-law

"Miao'er, don't think too much. I just saw it accidentally that day. My mother was thinking of buying a jar of wine to replace it when she went to town next time. Unexpectedly, before the wine was bought, the old man was Something was discovered.”

Feng Liu held her coarse cloth sleeve to wipe her tears, her eyes were already red and swollen.

Only then did He Miao realize that Feng Liu had just known that she was responsible for the incident and had stepped forward to take the responsibility on purpose. He wanted to protect her and block Feng Qinkui's firepower for her.

After thinking about this, she suddenly felt a surge of sadness and guilt in her heart. If it hadn't been for her, the conflict might not have broken out today.

"Mom, this is all my fault. Although there is a reason, but..."

Mrs. Feng Liu saw her thoughts and grinned.

"You kid, I told you not to think too much. Mom knows that you are not a fussy kid. There must be a reason for doing this. If you don't tell me, I won't ask.

Besides, this matter today is not just about the wine. Your father has long wanted to go crazy. This is purely an excuse.

But to be honest, if it weren't for this drink, I wouldn't have had the chance to express my true feelings so happily. I really wouldn't want to be with him! "

"Mother..." He Miao and Feng Xiaoxi said in unison.

They both have their own worries, but the main concern is that their mother will suffer a loss. If the women in the village take the initiative to divorce, they will end up with nothing.

Feng Xiaoxi naturally did not want her parents to be separated, and He Miao also felt that now was not the time to separate from Li, fearing that her mother-in-law would be impulsive and lose the opportunity to occupy a favorable position.

When marriage has reached this point, it has nothing to do with love anymore. It is completely a competition of interests and scheming.

Seeing the worried look on the two children's faces, Ms. Feng Liu waved her hands, indicating that they didn't need to worry.

"Don't worry about me. The reason we had such a fierce fight today was not because of Lao Baigan. It was because he didn't like me, and I couldn't stand him either. We had to make do with each other for a long time!
  Didn't you see it? Do you think we are harmonious as husband and wife? I said it today, and I’m not afraid of your jokes. These are all illusions! I didn't dare to tell you when you were little before, but now that you are older, I dare not tell you. Do you know why? "

Both of them stared and shook their heads, because in Feng Xiaoxi's heart, her parents were no different from other parents. They worked hard and lived hard. Her father didn't care about things, and her mother made the decision.

It was the same in He Miao's mind. Before she discovered Wintersweet Cuihuan, she had never even paid attention to the old man at home who didn't talk much and only liked to smoke pipes. Although there were several times when her father-in-law expressed dissatisfaction with her words and deeds in public, she never paid attention to her. Didn't take it to heart.

Looking at this situation, could it be that the mother-in-law knew about Widow Wang?
  Otherwise, what else could happen to such an extremely ordinary old couple?
  Mrs. Feng Liu saw the two children looking confused and didn't know what was being said, and smiled bitterly.

"Because, we can't live together for a long time. There is a word I heard when listening to the play, but I can't remember it. It's so different. Anyway, it probably means that your father and I have been together for more than ten years. It’s time to show off your skills!
  In fact, when we were alone, we couldn't stand each other. His temper was at odds with mine, and I didn't satisfy him when I did things. He was used to pushing me out as a shield for everything. Have you ever thought about how much I wish he could Stand in front of me to protect me from the wind and rain. No matter how hard it is to support me from behind, you can be my backer! "      Speaking of this, she smacked her lips helplessly and shook her head: "No way, he didn't care at all. Before, Miao'er, you didn't come to our house. You don't know how difficult my mother-in-law and sisters-in-law are to deal with. !
  This old guy Feng Qinkui, every time I was bullied, he would pretend to be dead in order to save the face of his good son and good brother!

But I am a woman, what can I do? If you marry a chicken, follow the chicken, if you marry a dog, follow the dog. After all, marrying into the Feng family, I have no worries about food and clothing, and my family is well off. My mother-in-law advised me that I should be content and enjoy myself secretly!
  But who knows how many nights I cried secretly? Maybe only my broken pillow knows this. "

She sneered, as if she was laughing at the people who bullied her and advised her to be patient, and she seemed to be laughing at herself.

The more He Miao listened, the more sad she became. She felt as if her whole heart was soaked in high-concentration vinegar. When she thought about Widow Wang, she felt even more uncomfortable. Her heart felt like it was being rubbed back and forth in vinegar.

Feng Xiaoxi also shed tears: "Mom, I didn't know these things. I never thought it would be so difficult for you. I thought you were the one who made the decision in everything in our family. Dad must love you very much."

"Yes, I all thought so. When you were a little older, I finally found an opportunity to separate our families, and our family came to live alone. At least I no longer have to be angry with my mother-in-law. However, living alone has its own difficulties, your father I wanted to take it easy and just be a hands-off shopkeeper, but I had to toughen up and take care of everything at home.

If it’s okay who is really in charge and who has the final say, then who am I to be the master of the matter? Whenever something big happens, you don't have to look at his eyes to act. What if you don't look at him? If something really happens, how can I live my life like this? What should others think of me? "

Feng Xiaoxi: "Then you just insisted on separating your family from my father. Is it true?"

Ms. Feng Liu shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's just a momentary angry talk. Separate the family? Divorce me? Your mother and I can't benefit at all, so I might as well just hang myself with a hemp rope."

Feng Xiaoxi felt relieved: "That's good. It'll be fine when you're all gone."

"Okay? It's impossible for us to get along. We just dealt with each other. How can we really be separated?"

When He Miao heard this, he was really sad for his misfortune and angry for his inability to fight.

But we can't force it. The mother-in-law can do this better than many women in Dayan. We can't ask for more from her. After all, in the village, men are the labor force and the backbone. Once she really leaves her father-in-law, the mother-in-law's life will also be different. It’s not easy, and people will criticize you.

However, now that she is here, everything will be different. She is determined to expose her father-in-law's true colors, let her father-in-law reconcile, and let her father-in-law leave the house! Let the mother-in-law live a life without being dependent on so-called men.

There was a lot of commotion at home, which made it difficult for everyone. The next morning, no one had the mood to cook, so they left the pot empty and the stove empty.

He Miao made an excuse to buy a piece of tofu and make tofu for breakfast. She wanted to explore Wang Cuimei's movements. Feng Liu had no time to take care of this and agreed vaguely, lying on the kang alone in a daze.

When she arrived at Tofu Fang, she found that the store was closed. Widow Wang's house was a front store with a back room. She went around to the back and knocked on the door, but no one answered.

Could it be that the Widow Wang got wind of something, that the bad things she was doing were exposed, and the real owner came to find her, so she escaped early?
  (End of this chapter)