After the divorce, Mr. Xiao became addicted to flirting with his wife

Chapter 441 This is who I am

"I can't care about other people I meet, but I can't care about the fact that I've met you since I was a child. At that time, you were obviously so dependent on me, but now you are treating me like this."

The two extreme situations met together, which made him feel very unbalanced, and he even thought that everything in front of him was inappropriate.

Ji Yu actually regretted it sometimes. Why did she meet him at that time?

"Stop talking about such things all the time. To me, these things have no value at all. I don't want to recall childhood memories with you. We were both still young at that time, so the things we did might be childish, right? "

Isn't that just childish? At that time, she was bullied, so she also needed someone to protect her.

After Jiang Huai appeared, she stubbornly believed that the person in front of her was a big brother, that's why she had such a good relationship with him.

That's why she was so scared after discovering that her eldest brother was a murderous pervert, and that's why she wanted him to die like this.

"I admit that I did do some things that I was sorry for you at that time, but now I have already paid you back. Isn't it enough that you tortured me during this period?"

During this time she was almost tortured to death.

"No matter how much I owed you back then, it should be clear, right? If you continue to pester me, don't blame me for being ruthless."

"When did you ever show mercy to me? Look at you now, you must have understood in your heart how vicious what you did before was." He felt too painful in his heart.

"But I also want to thank you. When I was almost unable to hold on any longer, it was because I thought I was going to find you that I persisted. Look, am I not living well now?" Jiang Huai actually felt a little happy when he talked about this.

Isn’t that what it’s like? The things they did felt really extreme.

Maybe the fate of the two people was already involved at that time, and there was no way to separate them.

Sometimes Ji Yu really wanted to ask him why he had to remember what happened during that time.

Now he finally has an answer, probably because everything in front of him is so unforgettable.

"You and I are the same people. You should know that it is easy to forget the kindness of others, but it is difficult to forget the hatred."

What he said is indeed true. Ji Yu is such a person.

But the situation in front of me is worse than imagined. If it comes down to it, no one can make a decision.

Ji Yu simply put the knife in her hand on the table.

"If you feel angry about what happened back then, you can stab me at will, but you must hand over the antidote. This matter is very important to me. I must protect the person in my heart."

That's what she really thought, and she didn't mean to make anyone angry.

But Jiang Huai was so angry that he was shaking all over when he heard this. He couldn't accept that the person he cared about would say such a thing.

"Ji Yu, do you really not know or are you pretending not to know? I like you so much, but you want me to stab you for the person in your heart." What is the difference between this and killing him? And when she said these words, wouldn't she feel very uncomfortable in her heart?
"Why should I care about your feelings? That's what I thought in my heart. I just said it clearly. I'm afraid you don't know."

Ji Yu can be cruel and cold sometimes. Just like what she said now, she knew it would make Jiang Huai very sad, but she just said it.

"Ji Yu, you are really good. You are still hurting me at this time. You already know in your heart how much I like you, but you still treat me like this."

He now wants to dig out his heart and show her to see if their hearts are really different.

"Xiaoyu, why are you doing this to me? I like you so much, I'm so kind to you, I've done so many things for you, but in the end you still abandoned me."

Ji Yulue's eyes fell on him with pity. He probably felt that he was already in a crazy state at this time, so he had no intention of arguing with him.

"You always feel that others have abandoned you. Why don't you think about whether it's your own fault? Who can accept the things you did? I know what I did was wrong at that time, but I also I don’t think what you did was right.”

The decisions both people made at that time were problematic, but in the end they both survived, so they shouldn't dwell on the past anymore.

"Whether you hate me or like me, I don't care. I just want an antidote. You just need to hand over the antidote, and we will have no more entanglements from now on."

She said these words so lightly, as if the years of friendship between them didn't exist at all.

"Xiaoyu, you are really too heartless. No matter when, I never thought of severing relations with you, but when you said these words, you were so indifferent."

It's like these things really just come out so easily.

Ji Yu's expression remained unchanged.

"So what do you think I should say? Do you want me to say these things tactfully? What I don't like the most is euphemism. I like to say things directly."

Probably because of this reason, the two of them couldn't get together.

For the first time, Jiang Huai felt that his heart was a little broken, but looking at the woman in front of him, he suddenly wanted to ask her why she was so cruel.

"Can you turn a blind eye to the things I have done for you? Just treat it as me begging you. Can't you give me some affection?"

He doesn't expect much, he just wants to be the same as before, but why is it so difficult even like this?

"The past has passed. Even if you miss the past, you can't go back."

Ji Yu really doesn't understand why some people keep living in the past? In fact, as long as you forget many things, you will be much happier.

"I just don't want to forget that period, the happiest time in my life."

For Ji Yu, that time may have been very difficult, but for him it was already his happiest time.