After I died, my ex-husband got lovesick

Chapter 84 I feel sick when I see you

Shen Yiyan felt a pain in his heart when he saw Yue Wanxia clutching the suicide note, trembling all over and crying into tears.

He couldn't help but stretched out his hand and held Yue Wanxia in his arms.

At this moment, Yue Wanxia only had the suicide note left by Chu Qian in her heart, and didn't even notice what was happening around her.

"Dear Qiqi, never doubt how much mom loves you. Mom will always be waiting for you in heaven."

"You will always be my favorite Qiqi."

"You have to be brave, just like you did when you were a child and ran towards me across the rushing stream."

"You must always be so brave."

"Love you mom."

Shen Yiyan, who was hugging Yue Wanxia, ​​suddenly felt his hands feel heavy.

He looked over in surprise. Yue Wanxia actually fainted from crying.

"Steward Chen, Steward Chen, call the doctor quickly!" Shen Yiyan directly picked up Yue Wanxia and rushed to the room upstairs.

He carried Yue Wanxia into the room where the two of them lived without hesitation.

Shen Yiyan put Yue Wanxia on the bed and grabbed her hand worriedly.

In her dream, Yue Wanxia dreamed of Chu Qian again. This time Chu Qian was holding a small baby in her arms.

Yue Wanxia had a strong premonition that the baby was the one she never had time to give birth to.

"Mom, baby!" Yue Wanxia shouted and wanted to rush forward, but a small stream suddenly appeared, blocking Yue Wanxia's steps.

It was obviously a very shallow stream, but Yue Wanxia knew she couldn't go through it.

Chu Qian looked at Yue Wanxia and showed a gentle smile: "Qiqi, now is not the time. Mom will be watching you from the sky. You must be happy and face the next life bravely."

After saying this, Yue Wanxia watched helplessly as Chu Qian disappeared from her eyes while holding the baby.

“No—Mom, take me away!”

Yue Wanxia, ​​who was closing her eyes tightly, suddenly let out a loud roar and stretched out her hand towards the top of her head.

Shen Yiyan, who had been staying by Yue Wanxia's side, was startled by his sudden voice.

Shen Yiyan quickly stood up and asked Yue Wanxia with concern: "What's wrong? Are you having a nightmare?"

Hearing the familiar voice of Shen Yiyan, Yue Wanxia turned her head to look at him, and her consciousness gradually returned.

Yue Wanxia thought of the baby in her dream before she had a chance to take a look at the baby.

But she was very sure that the baby was her baby.

He and Shen Yiyan's baby who didn't have time to be born.

Thinking of this, Yue Wanxia looked at Shen Yiyan with a hint of indifference in her eyes.

She said in a cold tone: "Get out, I don't want to see you."

Hearing Yue Wanxia's inexplicably cold voice, Shen Yiyan was shocked. He asked anxiously: "What happened, Xia'er?"

"Don't call me that, you make me feel sick." Yue Wanxia looked at Shen Yiyan coldly.

Shen Yiyan felt a little confused.

He originally thought that after the misunderstanding about Chu Qian was resolved, he and Yue Wanxia would be able to rebuild their old relationship.

But why did Yue Wanxia's attitude toward herself become worse than before after she fainted and woke up?
  Butler Chen who was standing aside saw that Shen Yiyan seemed to want to say something else, so he stepped forward and tugged on his sleeve.

At the signal from Butler Chen's eyes, Shen Yiyan followed him out. "Mr. Shen, do you still remember? What Miss Yue said before? Do you think there are any mistakes?" Butler Chen reminded Shen Yiyan.

After all, he knew Shen Yiyan's character.

Maybe it was something Miss Yue said before that was ignored by Shen Yiyan that caused her attitude to change so drastically.

Shen Yiyan thought for a while, then suddenly his eyes widened, his pupils shrank, and he said in a trembling voice: "Child, our child!"

Yue Wanxia had said before that she owed her three lives.

Chu Qian's, Chu Xueqi's, and their unborn child.

Shen Yiyan covered his head in pain.

The misunderstanding about Chu Qian can be solved, and Chu Xueqi is not really dead.

However, there was indeed such a bloody life between him and Yue Wanxia.

That life still belongs to their two children.

"What should I do, Butler Chen? What should I do to make her forgive me?" Shen Yiyan turned to look at Butler Chen in a panic.

Butler Chen sighed, patted Shen Yiyan's hand, and said comfortingly: "Mr. Shen, you should understand that it is very difficult to bridge these gaps. You may even have to give everything, but there will be no results. Can you accept it?"

Hearing Butler Chen's words, Shen Yiyan nodded without hesitation and said, "I can accept it."

"Okay, I will find a solution for you." After saying that, Butler Chen asked Shen Yiyan to go to another room to rest and not to meet Yue Wanxia for the time being.

Although somewhat reluctant, in order to stabilize Yue Wanxia's mood, Shen Yiyan still obeyed Butler Chen's arrangement.

Butler Chen came in with hot tea and exquisite snacks. Yue Wanxia said without looking at her: "I told you I don't want to see you."

"You didn't say that to me just now." Butler Chen's slightly smiling voice sounded from behind Yue Wanxia.

Only then did Yue Wanxia realize that the person who came in was not Shen Yiyan.

She sat up apologetically, looked at Butler Chen and said, "Sorry, I thought it was Shen Yiyan."

Butler Chen shook his head with a smile, put the things in his hands on the bedside table, and said, "You were a little exhausted last night, so you might as well eat something."

Although Yue Wanxia shook her head and said she had no appetite, she was still a little surprised when she saw the food brought by Butler Chen and swallowed her saliva.

Those were her favorite snacks made by Butler Chen himself.

Seeing Yue Wanxia's throat twitch, Butler Chen continued to persuade: "No matter what, you'd better eat a little, otherwise your body won't be able to bear it."

So Yue Wanxia no longer resisted, picked up a piece of snack, put it in her mouth and chewed it carefully.

Three years later, Butler Chen's craftsmanship has improved a lot, and the snacks in his hands seem to be more fragrant.

When Yue Wanxia was satisfied with her meal, Butler Chen put away the things and then stood beside her bedside and said with a smile: "Actually, I know you are Madam."

Yue Wanxia's expression became colder. She looked up at Butler Chen and asked, "Are you here to be Shen Yiyan's lobbyist?"

"No." Butler Chen shook his head.

Seeing the confusion in Yue Wanxia's eyes, Butler Chen said with a smile: "I will never forgive someone who killed my child."

Hearing what Butler Chen said, the defensiveness in Yue Wanxia's eyes became less intense.

Seeing Yue Wanxia's expression relax, Butler Chen continued: "But if you want to hate, you have to hate the right person."

This sentence made Yue Wanxia feel a little strange, and she raised her head in confusion.

"What do you want to say?"

(End of this chapter)