I'm going to wear this doormat and I won't keep you company anymore.

"You...won't you come with me?"

Bai Xiluo looked at her in disbelief.

"Why should I follow you? You have no money, no power, no support, do you want to make me live a miserable life?"

Zhuo Shican was elated when he heard this.

"This is only temporary, trust me."

Bai Xiluo couldn't help but step forward, holding her with his good hand, looking at her with an expression almost pleading.

And Bai Qingxue threw it away without mercy.

"I don't believe it. Last time you bet me on the horse race, saying you were sure to win. What was the result? If it weren't for Zhuo Shican's horse having a problem, don't you know how far behind others you are?"

This can be said to be a double entendre.

Bai Xiluo shook his head in pain: "Sister, I don't believe you are this kind of person, please stop teasing me.

“When I was little, you always gave me delicious food and fun things, and when I was beaten, you always pounced on me without your life.

"You didn't even care about your own life for me, how could you change?"

Bai Qingxue sneered: "Don't sound like I have a crush on you. Is it what I want to give to you? Do I dare not to give it to you? If I don't do what you want, you will find trouble for me later. Easy to fight.

"Do you still remember? You always burned my hands with incense and compared the hardness of my head with the wall.

"As for the reason why I saved you, it's not that great. It's just because I can live a quiet life for a few days and receive less scolding from you.

"I would rather be whipped by Jingying than beaten by my beloved brother. I've gotten into this, don't you understand?"

Bai Xiluo choked up and said: "I thought it was you who killed my mother, I thought you cut off my hand. If not, why did you let Bai Jiangci talk nonsense and didn't tell me earlier?

"I've gone through all kinds of troubles, don't I just hope to hear a different answer from you? After so many years, if you could explain it, you would have explained it - normal people would think so!"

Bai Qingxue laughed angrily at him.

"Even if that's the case, don't you have nothing wrong at all? If you think with your toes, you know what kind of character I am. It's impossible for me to do that kind of thing, right?

"To say the least, even if I could do it, it would definitely not be my own idea. I was only a few years old at the time, let alone how close we were at that time. You are so smart, how could you have thought of this?

"Using my conscience and guilt to torture me, while being groveling to Jingying and Bai Jiangci, this is how you survive.

“Unfortunately, the mental torture you imagined I would suffer and your verbal attacks on me never took effect;

"Bai Jiangci threatened me that if I dared to reveal the truth and make you turn against me, he would kill the disobedient chess piece.

"...All of this is just because I can't lose my brother after losing my mother.

"It's a pity that you can't see my dedication for so many years. I've moved heaven and earth and even the system can't move you.

"You didn't remember me as a human being until I fought back unbearably. But that was just 'remembering'.

"You took it upon yourself to fall in love with me, and you took it upon yourself to lead me the red line. Now, you ignore my wishes and take me to elope without authorization...

"...Your self-righteousness has not changed since you were a child." Bai Qingxue concluded.

"...I didn't expect you to hate me so much, so what you did during this period of time were just trying to figure out how to survive here?" Bai Xiluo said with a bitter smile.

"Stop being so self-centered. I'm just looking for a way to survive. As for you, you have never been in my future plans."

After saying that, she handed her hand to Zhuo Shican, who said "Spring is here" on his face. He pulled her onto the horse and held her in front of him, with his chin buried in her shoulder.

Bai Xiluo closed his eyes in pain, then unloaded the horse from the cart and rode away, riding away.

Bai Qingxue watched him run towards the sun and his future.

...She only has one month to live. Rather than letting him attend his own funeral, it would be better to just leave it like this.

In this world, communication tools are limited and information is blocked and lagging behind. If he goes to a foreign country, it is unlikely that he will be exposed to information here again.

Even if we knew, it would be a long, long time later.

On the other hand, her relationship with him ultimately cannot represent his reconciliation with his original body. She was just a messenger and had no right to forgive him on behalf of the original person.
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[System: Host, do you want to activate the emotional memory deletion service? 】

"Delete it if you like. Why do you ask me?"

[System: It seems that the host does not want to continue the journey for the time being. 】

"I did not say anything."

[System: I would like to remind you that in principle we prohibit "office romance", which will more or less affect the efficiency of your task completion. 】

"Bibi again, next time I won't do the main mission and just elope with the male protagonist."

[System: This is unrealistic. If you don’t lead them to achieve personal growth and avoid future troubles, those unfinished disasters will come to them sooner or later. All that awaits them is spiritual or physical annihilation. 】

"But what can I get after completing the task? Where is my room for improvement? Don't tell me it's for those memory fragments, do you think I care?"

[System: Your body has fallen into dormancy, and you cannot retrieve your memory fragments without passing the trial of the endless world. I can't save the important people, I can't think of the way home. 】

"...Here we go again, are you memorizing Chinese documents? If you were me, your past would be completely blank. You would have no contact with the people and things in the past, and there would be no new bonds. The so-called journey of finding memory fragments is completely different. There is no end in sight. Will you be motivated if you act like a lonely soul in a hopeless world?"

[System:...This is all for myself. 】

Bai Gengxue subconsciously wanted to refute, but she couldn't explain why "for herself" seemed to be an insignificant thing to her, like a slogan.

You should live your life for yourself... Why do you feel so heavy about guilt?

Is she a pleaser? It doesn't make sense, she feels that the whole world owes her, and she wants the whole universe to act based on her face.

Bai Qingxue couldn't figure it out, so she turned back to reality:

"Then next time, can you create a more pure world? These people are either evil or good, not half and half, okay? I'm so worried all day that my friends don't dare to talk to me. Is it easy for me?"

[System: My authority can only increase the number of villains for you, but cannot directly change the personality of your partner. 】

[System: Whether the sufferer will do good or not often depends on your choice... Being on guard blindly may cause them to become disengaged. 】

[System: And the longer you stay in the Endless Road, the longer your resurrection will be. It will do you no good if the sufferer is an impeccable target. 】

It was all in vain after talking for a long time... She was not a date, she just wanted to make a friend who could confide in her, couldn't she?

[System: It seems that the current script is too boring and makes the host lonely. How about we change the script. 】

"What kind of script, a doomsday battle royale? Saving the yandere male protagonist? Don't tell me that giving birth to a child is not a painless thing, and erasing memories is definitely not a thing.

"It doesn't work in the past life or this life - even if it's the same soul, it's not the same person at all, right?

"If I had any past life, I would like to have a fight with her. I am unique, how can someone be exactly like me? I don't have many friends to begin with. What if the friendship that belongs to me is taken away..."

Bai Gengxue hadn't let go of her guard for a long time, and kept talking nonsensical words to the system.

[System: Now upgrade the hell difficulty...please wait...]

"?What the hell."

No matter how much Bai Qingxue screamed, this broken system would not make any sound.

Friendly reminder, if you find that I posted after 23:50, I suggest you read it again the next day or an hour later. I definitely haven’t finished it_(:з」∠)_