Tender as wild

"..."

As if he had been caught for doing something bad, he felt extremely guilty.

Bai Li met his hazy but inquiring eyes, and realized that he was drunk, so he dared to pry so unscrupulously, but this sober question made her heart skip a few beats.

She sat beside him blankly and replied softly: "Because you are beautiful."

Fang Ye seemed to smile, and his lowered fingers gently ran through her long hair.

The night wind blows through the hair.

Only then did Bai Li realize that his eyes were very distracted and confused. Although he didn't say a word, he was completely drunk.

How much wine did you drink?

Baili doesn't know.

But she breathed a sigh of relief. It was so dangerous that she almost thought that her secret love ended in that moment. That was too unromantic and too hasty.

The moon hangs high in the sky, as if being held up by a layer of white clouds, slowly heading west.

Baili went to the kitchen to make a glass of honey water, then came to the living room and whispered to Fang Ye, "Brother, get up and drink water."

Drinking so much wine.

If you don’t drink something sweet in time, you will definitely have a headache the next day.

Where did this experience come from?

The girl squinted her eyes, maybe she read it in some book.

Her memory has always been good.

Although she had never been drunk, she felt uncomfortable after drinking too much.

He was extremely drunk under his eyes, and his usually sharp eyes were slightly closed, so Bai Li could only get closer and put the cup to his mouth.

Fang Ye could swallow it by himself.

In the early morning night, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse.

The cold-toned light hit the side of his face, and his deep eyes and facial bones were just right. A shallow scar was printed at the end of his eyebrows, giving him a silent and cold feeling.

Bai Li held the cup and waited for a few seconds before she realized that her heartbeat started to speed up again.

She couldn't deceive her heart. This distance gave her a small sense of excitement. It was rare for Fang Ye to be in such a position of being at the mercy of others.

The girl thought for a while, then suddenly stretched out her fingers, touched the scar between his eyebrows, and murmured to herself: "Does it hurt? Why do you always get hurt?"

suddenly.

Fang Ye grabbed her hand and quickly opened his eyes. His eyes gradually stopped being distracted and he stared at the girl full of anger.

Baili was startled.

She had never looked into such eyes.

That kind of coldness that seemed to be nothing made her whole body shiver.

Fortunately, Fang Ye quickly closed his eyes heavily again.

OK OK.

Bai Li was now sure that he must be drunk.

But he still held her hand tightly, making it impossible for her to leave. She could only put the cup down and sit quietly next to him.

Boredom.

Baili raised her eyes, breathed in the slight smell of alcohol, and her thoughts became more vivid.

Start thinking about a sentence and speak the truth after drinking.

Is it real?

On a dim summer night, the man's fingers were as cold as death.

Bai Li was awake and felt her face getting hot. Driven by an emotion that was not rational, she heard herself asking in silence: "Fang Ye, do you like me?"

The air stopped flowing.

Fang Ye seemed to have said something.

The voice was so low that Bai Li didn't hear it clearly, so she moved closer and asked, "What did you say?"

"..."

But the only thing left in her ears was his calm breathing.

Baili sighed. It seemed that it wasn't that he didn't speak the truth after drinking, but that he couldn't speak at all.

But the moment she turned her head, she was stunned again.

This time, she clearly heard the man's heartbeat, which was as uncontrollable as the beat of a drum, silent yet deafening.

It was obviously not like this when I helped him just now.

It was the chain reaction that occurred after she asked this question.

Breathing can be controlled, expression can be calm, but heartbeat cannot be suppressed. This is the most powerful answer. At that moment, the wind outside the window seemed to have stopped.

Baili felt that she had discovered a great secret.

She narrowed her eyes.

Break away from the man's hand.

He found a blanket to cover him, turned off the light, and turned back to his room.

……

The moment the door closed.

Fang Ye opened his drunken eyes.

As time passed bit by bit, the drunkenness in those narrow eyes finally disappeared, replaced by a dark color.

Revealing naked and suppressed emotions.

Wherever he looked, he saw a black box on the bookcase, which contained rubies that had not yet been given away.

There seemed to be a unique noise ringing in my ears.

In a trance, he felt like he was back in his childhood.

The environment is equally dim.

The girl followed him and hid in the closet, holding his arm tightly with a pair of soft hands, and said in a childish voice: "Brother, if you give me a necklace, I can also ask you to be my husband, because I like you very much." , I heard the adults telling stories, they said that the present is not the past, and as long as we like it, we can always be together."

Young girls are not very clear about what is like and what is dependence. They only classify their feelings based on the principle of who is good to her and whom she likes.

What about when you grow up?

Fang Ye seemed to be trapped in an inescapable nightmare, and all the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time split and multiplied in an instant.

Just the girl's question just now can make him sober up in an instant, and then he can think of so many forgotten pasts.

The man's fingers trembled, he lifted up the blanket and stood up, staggering into the bathroom.

He didn't turn on the light, but stretched out his hand to lift the handle of the faucet, letting the cold water splash on his face. After a while, his vigorous possessiveness and frantic heartbeat returned to calm.

At that moment, he thought a lot.

If there was anything in this world that he didn't want to lose the most, it was undoubtedly Bai Li.

Brother-sister love has a shelf life than love.

What's more, if the girl's love is only temporary, then avoidance is the best choice.

Wear close-fitting pajamas.

Fang Ye never looked at the mirror from beginning to end.

He was afraid of seeing his own less than pure eyes.

But wait until he opens the door.

But he saw the girl standing in the living room, looking at him with the tips of her ears slightly red.

The interior is deserted.

There was a silvery light and shadow outside the window.

Their eyes met.

Baili put down the water glass in her hand first.

Ok?

Aren't you drunk?

How did you stand up so well? Did you even take a shower?

Then what she just asked! ! !

Did he hear it?

So...that's why there was such a violent heartbeat?

The room was quiet, and the panic kept amplifying in her mind. She bit her lip, and her words turned into one sentence: "Brother, were you... not drunk just now?"

The title changed back to brother.

She didn't have the courage to call him by his name when he was awake.

Fang Ye's Adam's apple moved.

She was obviously asking him if he was drunk.

But the sound penetrated his ears, and the words turned into another question.

"Fang Ye, do you like me?"

Fang Ye sighed softly and looked down at her.

The man's eyes were deserted, as pale as ever, with no discernable emotion.

Bai Li blinked, feeling dying.

What does it mean?