After a blind date, she got married and was doted on by a wealthy man.

Chapter 313 Giving birth to a child
Qin Si's face was pale. He looked at Qin Zhaozhao and almost wanted to speak, but in the end he couldn't utter a word.

Qin Zhaozhao felt a little anxious seeing Qin Si like this.

At the same time, Qin Si reminded her of Shen Sicheng, who would always remain silent at critical moments.

"There's nothing to hide between you and me, just speak up."

Qin Si picked up the water cup with his slender fingers and took a sip awkwardly.

"Would you mind raising a child?"

Qin Zhaozhao was startled.

"Did I hear correctly?" She looked at Qin Si in astonishment, "Child? What child?"

Qin Si's knuckles turned white as he held the cup. He whispered, "Song Qian must give birth to this child. I... I don't want it..."

Qin Zhaozhao: "You don't want it anymore, but she still wants to force you to have a baby?"

"Yeah." Qin Si blamed himself and spit on himself, "It's my fault, it's all my fault. I had broken up with her, but she got drunk that night and ran home crying her heart out, and mom didn't care about it, so I tried to comfort Victoria Song, but... and... "

His eyes were red, and he looked at Qin Zhaozhao painfully: "Song Qian threw herself into my arms, and I had sex with her when she kissed me until I was dizzy. I really didn't expect that she would get pregnant like this. When I wanted her to have a baby before, she said that having a baby would change her body, and she didn't want to have it, and I let her do it. This time I don't want it, but she wants to have it, and I..."

Qin Zhaozhao looked at Qin Si's conflicted and painful expression, and she was also confused.

She never thought about raising a child for Qin Si.

"She won't raise him?" She comforted Qin Si, "I can pay for his support."

"Don't." Qin Si hurriedly shook his head. "Mom was going to raise the child, but because Song Qian wanted gold jewelry because she was pregnant, and mom didn't buy it for her, she scolded mom, and as a result, mom said she didn't want to raise the child. Zhao Zhao, you know mom is very greedy. Once you give her child support, she will raise the child, but the child support won't be the price you think."

Qin Zhaozhao knew that what Qin Si said was right. Ji Ping was extremely greedy for money and would sell her out for money, not to mention that Ji Ping finally had a good excuse to ask for money.

For example, if she gives Ji Ping 10,000 yuan a month to raise the child, Ji Ping will definitely ask her for 50,000 or 100,000 yuan, otherwise she will not raise the child.

"I can't raise a child. I'm too busy at work." She told Qin Si truthfully, and explained softly, "I get off work overtime until one or two in the morning every day, and I only sleep for three or four hours. I even have to squeeze in meals. I don't have any time to raise a child."

If she had the time, she would definitely be willing to raise it, but she really doesn't have the time.

"I know you're busy." Qin Si's fingers turned white as he twisted his hands on the table. "Then what should we do with this child?"

"Brother, can't you raise the child?" she asked. "If Ji Ping doesn't raise the child, you should. This is your own flesh and blood, and it is your responsibility to raise your child. Besides, no matter how bad Song Qian's character is, the child is at least yours. If she can't raise the child well, you should raise it. Don't worry about the money. My career is doing well now, and it is more than enough to support you and the child."

Qin Si subconsciously placed his hand on the place where he had cut his wrist, and a look of deathly silence flashed across his eyes.

"I can't raise her." He shook his head gently, "I'm afraid... I'm afraid..."

"Well?" Qin Zhaozhao tilted his head slightly, "What are you afraid of? You can't be afraid of your child, right?"

"Yes." Qin Si stared at Qin Zhaozhao, "I'm afraid of this child. I'm afraid that I will... I will..."

Qin Zhaozhao noticed that something was wrong with Qin Si, and the smile on his face faded. He asked seriously and solemnly, "What can you do?"

Qin Si: "I...I..."

"Don't tell me you will do harm to the child." Qin Zhaozhao frowned. Qin Si's attitude made her mind full of bad thoughts.

"Yes." Qin Si admitted decisively, "I can't accept this child. When I think that it's Song Qian's, I feel extremely disgusted. I will throw it away..."

"Brother!" Qin Zhaozhao interrupted Qin Si harshly, "Don't say such terrible things!"

Qin Si's face was pale without a trace of blood, and he looked so thin that he seemed like he would die suddenly in front of Qin Zhaozhao at any time.

"Zhao Zhao, I can't raise the child. I really can't raise this child." He looked at Qin Zhaozhao with pain and despair. "You broke up with mom and didn't come home. There's chaos at home every day and there's no peace. I'm being forced by Victoria Song and mom. I can't bear it and I'm going crazy. Even if I raise the child, I will kill him sooner or later, or... or... the child will follow in your footsteps..."

Qin Zhaozhao's expression turned pale instantly. Qin Si's words reminded her of her dark childhood when she was beaten every day.

No. The child is innocent, and even when it is born, it will call her aunt because it has the same blood as her.

She couldn't accept that an innocent child had the same miserable childhood as herself.

When Qin Si saw that Qin Zhaozhao's face looked strange, he knew that he had brought up her painful memories.

His face was filled with fear and apology, and he quickly changed the subject and said, "How about this, there is another plan for the child, but I need to discuss it with you."

Qin Zhaozhao took a deep breath to calm down her painful emotions, and after calming down, she asked Qin Si in confusion, "What are you discussing?"

Qin Si looked at Qin Zhaozhao for a long time with a complex and awkward look before he mustered up the courage to say, "Can you talk to Shen Sicheng and let him raise the child? Or, can his parents raise the child? I'll pay the child support, so you don't have to."

"Ah..." Qin Zhaozhao was shocked, "Let Shen Sicheng take care of it?"

Qin Si bit his bloodless lower lip for a while, then nodded heavily: "Well, can Shen Sicheng be raised?"

"What to raise?" Shen Sicheng's cold and magnetic voice sounded.

Qin Zhaozhao's whole body stiffened. He looked at Qin Si with complicated eyes, then turned to look at Shen Sicheng and was stunned.

Shen Sicheng walked towards her holding a bunch of lily of the valley lilies and a gift bag in his hand.

Shen Sicheng stood in front of Qin Zhaozhao holding flowers. His face was cold and he looked so aloof that he wouldn't allow anyone to get close to him. But when he saw Qin Zhaozhao, the coldness around him dissipated a little.

"This is for you." His dark phoenix eyes were shining like stars as he looked at Qin Zhaozhao. "Thank you for your hard work today."

It was not the first time that Qin Zhaozhao accepted Shen Sicheng's words. Shen Sicheng did not deliberately plan to get her flowers in front of the Ningshe media. His bouquet of flowers brought her wonderful joy, and she was also gently comforted when she was having a hard time.

She took the flowers and motioned for him to sit down.

Shen Si was sitting next to Qin Zhaozhao, very close to her, so close that his arm was touching hers.

"I bought you dessert." He placed the gift box in front of Qin Zhaozhao, "I'll make dessert after dinner."

Qin Zhaozhao was touched by Shen's considerate behavior, and said happily, "Okay."

Qin Si saw the loving scene between Qin Zhaozhao and Shen Sicheng, and he felt relieved and envious.

"You two are such a loving couple."

Qin Zhaozhao had just put the flowers aside. When she heard Qin Si's words, she looked at him. Seeing the pain between his brows, she couldn't help feeling distressed.

"Brother, there are many women in the world. You don't need to be so sad over an unworthy love." She comforted him, "You need to move on. Some people are not worthy in the first place. Why should you care so much? Anyone can live without anyone. There is no need to be so sad."

When Shen Sicheng heard Qin Zhaozhao's words, he seemed to think of something bad and his face turned pale.

"I know." Qin Si lowered his eyes, making it impossible to tell his emotions. His voice was hoarse, as if he was talking to Qin Zhaozhao but also to himself: "I know, I know..."

When Qin Zhaozhao saw that Qin Si was in a bad mood, she quickly changed the subject: "Brother, don't talk about this. Let's eat first. I'm so hungry."

Qin Si then looked up at Qin Zhaozhao. His eyes were red and tears were overflowing from them.

"Well, let's eat first."

Shen Sicheng's eyes moved back and forth between Qin Zhaozhao and Qin Si's faces. He pursed his thin lips and remained silent.

Qin Si had no appetite. He poked the rice in front of him with chopsticks, his eyes fixed on Shen Sicheng.

Shen Sicheng only had Qin Zhaozhao in his eyes and ignored Qin Si's gaze.

Qin Zhaozhao concentrated on eating. After all, she didn’t know when her next meal would be after she finished this one.

After Qin Zhaozhao finished eating, Qin Si immediately looked at Shen Sicheng and said, "Sicheng, didn't you ask Zhaozhao and I what we were talking about raising a child? I want to discuss this with you. Are you willing to raise a child?"