Journey to the West: People are in heaven, working from nine to five

Chapter 1117 Despair is as vain as hope.

But he saw a golden light suddenly emitting from Medicine Buddha's body, as bright and bright as the scorching sun.
  Chu Hao had seen this light before, but he had only seen it once, on the Jade Emperor.

Medicine Buddha radiated a gentle and bright light towards Chu Hao,
  Chu Hao hesitated for a moment, fearing that Medicine Buddha was planning to attack him secretly.
  But Chu Hao finally chose not to dodge or dodge, silently watching the light shine into his body.

[Congratulations on receiving 100,000 vows and merits...]

[Congratulations on receiving five hundred thousand vows and merits...]

[Congratulations on receiving one million vows and merits...]

[Congratulations on receiving two million vows and merits...]

[Congratulations on receiving three million vows and merits...]

[One million merit points are needed before the next promotion]

Chu Hao froze on the spot, his eyes widened slightly, and he couldn't believe it for a moment.

Before Medicine Buddha died, he used his last vitality to transfer the remaining vows and merits to himself?

This kind of thing was only done by the Jade Emperor in the past.

And at that time, the Jade Emperor only gave one million...

But now, Medicine Buddha has given at least two million merits to Chu Hao!
  With such a large amount of vows and merits output, even if Chu Hao gave up killing Medicine Buddha, Medicine Buddha would not be able to survive.

Because he has basically drained the firepower and stripped out all his wishes and merits. Even if he survives, his cultivation will collapse as a result, and life will be worse than death...

Medicine Buddha, he really didn’t want to live,

He lived until the last moment, but he wanted to be free...

Chu Hao looked at the Medicine Buddha who was about to disappear, with complex expressions in his eyes.

"Medicine Buddha, you deserve it, but I am still willing to satisfy your wish, just treat it as a deal..."

After all, giving millions of merits...

However, the deeper reason is that Chu Hao was infected by the breathless despair in Medicine Buddha's eyes.

When Demon King Peng committed suicide, it was actually out of despair.

But the reason is because of hope.

Because I am full of hope, but it is always shattered and trampled on. In the endless years, every day is suffering.
  In the end, everyone has to make different choices,

Accept and pervert in silence;
  fight and die in despair;

Even escaping is only to be overtaken by despair.

No matter how strong a person is, they will sink into this kind of grief.

After all, Chu Hao was still willing to give the last bit of hope to Medicine Master Buddha, just as a reward for his blood-soaked feeling.

When Medicine Master Buddha heard Chu Hao's words, his eyes became brighter. This was the first time in countless years that his eyes lit up again.
  Medicine Buddha had endless longing on his face, but he looked at Chu Hao firmly,

"If there are people from the West who sincerely defect to you, please take them in... They are just coming towards the light... Even if you drive them to be pioneers, it is their best salvation..."

"Also...Chu Hao, you must become strong, strong enough to drive out Xitian and replace it!...A saint can't do it, only you can..."

"The catastrophe will come again, and only you can..."

Medicine Buddha's physical soul finally dissipated, and even his true spirit was completely shattered.

He is dead, completely dead,
  When he gave up all his merits, he had actually given up his last bit of courage to live. It’s just that at the last moment of his life, he didn’t seem to be sad at all, but full of relief.

Living is ultimately a huge pain for Medicine Buddha...

Chu Hao's face was full of sighs. Even now, Chu Hao is still a little surprised.
  Until now, Chu Hao didn't know why Medicine Buddha did what he did.

What makes him, a famous doctor who has been practicing medicine and saving people all his life, willing to join the Western Heaven and become the eagle dog of the Western Heaven?

What happened to the rebellion of their group of Buddhas?
  And...it can make Xi Tian and Tian Ting, who have extremely powerful forces throughout the Three Realms and Six Paths, and even outside the territory, actually have to retreat?
  In the old days, something seemed to have happened that Chu Hao didn't know about.

And the crazy and determined look in Medicine Buddha's eyes at the end touched Chu Hao even more.

If it was anger or revenge, Chu Hao might just ignore it...

But the look in Medicine Buddha’s eyes is firm and unending faith!

Does Medicine Buddha actually have faith in making Chu Hao strong enough to kill all of Xitian and replace him?

Who would believe this?

Chu Hao didn't think that the Medicine Buddha was lying, because it was pointless to spend the last bit of his life just to give Chu Hao a doubt that could be easily verified.

Although I really don’t want to admit it,
  But the death of Medicine Buddha did have a great impact on Chu Hao.

His despair of living but being more miserable than dying, and his obsession when he was about to die that he entrusted Chu Hao to be strong enough to drive out Xitian and kill them all.

These were things Chu Hao had never foreseen before.

If Medicine Buddha is just a villain who exploits the living people and only regards believers as producing vows and merits, if he kills Chu Hao, he will just spit out the water and leave.

But Chu Hao also saw the relief of Medicine Buddha at the last moment. He was keeping a secret that could not be told, a secret that could make a good man who originally practiced medicine in the world be cruel enough to turn into a devil.

Chu Hao knows that the world is not black and white, and he will not defend evil by saying that the world is not black and white.

No matter what, the dead die and the living move on.

No need to carry anything, no need to hope for anything,
  All you need is the courage to keep moving forward.

In the long night, no one knows when dawn will break. It is this boundless darkness that ultimately makes people crazy and despairing.

The death of Medicine Buddha made Chu Hao know that the situation might be far more serious than he imagined, and he also knew that there was no way forward in this dark night.
  Whether it is to drive Xitian to death or to face the great terror that makes Xitian despair,
  This does not seem to be something that humans can do, not even the saints who have existed since ancient times.

In other words, if Chu Hao lives with the hope of dawn in the long night, he will also fall into the situation of Medicine Buddha or Demon King of Peng, and he will be like a walking corpse for endless years.

However, Chu Hao's eyes were still calm and calm, without despair or determination, just like when he entered the Glazed Pagoda before.

But Chu Hao was still not infected by Medicine Buddha's despair. Chu Hao had very little left, and what he was proud of was that he never believed in hope.

“Despair is as vain as hope.”

Neither despair nor hope can change the long night,
  Just take courage and move forward.

If everyone can see the light in the darkness, in fact, most of them can insist on moving away from the light.
  It is precisely because of the long night without light that drives people crazy, exhausts the courage to move forward in hope, and finally falls into despair.

Chu Hao knew that he would eventually face a real terror in the future, which must be countless times more powerful than Xi Tian in Ershi, and could even make Xi Tian fall into despair.
  But, so what?
  Do you want people to sit there and wait for death during the long night?

Fight.

There is a little bit of heat, and a little bit of light makes it look like a firefly, and it can also emit a little light in the dark without waiting for the torch.

After that, if there is no torch, I will be the only light.

(End of this chapter)