So I went to Douluo.

Chapter 1363 I pushed people away again and again, but someone had to be me
Her body trembled for a moment and she pulled her hand back forcefully.

She closed her eyes.

"sorry."

The pain in my heart is even worse.

"I don't want to talk about that right now."

The trembling of her body was unbearable, and she tried her best to suppress it, fearing that the man next to her would notice anything was wrong.

She didn't even dare to feel what his expression was like now.

She was afraid to see any trace of despair and disappointment on that face.

a long time.

The man next to him uttered a very quiet word.

"it is good.

"I see."

Then the sound of footsteps came, slowly moving away from her.

The moment the sound of the door closing reached my ears.

A very faint whimper came from her throat.

But she tried hard to hold it back and swallowed the sobs back.

It was like swallowing a mouthful of blood.

She let out a breath with force, as if she was a person underwater who had been holding her breath for too long.

Then he started breathing heavily.

She pressed her chest, feeling the shattering pain inside.

Then he looked at the slowly rising soul ring with his moist eyes.

They are turning gray one by one at an unimaginable speed.

"No. Don't do this."

She begged in a low whimper.

But no one responded to her pleas.

In the end, she only had the first three soul rings left, and they were still lit.

It means that her cultivation has been reduced to Soul Master.

In fact, it is still slowly disappearing.

She hugged her knees tightly and curled up her body.

When I felt so helpless, it was as if I was back in that dark, damp and cold dungeon long, long ago.

But this time.

Even the blue light can no longer save her.

Because there was something wrong with her own heart.

She might even end up harming the Blue Light who once saved her from danger.

Can't regret, can't regret
She muttered like a madman.

Until suddenly I noticed another presence in the infirmary.

He suddenly woke up and hurriedly put the soul ring back.

Then he turned around and looked at the extra person in the infirmary.

Xu Chen.

So obviously, it's too late.

He had already seen her soul rings turning almost completely gray.

Xu Yue was suddenly struck by lightning.

The peace that had been hidden and whitewashed was completely shattered in this second.

——Even a few days ago, when the martial souls merged.

She had already noticed that his cultivation was no longer as good as before.

Even then, the two of them already knew each other's true current cultivation status.

But when this matter was brought to light.

Xu Yue still found it hard to accept.

Xu Chen looked at his sister who had a blank expression.

She had just woken up from a coma, her cultivation had dropped significantly, she was very weak, and even her lips were extremely pale.

But he couldn't do anything.

I can only watch this happen.

He felt a pain in his heart.

I don’t know if it’s because I can relate to Xu Yue’s current feelings.

Or maybe he was the only one feeling the pain.

That made his nose feel sore and his eyes gradually turned red.

Then he said uncontrollably:
"sister.

“Find someone else you like.

"It's time to let it go."

It's time to let it go.

Yes, it’s time to let it go.

Xu Yue was in a trance for a moment.

The atmosphere in the infirmary became silent after Xu Chen blurted out those few words.

--But.
Then the next second, Xu Yue exploded without any warning.

"Let go? Let go? How could I not understand that I should let go!
"But I have been studying for 20,000 years and I still haven't learned it. What can I do? Is it wrong to like someone?
"I never regretted falling in love with him, never! Because I have no regrets!"

She yelled hysterically.

But gradually his voice began to turn sobbing.

“How can I change someone’s preference?

"I don't regret falling in love with him, nor do I regret continuing to love him for 20,000 years.

"Then if I now like someone else, what does it mean that I have never regretted anything?
"Have I been deceiving myself? Have I regretted falling in love with him?
“I regret it, but do I still have no regrets?
"what do I do?
"What on earth should I do?!"

Faced with her emotional outburst, Xu Chen was speechless.

Then at this second, they all seemed to hear a sound of something breaking.

Xu Yue grabbed her hair and clearly felt that all the strength flowing in her body had disappeared.

She could no longer feel any soul power.

The "no regrets" was still broken.

No regrets, completely broken.

Her accomplishments all come from having no regrets.

So once her regret-free heart was destroyed, her cultivation was completely lost.

nothing left.

It's all over.

She screwed it all up.

She failed to live up to Tang Liu's expectations.

She is no longer "regretless".

Xu Yue buried her face in her arms.

Xu Chen stood there for a moment.

In the end, he just turned around and left silently with red eyes.

The room was silent.

The girl curled up in the corner of the hospital bed, silent and powerless.

Totally dead silence.

After an unknown amount of time, Xu Yue heard the knock on the door again.

"Hey"

Someone came over with light footsteps, squatted beside her bed, and called to her softly.

It's a familiar voice.

She raised her head from the self-enclosed space formed by her arms and knees and looked over with a pair of slightly red and swollen eyes.

Seeing Fu Jingting, whose eyes were also red.

He smiled softly to himself.

Xu Yue looked away, looking gloomy.

He tried to sound stern, but in the end he still couldn't muster the energy at all.

"Why are you here again?"

The man didn't mind her rejection at all.

He just whispered softly in a gentle tone: "I'm leaving."

Xu Yue looked at him.

Fu Jingting smiled: "So I came to say goodbye to you."

He pointed to the suitcase outside the infirmary.

The girl didn't need to ask the question herself, he had already answered it in advance.

“The show hasn’t been finished filming yet, but there have been so many unexpected things happening lately.

“So, I negotiated with the program team as one of the investors.

"The filming is temporarily over. The remaining parts will be filmed at another time."

Xu Yue withdrew her gaze and stared blankly at her toes under the quilt.

Fu Jingting looked at the girl who suddenly became lifeless, and suppressed the bitterness in his heart.

Whispered: "This is all because of me, right?"

Xu Yue didn't have the energy to answer him.

Fu Jingting lowered his eyes.

"It's okay, Mr. Xu.

"If it's all because of me that you've become what you are now."

He sobbed silently for a while.

"If my existence is causing you trouble.
"It's okay, I'll leave."

Xu Yue's eyes were still empty.

Fu Jingting had to control himself very much to resist the desire to hug and touch her.

He forced a smile.

"But I will always wait for you, Teacher Xu.

"I will wait until the day you let go.

"I will continue to work hard on my training and try to extend my lifespan.

"Then I will spend my whole life waiting for you."

Xu Yue's curled up body began to tremble subtly.

Fu Jingting let out a long breath and stood up from the ground.

"Goodbye, Teacher Xu.

"I love you."

he's gone.

The door of the infirmary was closed again.

Finally, tears fell from the girl's eyes.

The tears fell faster and faster, and more and more.

then.

She finally burst into tears.

I pushed people away again and again.

But there are people.

——It has to be me.

"Oh!"

The door of the infirmary was suddenly opened from the inside.

The girl pursed her lips tightly, with traces of tears still lingering on her face.

His face was full of determination.

She ran forward with big strides.

Faster and faster.

Then jump high.

The body turns into light!
"If you need anything, you know where to find me. Of course, if you don't have anything, don't come. You know, I'm in seclusion."

……

It's time to put an end to it once and for all!
Not as a person with no regrets.

But it’s Xu Yue!

Finally, here we are!!

Tomorrow is the last part of Xu Yue’s story in the third volume!
This is also the reason that ultimately prompted the author to use variety shows and entertainment industry memes to create a plot for Xu Yue that can almost be considered another novel.

Today's update of more than 9,000 words finally marks the beginning of this ending.

And tomorrow, this plot that has been in the author's memo for a long time will finally appear in the main text!

see you tomorrow!