I am reborn and refuse to be a sickly rich woman

Chapter 274 An Nuannuan: Then please love him well.

Ever since Yao Mingyue remembered some memories, she has always felt that An Nuannuan is not that simple.

I didn't have much contact with her in my previous life. As far as I can remember, the only time we met formally was in the hospital.

At that time, she didn't look silly at all, and in some aspects her style of doing things was even more decisive than hers.

Although time makes people grow, their essence will not change.

Therefore, Yao Mingyue sometimes always felt that An Nuannuan's current silly and stupid appearance might be intentional in order to get close to Xu Musen.

After all, if Xu Musen also remembered those memories, he would definitely hate the feeling of being controlled by others the most.

On the contrary, An Nuannuan's simple and easy-to-be-fooled character would make Xu Musen more likely to let his guard down...

If this is true, then An Nuannuan seems even more terrifying.

Yao Mingyue raised her eyebrows: "Why do you ask that?"

An Nuannuan didn't answer, but just asked another question: "You still like Xu Musen, right?"

"Of course, always."

Yao Mingyue answered crisply and clearly, and her tone did not change depending on who she was in front of or whose home she was in.

"What a coincidence, me too."

An Nuannuan looked at her, with a determination in her eyes no less than anyone else's.

"So, are you going to show off to me that you got his love first?"

Yao Mingyue was no longer very angry at this moment. She had been angry many times in these days.

An Nuannuan shook her head: "I just want to ask you, if Xu Musen will be with me forever, what will you do?"

Stubborn love is certainly admirable, but if it is just wishful thinking, you may only end up suffering for yourself.

Yao Mingyue had never thought about it.

She looked at An Nuannuan and didn't see any sarcasm or ridicule from her. It seemed as if she just wanted to talk to her calmly.

"I haven't thought about it, and it doesn't matter to me..."

Yao Mingyue said this, but she couldn't help but think of this question in her mind.

If Xu Musen had always been with An Nuannuan, they would have gotten married, had children, and had their own family...

So, is there really room for her in his world?
After all, they were just childhood sweethearts and just neighbors. If they were gone, they were gone. It was no big deal.

It’s just that Yao Mingyue can’t let go!
In Yao Mingyue's heart, she has never had a second choice other than Xu Musen.

Especially the look in his eyes when he fell into his arms...

Yao Mingyue knew that she deserved all of this. She couldn't control what would happen to her in the future. She thought, at least... pay him back what she owed him.

"I know you won't regret it, and you don't care about the outcome."

An Nuannuan seemed to see what Yao Mingyue was thinking.

After all, she was just like Yao Mingyue before. Even though she knew that there might be no future between them, she still chose to stay with him, even if it was just to watch him from afar.

But at this moment, the two people seemed to have exchanged identities.

Yao Mingyue's lips showed a complicated arc: "Come to think of it, we seem to be quite similar."

"Yeah, they are very similar, you know? The first time I met Xu Musen was six years ago, and I was also in that hospital."

Yao Mingyue's eyes moved: "You?"

"Yes, I was about to undergo a critical operation on my leg at that time. If it failed, I might have to lie in bed for the rest of my life. My family was very busy and I didn't want to make them worry. I lay quietly in the bed waiting for fate to come, but I was also very scared. I was afraid that I might never be able to stand up again. The empty ward, the helplessness shrouded by fear..."

An Nuannuan spoke slowly, her clear eyes sparkling with a crystal luster.

"So, I couldn't help crying, but at this moment, he appeared with a piece of cake and a little rabbit figurine. It was the sweetest cake I have ever eaten in my life..."

Yao Mingyue's mouth opened slightly, she remembered that it was her birthday that day and she had cut the birthday cake herself.

At that time, the two naively believed that giving away the cake would bring them more blessings.

Yao Mingyue stared at An Nuannuan blankly.

At this moment, both of their thoughts returned to that rainy night with lightning and thunder six years ago.

It turned out to be that night.

Yao Mingyue suddenly smiled bitterly. She looked at An Nuannuan and said, "So, if I hadn't asked him to give you that cake, wouldn't these things have happened?"

An Nuannuan looked at her, but finally smiled and shook her head: "No, you won't, because you are a kind person like him."

Yao Mingyue was stunned for a moment, then revealed a complicated smile: "Kindness... Not many people evaluate me like this now."

Yao Mingyue knows her own personality and temper. She admits that she is cold, dark, and even stubborn and paranoid.

Kindness...I haven't heard this word for a long time.

"That's because you haven't been yourself for a long time."

An Nuannuan's eyes were also flashing with memories at this moment: "I always remember that when he sent the cake, every time he talked about you, the doting and pride in his eyes was really enviable. I think he must have liked Mingyue, the sister he was talking about, very much at that time."

Yao Mingyue's body trembled slightly, and she bit her lip lightly... Yes, they are childhood sweethearts, but there are too many identities for childhood sweethearts.

But isn't there only one person who is like Xu Musen, like her brother Musen?

And the little Mingyue in the past was indeed worthy of this love. Although she was spoiled like a little princess, she had a lively and cheerful personality. When faced with Xu Musen's kindness, she would also treat him well in her own way.

However, ever since her father left, her mentality has slowly changed, and she wants to keep everything she cares about by her side.

But the more she did this, the more she lost...

The once kind-hearted little Mingyue has turned into a blindly selfish person who doesn’t even recognize herself.

Yao Mingyue knew all this, and her eyes were sour. Her voice trembled slightly: "I know, so I want to pay him back what I owed him before..."

"He likes you. It has nothing to do with whether he owes you anything or not. It's just because you are Yao Mingyue, his Mingyue sister."

An Nuannuan said in a gentle tone: "So, if you only like him with the mentality of compensating him, what's the difference between you and the previous you who just wanted to keep him in yourself?"

Yao Mingyue raised her head, her pupils contracted slightly. Sure enough, her words were still the same, always able to easily touch people's hearts.

"so what……"

"So, if you say you like him, then just like him. It doesn't matter who you are or what you owe him. Just knowing that the person you like is him is enough."

An Nuannuan peeled another orange and spoke these words without any sarcasm but rather with unusual sincerity.

Yao Mingyue's eyes slowly brightened, but she looked at An Nuannuan: "Are you...teaching me how to like your boyfriend?"

Yao Mingyue still couldn't understand why she said these words to her.

An Nuannuan nodded: "You can understand it this way."

Yao Mingyue was speechless for a moment.

"We are rivals in love, so you don't worry..."

Before she finished her words, An Nuannuan slowly interrupted her: "Of course I am worried, but Xu Musen is just like you. I can feel that he can't let you go, or rather, the past between you two."

An Nuannuan said, gently tapping the spot in her heart: "Just like you, he may have always regretted that he could not really get the true love of the sister Mingyue in his heart. Maybe he himself did not even notice that there has always been a part missing in his heart, and even I can't squeeze in."

An Nuannuan looked at her, her clear eyes revealing a luster that no one could see through.

"Instead of doing that, it would be better to fill the place in his heart first..."

"so…"

"so."

An Nuannuan handed the peeled orange to her: "So, if you still really like him, please pursue him well."

Her words were free of irony and sarcasm; they were so pure and frank.

Yao Mingyue remained silent for a long time. She really couldn't figure it out and didn't understand.

"Aren't you afraid that I will really chase him away?"

"What am I afraid of? I like him no less than you do. I understand him no less. I'm not stupid or that generous. I just want him to fulfill his wish so that I can completely gain his place in his heart."

An Nuannuan smiled softly, and the gleam in her eyes looked so familiar to Yao Mingyue.

Just like herself.

Dark and confident.

As expected, it was really bold. Yes, if Xu Musen fulfilled his wish, he could love her wholeheartedly.

But what if Xu Musen falls in love with Yao Mingyue again?

Then she might not even get this "incomplete" Xu Musen.

She let out a long breath and laughed, "You are gambling. If you gamble, you will lose. I am a petty person. If you lose, I will not give him to you again."

"I'm not generous either."

An Nuannuan reached out, broke the orange in her hand in half and took it back.

Tit for tat, yet strangely harmonious.

Yao Mingyue smiled and looked at An Nuannuan. To be honest, she looked down on the silly girl she used to be.

On the contrary, Yao Mingyue admired her, who was now a bit pink and white. Perhaps it was because of the experience they had experienced together.

"If it weren't for him, I think we would have been good friends."

Yao Mingyue held half of the orange. This was the first time she took the initiative to say such words to a girl.

"Yes."

An Nuannuan also looked at the half orange in her hand, and pictures came to her mind again.

If they weren't love rivals, they would definitely be good friends.

and so……

It’s all this scumbag’s fault!
For no apparent reason, Xu Musen sneezed in the kitchen.

I hope these two won't quarrel.

Xu Musen sighed, it's not easy to be a good person, the meal is ready. Xu Musen carried the dishes out of the kitchen, fearing that the two would really quarrel. Even if they didn't quarrel, the silence of the two staring at each other would not look good.

"Well, ladies, please serve the dishes..."

Xu Musen came into the living room shouting, carrying dishes.

But the next moment, his voice paused, and he saw that An Nuannuan and Yao Mingyue were actually sitting together, talking and laughing while eating oranges.

They don't look like rivals in love at all, they are clearly a pair of good friends.

Hey, this script is wrong!

Shouldn't he be the one coming to protect the emperor now?

"let me help you!"

An Nuannuan reacts quickly. As soon as she faces Xu Musen, she immediately puts on a silly and cute look.

He walked over and helped Xu Musen take the dishes down from his hand.

Yao Mingyue also stood up at this time, but without saying a word, and went to the kitchen to serve the dishes.

"Nuan Nuan, what happened to you two?"

Xu Musen didn't know how to ask in a polite manner.

"Nothing, we are just peeling oranges to eat."

"It's really nothing?"

"So what else are you thinking about?"

An Nuannuan blinked and looked at him.

"Ahem, it's best if you're alright. Please sit down first and I'll go order the food."

Xu Musen touched her little head.

I came to the kitchen and saw Yao Mingyue who was serving soup.

Xu Musen walked over and asked, "Um, what did you guys talk about just now?"

Yao Mingyue looked back at him and said calmly: "Do you want to know?"

"Don't show off!"

Yao Mingyue's lips curved slightly, and she said, "She just said that she wants to divorce you in the future, and by the way, she will give you to me."

"???"

Xu Musen's face was filled with black lines, knowing that he could not hear anything from her.

Well, it’s good that no fight broke out.

eat.

Three people sat together.

The atmosphere was surprisingly harmonious.

An Nuannuan was very hospitable and even picked up a piece of pork ribs for Yao Mingyue.

"Let's eat the spareribs. Mu Sen makes this dish the best."

"Thank you."

Yao Mingyue nodded and also brought her a macaron: "I heard him say that you like sweet things, so I specially ordered this outside just now."

"Thank you~"

Something is wrong, very wrong!

Xu Musen looked at his empty bowl and thought this was not right!
Why does it feel like I worked so hard to prepare a meal, but instead I just watch them being so affectionate?

"I say, you two, when did your relationship become so good?"

Xu Musen couldn't help it.

"It's not like you're the only one who knows Nuan Nuan. She even invited me to dinner. Isn't it normal that we have such a good relationship?"

Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen's depressed expression, but she felt quite happy in her heart.

"Yeah, Musen, didn't you tell me not to be unhappy with others?"

An Nuannuan also nodded.

Xu Musen scratched his head: "Okay, okay, I won't say anything more, let's eat!"

I always feel that at this moment, he is like an outsider.

But the atmosphere of the meal was quite good.

These two rivals seemed to be able to talk about anything and everything at once, while Xu Musen on the side was whining a little like a jealous person.

According to the rhythm of normal male-oriented novels, at this time, these two people should not be fighting openly or secretly, and arguing with each other, and in the end someone should throw himself into his arms first out of grievance.

Then the other one rushed over and said, "Stop fighting, you are all my favorite people!"

Then they lean on my chest muscles, one on the left and one on the right?
Xu Musen was a little depressed.

Dinner is over.

Yao Mingyue didn't stay long. She walked to the door, turned around and waved to An Nuannuan.

"Thank you for the meal. It was delicious."

"If you like, you can come visit us often in the future."

An Nuannuan's tone was gentle, but quite sincere.

Yao Mingyue smiled faintly and visited...

Her eyes turned to a door next to her.

"There will be a chance."

Yao Mingyue glanced at them again and said, "Then I... won't bother you anymore. No need to see me off. Goodbye."

Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen deeply, then turned and left.

Xu Musen turned around and looked at An Nuannuan.

"Nuan Nuan, you really didn't provoke her?"

"You doubt me?"

An Nuannuan raised her big eyes and looked at him.

"No, I just think it's too abnormal. She left so easily?"

Xu Musen scratched his head. According to her temper, she might pretend to be drunk today, stay to take a shower, and then find an opportunity to attack her in the middle of the night, and then do something like the person next to her pillow...

"Are you reluctant to let her go?"

An Nuannuan pouted her pink lips and reached out to pinch the tender flesh on his waist.

"That was not what I meant."

Xu Musen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but it seemed that he couldn't get anything out of him.

You'd better stop looking for trouble.

Xu Musen was about to close the door when An Nuannuan gently pushed him.

"You go and see her off..."

"You want me to send her off?"

Xu Musen smiled and said, "You're not jealous anymore?"

"I'm not that petty, it's just that it's not safe for her to be alone at night."

An Nuannuan said softly.

Xu Musen was sure that she didn't say it on purpose. He looked at the night outside and realized that it would take more than ten minutes to walk from here to school.

Shanghai is a crowded place, and it might not be safe for such a beautiful girl to be there late at night.

He nodded and looked at An Nuannuan: "Then I'll go?"

"Ah."

"Kiss me first and I'll go."

Xu Musen approached again with a playful smile.

An Nuannuan looked at him, she stood on tiptoe slightly, but just tapped Xu Musen's cheek quickly.

"This is too perfunctory, Nuannuan, you can't cherish me right after you got me, right?"

Xu Musen had the expression of a wronged young wife.

"That's half a kiss."

An Nuannuan blushed and gently pushed him, but she groaned again: "I'm going to the kitchen to wash the dishes. If you haven't come back by the time I finish washing the dishes, I won't let you kiss my other half."

Xu Musen couldn't help but laugh. What? It turns out that you are still jealous, and you are so cute when you are jealous.

Xu Musen pinched her cheek and said, "Okay."

Xu Musen picked up a coat and went out.

An Nuannuan stood at the door and watched him leave, her big eyes moving slightly.

In fact, she was not as calm as she seemed on the surface, and she knew that what she said today was actually quite stupid.

However, she didn't want Xu Musen to love so confusedly this time, nor did she want him to have any regrets.

She slowly closed the door and looked at this warm little home, a happy smile appearing on her lips.

At least, they are still very good now, and they will be good to each other for the rest of their lives...

(End of this chapter)