I am reborn and refuse to be a sickly rich woman

Chapter 33 If that day comes, can you confess your love again?

in the living room.

Yao Mingyue was drinking chicken soup, but her eyes were always on Xu Musen, who was looking around.

He probably hasn't had dinner yet.

Haha, if you sneak out and eat with the little vixen, of course you won't be hungry.

Yao Mingyue thought of Xu Musen and the girl feeding each other. They had only known each other for a few days... but they had already done such a thing.

Xu Musen also secretly observed Yao Mingyue's every move.

I was speculating in my mind about how far this little sick girl has reached now.

At present, it seems that it is definitely not as serious as it was in the previous life.

If it were in her previous life, she would probably have driven her car directly into KFC to catch someone raped.

Moreover, with the experience of being drugged in his previous life, Xu Musen would never eat anything out of sight that was handed to her.

"Yao Mingyue, I want to talk to you about something." Xu Musen saw that she had almost finished eating, and then he spoke.

Yao Mingyue looked at him a little unhappily as he was addressed directly by his first name and surname.

"I want to ask you first!"

Yao Mingyue wiped her lips, her red phoenix eyes carrying a palace-like look.

"The girl you are with today, what is your relationship with her?"

"My relationship with her has nothing to do with you."

Xu Musen shook his head. She was always like this, wanting to take control of everything that appeared around her.

"It doesn't matter...Xu Musen, don't tell me that you want to fall in love with her!"

Yao Mingyue looked at his indifferent expression, and the suppressed anger in her heart surged out again.

Xu Musen looked at her quietly. This conversation had happened countless times in the previous life.

When Xu Musen was walking on the road, if he looked at any girl a few more times, she would angrily pester him and ask him if he liked another woman.

"Our affairs have nothing to do with others. I just don't want to fall in love anymore. It's good for everyone to be friends."

Xu Musen really felt that since he was reborn, he must do a great career, or at least change the fate of himself and his family.

However, in Yao Mingyue's eyes, his expression also became one of anger.

Since he didn't like that girl, he must have been angry because he rejected him in public last time.

Yao Mingyue gritted her teeth, her face turned a little red, and finally said: "Aren't you just complaining that I rejected you last time when I confessed to you? I just... wasn't ready, otherwise you will confess again, this time I will agree..."

Xu Musen suddenly smiled and looked at Yao Mingyue.

She is just too confident, she has been like this since she was a child.

"Yao Mingyue, why do I have to confess to you?"

Yao Mingyue also looked directly into his eyes: "Xu Musen, do you dare to say that you don't like me?"

She even suddenly leaned forward, revealing some scenery in her thin pajamas. The two of them were so close that they could smell the familiar scent of each other.

Xu Musen looked at her and said, to be honest, a couple's kindness lasts a hundred days.

It is impossible not to have feelings after sharing the same bed for so many years.

Xu Musen looked at her, but this time he did not hide away, but got closer to her. The distance between the two people was infinitely close.

The sultry temperature, this time, Yao Mingyue felt a little hot.

"you…"

"Yao Mingyue, tell me, do you really like me? Or do you just want to treat this person named Xu Musen as your private property?"

Xu Musen asked back.

Yao Mingyue's body trembled, and there was some subconscious dodge in her red phoenix eyes, as well as some complexity and anxiety.

Xu Musen laughed at himself: "Look, in fact, even you yourself don't know."

"No, no..."

Yao Mingyue gritted her teeth. She wanted to explain, but looking into Xu Musen's eyes, she pursed her lips.

"If that girl hadn't appeared, you would still have continued to delay. Now that you have a sense of crisis, you just want to agree to my confession.

I'm curious, who am I in your eyes? "

Xu Musen's tone was calm, but every word fell on Yao Mingyue's heart.

Yao Mingyue's body was trembling, and scenes from the past appeared in her mind...

Do I purely like him, or am I more afraid of losing him?

Seeing her like this, Xu Musen sighed: "Actually, I'm not qualified to say anything about you. The reason why I like you is actually not that pure." Xu Musen thought about how he would so decisively agree to Yao Mingyue's marriage in his last life, except Besides really liking her, I also considered practical factors.

He chose the path himself, and he didn't blame her.

But obviously that marriage and life were a failure.

Xu Musen looked at Yao Mingyue and slowly said: "Have you ever thought about it? Even if we are together, will our life really be the happy life that the other party wants?"

"One is bowing to reality, and the other is always insecure. We are like two spies with different agendas playing house."

Xu Musen's self-deprecating words made Yao Mingyue even more panicked.

"No, that's not the case..."

However, she thought about it again, if they were really together, she might really do this.

She turned even paler.

Seeing her like this, Xu Musen's voice became gentler: "Once you take the wrong path, the harder you try, the farther away you will be from your destination."

"But... I just don't want you to leave me, Xu Musen. I will never break my promise. I will always..."

Yao Mingyue's eyes were red, and she felt like a big hole was left in her heart.

"Maybe you can get me, but can you fill your restless heart?"

Xu Musen spoke slowly: "Because we all confuse the difference between possessiveness and liking. If two people really love each other, they must be full of trust in each other. Even if they are separated by mountains and seas, they will still feel safe.

It is precisely because we don’t know what love is that we try our best to invade each other’s lives. Only in this way can we get some spiritual comfort. "

When Xu Musen said this, it was like a summary of his previous life, with some sighs.

"How sad. We have been together for a lifetime, but our hearts have always been empty, and we have even turned against each other. Is this kind of life really what you want?"

Xu Musen finally looked at Yao Mingyue.

At this moment, Yao Mingyue was completely stunned. There was only a little mist in the corners of her eyes, and she looked at Xu Musen blankly.

"But, but I..."

Yao Mingyue's eyes were empty, as if wrapped in a huge sense of powerlessness, just like that rainy night with lightning and thunder when she received the bad news many years ago...

"Xu Musen, are you...going to leave me..."

She was a little flustered and stretched out her hand to grab the corner of Xu Musen's clothes.

Xu Musen looked at her and said after a moment: "I said, I will not deliberately avoid you, but I hope that we can both find what we really like."

"We can be childhood sweethearts, we can be friends, even strangers. It's better than two people torturing each other for a lifetime."

Yao Mingyue bit her lips tightly. She was very confused at the moment, and everything she wanted to say was blocked in her throat.

"Think about it for yourself. If you sprain your ankle, rest early. I'll go back first."

Xu Musen breathed a sigh of relief.

No matter what, the current Yao Mingyue has not reached such a serious level of yandere.

In fact, they were all victims in their last life. Yao Mingyue wanted to get herself completely, but she never really got all of Xu Musen's heart in her whole life.

It would be best for both of them to end this wrong and sad fate as soon as possible.

The moment Xu Musen was about to step out of the door, Yao Mingyue's voice suddenly came from behind.

"Xu Musen! If, if one day in the future, I will tell you why I like you, I will find the reason that has to be you..."

Yao Mingyue supported her body and felt pain in her ankle, but she stood up stubbornly and looked at Xu Musen with red eyes.

"When that time comes, can you confess your love to me again?"

Xu Musen turned his head, looked at her for a moment, said nothing, turned around and left directly.

The stars twinkled in the night sky.

Yao Mingyue watched his figure slowly disappearing around the corner.

Deep in the eyes, half haze and half starlight.

She looked quietly in the direction of Xu Musen's house, holding a photo of him from her arms, and the luster in her eyes seemed to have been fighting.

"I will get you eventually..."

　Some book friends commented on whether they have to be tortured like Xiaomi.

　　Obviously, this is not the same approach at all. Individual book friends must not make up their own minds and then make themselves very angry. This is not necessary.

　　Those who have read it know that my writing style is always very warm, but after all, the novel has its ups and downs.

　　Just feel free to watch.

　　
  　
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