I was killed by domestic violence, and I went crazy with barrage

Chapter 103 I also thought about dying together

As for resistance...

Jiang Anning recalled her past life with a wry smile on her lips.

Some people always think that resistance is so simple and easy.

She used to think so too.

When I first got married, I was stubborn.

In the past, when her parents were still alive, they held her in their hands and pampered her. They relied on her in everything, so that she grew up like she was soaked in a honey pot.

Later, the family encountered difficulties, and it was indeed difficult for him to live for some time.

At that time, it was almost impossible to survive.

But later on, no matter how many difficulties and obstacles, I still got through it.

When life gradually got better, she never treated herself badly.

Unexpectedly, after marrying into the Zhao family, the people who used to be as close to you as a family suddenly changed their faces, yelling and ordering you to do this and that, and even punching and kicking you if you were slightly dissatisfied.

How could she bear this grievance?

When angry, he will separate from others.

The result can be imagined... Jiang Anning couldn't suppress the bitter and mocking smile on her lips.

The Zhao family first coaxed her with some nice words, because Yue Mo felt that she was soft-hearted and easy to deceive.

Unexpectedly, she had a stubborn temper at that time, and she said a few aggressive words. After testing out that they were just trying to deal with her by being obedient, she immediately insisted on making peace with her.

Perhaps seeing that she was determined, the Zhao family immediately stopped even saying good things.

He turned his face directly, covered her mouth, and locked her in the cellar.

At that time, the sky was really not responding, and the earth was not functioning properly.

When she was covered with bruises, was so hungry that her eyesight was dim, and when she even ate the rotten chicken food that the Zhao family gave her...

She had no leverage to escape.

It's not that I haven't thought about eating and drinking enough and dying with others.

However, even when she has a full meal, she is not enough to fight against others.

Zhao Hai slapped her so hard that she became dizzy and staggered.

What's more, what about later, when you don't have enough to eat at all?

In her previous life, the word she understood most deeply was: futility.

"I am used to it."

Jiang Anning came back to her senses and forced a smile: "I'm not used to shouting in pain."

Even now, she is reborn and no longer has anything to do with the Zhao family.

The fear that she would be beaten, scolded and criticized if she cried out in pain was still deeply ingrained in her memory and could not go away.

"Just leave a scar, there's nothing you can do about it."

She couldn't watch Sister Song almost die and remain indifferent.

What's more...

Looking at the bulging gauze wrapped in many circles, Jiang Anning couldn't help but think of that night, when Zhao Hai used a guillotine to cut open the palm of her hand.

One scar after another finally turned into a series of hideous scars.

My hands, which could not use much strength to begin with, could not even do the slightest bit of needlework after that.

She had to succumb to reality and give up the embroidery work she relied on for a living.

It seems that making her unable to do embroidery work again is the ultimate goal of the Zhao family.

Since then, the Zhao family has been particularly tolerant of her for a period of time.

She originally thought that in this life, she and Zhao Hai had broken off their relationship and would never have anything to do with each other again, so the tragedy of her previous life would never happen again.

But rather...

Her hands were still injured again.

She had just seen how deep the wound was.

Thinking about it, this time... her career as an embroiderer still couldn't be escaped, it had come to an end.

"Perhaps fate is really destined."

So no matter how she struggled, avoided, or changed what happened, she just changed the path to take, changed the event to trigger it, and ended up in the same place.

Man's determination to conquer nature is nothing but a lie to himself and others.

It seems that she has bypassed the path that led to tragedy in her previous life, but in fact...

Ah!
Jiang Anning smiled bitterly: "After going round and round, we still returned to the original ending."

She was a little confused.

I don’t understand the meaning of my own rebirth.

Does it really make sense?

Can she change her destiny?
Will the difficulties that can be avoided now based on previous life experience really not fall into the quagmire again in some other unknown place?

When the time comes, she will no longer have the experience of her previous life to help her avoid it. Will she really have a place to stay?

In the past, she thought she had a peaceful and happy life, but in fact, she was surrounded by wolves. Only when she died did she realize that people's hearts are sinister, and they would leave no room for harm.

Even now, after she has lived her life again, she still doesn't know who the real enemy is.

The death of her parents, the mastermind behind it, Jiang Wei who has been following her for many years...

And the Zhao family who used to covet her property!

No, no, maybe the Zhao family is not coveting her property at all!
If the Zhao family only wanted to make money, why did they destroy her hands in the previous life and interfere with the skills she relied on for a living?
Wouldn't it be better to enslave her, squeeze all her value, and use her embroidery skills to exchange for a steady stream of money?
But unfortunately, not long after she got married, the Zhao family began to try their best to destroy her hands and feet.

This not only left her with no way to escape even if she wanted to, but it also cut off her means of making a living.

If the Zhao family only wanted money, how could they do something that was tantamount to killing the goose to retrieve the egg?

unless……

From the beginning, the purpose of the Zhao family was not to seek her money, or to seek money, just incidentally!

She never thought about the details.

There was no way to distract myself.

Living in deep fear every day, my nerves are tense all the time.

After many failed attempts to escape, he was caught back and endured more severe beatings. He was no longer frightened all the time.

She also thought about dying with the Zhao family.

But it's too difficult.

It's really hard.

I don't know when her freedom of travel began to be invisiblely watched by the Zhao family.

In the past, I never thought that no matter how evil the Zhao family was, there would always be some leeway, so whenever she wanted to go out, buy something, or go to do embroidery work... Zhao Yinlian would be reluctant to accompany her. Now think about it from another angle, in fact, is this not a kind of surveillance?
With Zhao Yinlian accompanying her and monitoring her, she had no chance even if she wanted to buy a pack of rat poison and put it into the rice cooker.

Finally, one day, the women and sisters-in-law in the village, after finishing their autumn harvest, went to the woods behind the village to pick mushrooms, intending to dry them and save them for winter.

Maybe it was during that time that the Zhao family saw that she was really honest, or maybe they were worried that she would abscond and run away alone at home, so they allowed her to go with them.

That day, she collected a lot of fungi.

Poisonous and non-poisonous ones were mixed together, and even Zhang's repeated inspections could not find any clues.

I finally made it home in fear.

Mrs. Zhang gave her all the cooking tasks as usual, and she just watched from the side, guarding against whether she would eat or poison her.

"I'm telling you, don't have those twisted thoughts with me. I've eaten more salt than you have eaten! Those little ninety-nine things in your heart were leftover from my play eight hundred years ago. "

Mrs. Zhang continued to criticize and scold her, and her words became increasingly unbearable.

While she was struggling, she felt that what the other party said was wrong, and at the same time, under Zhang's continuous criticism, she gradually suspected that she was not upright, so she was constantly targeted by her mother-in-law.

A variety of emotions intertwined together, making her feel miserable, and she just wished she could die quickly.

That day, amid all kinds of uneasiness, trepidation and self-doubt, she mixed those poisonous fungi with other non-toxic ones and cooked a large table of dishes.

Just in case something went wrong in the middle, or the toxicity was not enough, and she couldn't send everyone in the Zhao family to hell in one fell swoop, she also specially used another part of the "non-toxic" mushrooms and deliberately controlled the heat. , not fully cooked.

In addition, she specially picked a large handful of beans, stir-fried them until they were half-cooked, and added dried chili peppers to the pot to cover up the astringency of the undercooked beans with a spicy taste.

That day, the overly "rich" meal barely gave her a little bit of peace of mind.

But for some reason, the Zhao family clearly ate everything that day.

She watched them eat it with her own eyes.

But nothing happened.

Until later, she found mushrooms and beans that had been dumped next to the east gate.

At first she thought she was dazzled.

After repeated confirmations, I had to admit that the meals that the Zhao family had eaten previously had been secretly replaced by someone unknown.

Later, as if the Zhao family knew about her poisoning the food, they beat her severely and locked her up and starved her for three days.

Later, she would have no chance to poison herself and die with others.

I don’t dare anymore…

Who knows, there will be another "god" protecting the Zhao family, secretly throwing away the poisonous food she cooked and replacing it with safe and clean ones.

Thinking of all the events in his past life, Jiang Anning clenched her hands unconsciously, and a bit of violence gradually arose in her heart that she wanted to drag everyone to death together.

The little medicine boy scratched his head, wondering why this sister suddenly looked so sad and sad, and also seemed... a little sinister, like Jiu Mengzi who would hit someone unreasonably at any time.

What he actually wanted to say was that their family's medical clinic had a recipe for removing scars passed down from their ancestors.

Although it cannot be said that scars can be removed 100%, if the medicine is used promptly and on time, it can always fade away to a certain extent. If you don’t look closely, you will not be able to see it at all.

But he seemed very unhappy when he looked at Jiang Anning, and for a moment he didn't dare to speak, for fear of causing trouble.

Many customers don't like to be recommended medicines.

Previously, because he recommended Yan Yang Pills to a customer, he was treated as a mockery of the customer's old age. He was slapped several times, and even caused the master to buy two bottles of Yan Yang Pills in vain. Only then could he talk to the crazy man. The client was coaxed out of the hospital.

The little medicine boy weighed it again and decided to leave this troublesome matter to his master.

Song Yao's situation was not very good.

When Jiang Anning arrived, she happened to hear the old doctor with a white beard and the girl next to him, who had a handsome face and dressed like a man, speak in a deep voice.

"...The patient's condition is very bad. He has been suffocated for too long and is too frightened. I have just used acupuncture to clear and stabilize the patient's lower meridians. Now, although the patient's pulse is stable, he is not yet awake. If he passes If people still can’t wake up tonight, I’m afraid…”

The girl was about to ask something when she heard a worried voice coming from behind.

"I'm afraid what will happen?"

Jiang Anning ignored the etiquette and rules and hurried forward. Looking at the pale and bloodless Song Yao, she couldn't help but shed tears: "Sister Song..."

"I'm afraid I will become a stupefied person!"

"Stupefied person?"

Jiang Anning frowned. She didn't quite understand the word, but it didn't prevent her from understanding it. This wouldn't be a good thing.

"What is a stupefied person?"

The old doctor sighed: "Yes, the person is still breathing, his heartbeat and pulse are normal, he can eat, drink, defecate, and sleep, but he just...can't wake up."

Jiang Anning frowned in confusion: "What does this mean?"

"Since you are breathing, and your heartbeat and pulse are normal, why can't you wake up?"

"Aren't people kind?"

"Why can't you wake up?"

The old doctor comforted him and said, "Little girl, please don't get excited first. Sit down and listen to me slowly telling you."

The county magistrate and Wang Shang, disguised as 'Zhou Geng', also came over at this moment.

Hearing that Song Yao might become a stupefied person, both of them looked a little unhappy.

The county magistrate was secretly glad: Fortunately, he did not act rashly and really arrested Jiang Anning and sentenced him to exile.

Otherwise, Song Yao would never wake up, which would be fine.

If someone wakes up and tries to overturn Jiang Anning's case, he may lose his life with this black veil on his head.

Thinking of this, the county magistrate couldn't help but look at Wang Shang.

I thought to myself: He is worthy of being the confidant who has been entrusted with important tasks. He really sees things with a unique and experienced eye.

It seemed that the matter of killing Jiang Anning should not be rushed.

Wang Shang frowned: "Are you saying that the reason why she became unconscious was not only because of suffocation, but also because she felt frightened when she was suffocated, so she could become a stupefied person now?"

"Fear was the main reason why she was paralyzed?"

The old doctor glanced at the person and saw the oxtail knife hanging on Wang Shang's waist, and his tone was very cooperative: "That's true."

"However, the main reason is still caused by suffocation for too long. Excessive fear is only a co-factor. Even if the patient does not suffer from heart failure due to excessive fear, suffocation is enough to make it difficult to wake up."

The old doctor's expression was serious: "Based on the pulse alone, there is no way to accurately determine the cause of a person's coma and stupor."

He said: "If I am not mistaken, the patient should have had his neck pinched many times before, causing difficulty in breathing and suffocation."

"In addition, the patient's back of the head was severely bruised, and there is a high possibility of accumulation of blood congestion in the skull. These may be the main reasons for the patient's stupor and unconsciousness."

"Of course, it is also possible that these conditions occurred at the same time and were superimposed, which led to the patient's stupor."

The old doctor carefully considered the person's expression, and felt that the person's face seemed a little strange.

It doesn't seem like it's a real person's face.

His expression was too unnatural.

"What are you looking at?"

Wang Shang noticed the person's gaze, his eyes suddenly became sharp, and he put his hand on the handle of the knife, with the intention of killing the person on the spot.

(End of this chapter)