The journey of giving birth to a son

Chapter 206 Xie Zhaoyu’s despair
"My sister-in-law just gave birth to a baby in the past two days. There is no one at home to take care of her. I have to go back and take care of her. Mr. Wu, just let me go back!"

When Lu Zhan thinks of his family, tears always flow out. When he says these words, his lips are pale!
Wu Liang snorted, "Your sister-in-law has given birth to a child? It's not your child, why should you be so anxious?"

What nonsense is this?
Lu Zhan became angry all of a sudden, and his clenched fists were trembling slightly! Lu Zhan was only thirteen years old when his elder sister-in-law got married. She always cared about him. When Lu Zhan got naughty and caused trouble, he went to his elder sister-in-law. His elder sister-in-law always helped him persuade his elder brother, so he was saved from being beaten. Lu Zhan has always respected his elder sister-in-law. After he came here, his elder sister-in-law has always cared about him. His clothes were washed and mended by his elder sister-in-law. When he thought that his elder sister-in-law had to do these things for him while she was pregnant, Lu Zhan felt filled with joy. Guilty, Wu Liang actually said such words!
"What the fuck are you saying? Are you fucking saying what people say?"

Wei Hu came over and said, "When we went back a few days ago, we clearly asked you for leave, and you allowed it! The Tatars came in and you put the blame on us. Listen to what nonsense you said. Do you think everyone is like you and has no moral ethics? Do you think a fool like you has the nerve to be the commander-in-chief? Do you believe that I will punch you to death?"

Wei Hu's fingers were almost pointing into his eye sockets. Wu Liang was so frightened that he didn't dare to fart, "Do you know that the Lu family doesn't even have food to eat now? You don't care about anything in front of this general banner?" You don't lend them any food, but you still make things difficult for them? Are you worthy of being a human being? I can kill you with one punch!"

Wei Hu was angry, but he now had no extra food or money to help the Lu family.

Wu Liang was so frightened that he took a step back!
"Lu Zhan, go back!" Wei Hu said, "I'll help you guard here, you go back!"

Wu Liang saw Lu Zhan leaving and thought to himself, I will f**king kill you from now on! He turned around again and saw Wei Hu staring at him fiercely, and couldn't help but shudder!
When Lu Zhan came back, he chopped a bundle of firewood. Lu Zhan's right shoulder hurt. When cutting firewood, his arm hurt, so he chopped with his left hand. It took a long time to chop a bundle of firewood.

After chopping the firewood, Lu Zhan struggled to walk back with the firewood on his back. Halfway through, Lu Zhan was stopped by several half-grown children.

Wu Jinhua was walking in the front. After Lu Zhan shot her away with an arrow that day, Wu Jinhua hated him in her heart and felt very ashamed, because many people here fawned over her, and no one except Lu Zhan did that. What about her?

Lu Zhan didn't even look at her, and Wu Jinhua was extremely angry, "Put down your firewood!"

Wu Jinhua stood in front of him arrogantly, "Are you talking about you? What do you think I am doing? I tell you, this mountain belongs to my family, and the firewood also belongs to my family! Put down this bundle of firewood for me!"

Lu Zhan's eyes showed deep disgust, and he walked to the other side, but Wu Jinhua called a few young men and took the firewood away from Lu Zhan.

Lu Zhan was injured and had not eaten today, so he fought with them. However, after a few blows, he lost his strength. There were many people on the other side, so a few people surrounded Lu Zhan and kicked him!
Lu Zhan could only lie on the ground holding his head and let them beat and scold him! When those men had enough fighting, they left with the firewood on their backs!

Lu Zhan was lying on the ground, covered in dust, and tears suddenly flowed down, making small pits in the sand!
Lu Zhan felt that he was really useless and that he was living a very useless life. His sister-in-law had given birth to a child and there was no food in the house. He wanted to chop a bundle of firewood and give them some warmth, but he couldn't do it!
What's the point of living?
Lu Zhan stood up and staggered back home!

The house was quiet. Jiang Shiyi went to Dingbian Town, Mrs. Zhang went out with her child, and Lu Xiang went outside to pick up beans. Xie Zhaoyu was the only one at home, lying alone on the kang! Looking at this home helplessly, absent-mindedly, and even a little hopelessly!
"Sister-in-law!" Lu Zhan shouted from outside the door, but Xie Zhaoyu did not respond.

This small courtyard is very small. When the sun turns in the afternoon, the room will be dark. Just as Lu Zhan was about to walk away, he felt a cold light flashing inside the room, and he suddenly panicked.

Lu Zhan opened the door and entered the room. Xie Zhaoyu was cutting his wrist with a small blade.

"What are you going to do? Sister-in-law?" Lu Zhan snatched the knife away. Because he snatched it too fast, his finger was scratched. "Sister-in-law, why are you doing this?"

Xie Zhaoyu was lying on the pillow, with messy hair and pale face. He was only covered with a tattered quilt. Tears fell silently, "Don't you care about me? Get out!"

"Sister-in-law, what are you talking about?" Lu Zhan said something again, and Xie Zhaoyu suddenly burst into tears, "Don't worry about me, I really can't hold it anymore! I really can't hold it anymore... "

Xie Zhaoyu burst into tears, saying that she had saved her life from death. But these days, she was lying in bed and couldn't even hold the child. The child was crying because of hunger, but she, the mother, could not do anything. Can you cry? The family has nothing and lives in this dilapidated house, not even food. Jiang Shiyi has to go out to do hard work for their family, and the child has no milk. In order to get milk for the child, Zhang even Lu Xiang went to help others work at home. Lu Xiang picked up beans and corn kernels everywhere in the fields, just hoping that the porridge at home would be thicker. In order to replenish her body, Lu Xiang fell into the reed lake behind and almost died. She was about to die. It's winter, and there's nothing to eat or drink at home, how should we get through life! Even if you die, you will be clean and save some food for this family! It’s a useless person anyway!

"Sister-in-law, do you know that that night your life was hanging by a thread, and Shi Yi was looking for money everywhere for you. Doctor, we are so happy that you are well. Now you actually have such thoughts?"

Lu Zhan did not expect that Xie Zhaoyu would choose to commit suicide.

"It's because Shi Yi ran around for me, doing hard work to buy me medicine, that I feel that my life is not worth living!" Xie Zhaoyu cried, "I am a useless person, I can only drag you down!"

"Sister-in-law, what are you talking about? What do you mean by dragging us down? If you can really think about us. For the sake of the good times, you must live well!"

Lu Zhan said loudly, and Xie Zhaoyu cried again when Lu Zhan said this!
Lu Zhan saw her crying and felt a little calm, so he walked out. In fact, it was not surprising that Xie Zhaoyu had such thoughts. Lu Zhan himself felt that this period of time was too decadent, and he also had thoughts of despair. He couldn't go on like this, he had to cheer up and take care of his family.

When you see this, you will definitely think that Lu Zhan is too cowardly and useless, but at first the emperor wanted to kill him and eradicate the roots. Many ministers interceded for him, and Lu Zhan was spared his life. There were many encounters along the way. Wei Ling sent people to pursue him. Killing a bandit, the family arrived at the border, and there were people plotting against him everywhere. He fell from the city wall, the house was burned, and the family had nowhere to go. It is true that they can't live without the heroine, but I think it is reasonable to be together. Because it was so difficult to survive in exile in ancient times, and the family would be better off later.