The journey of giving birth to a son

Chapter 243 Admiration at a young age is not true

In the evening, Lu Zhan came back from changing defense at the city gate! He walked into the yard, put the spear aside listlessly, and walked to the wing where he lived.

Xie Zhaoyu greeted him, "Lu Zhan, you're back! Come over and eat quickly! Today is your favorite noodle!"

Lu Zhan said nothing, walked into the room glumly, and closed the door firmly.

It had been like this for several days, and Xie Zhaoyu sighed inwardly!
"Yu'er, come in and leave him alone. He can eat as much as he wants!" Ms. Zhang said angrily while placing the bowls and chopsticks in the main room.

Jiang Shiyi brought out the dinner and wanted to call Lu Zhan to eat. He had been guarding the city gate all day and the weather was so cold.

"Shi Yi, your master, don't worry about him!"

Zhang said the atmosphere was dull as the family sat down to eat.

Jiang Shiyi knew the reason for Lu Zhan's depression. During the defense of the city, Lu Zhan made great contributions. He trained the musketry team and was very brave when he went into battle to kill the enemy. Xiao Shao also reported his achievements layer by layer, but everyone was promoted. , he was the only one who didn’t.

Wei Hu became the leader of the Hundred Households, and Lu Zhan had no doubts about it. Wei Hu was always brave and good at fighting, and when he killed an enemy, one was worth ten, but Song Zimo, who was as timid as a mouse, greedy for life and fearful of death, actually became the commander-in-chief. How could he compare to him? Is he bad?
Lu Zhan had doubts about himself!
Xiao Shao also felt sorry for Lu Zhan and gave him a reward of two hundred taels of silver, but what was the use of it? For several days, Lu Zhan was in a very bad mood and was cold to the whole family!

Jiang Shiyi persuaded him patiently.

Jiang Shiyi lit up the lamp first, and the room became much brighter. Only then did she realize that Lu Zhan was lying on the kang with a wine jar in his hand. He looked like he had drunk too much and was wet! Come closer, smell of wine!

Jiang Shiyi felt uncomfortable, so she walked over and gently took the wine jar from his hand. Lu Zhan woke up and stared at her in confusion.

"Give it to me, give it to me! Did you hear that?" Lu Zhan was very irritated and took the wine jar away! "Go away, I don't have to worry about you, don't bother me!"

There was no light in the wing, it was dark and filled with a strong smell of alcohol.

Jiang Shiyi persuaded him softly, "Lu Zhan, I know you feel aggrieved and sad...but don't be like this! How sad it will be for your family to see you like this! You have to cheer up and you will always be able to It’s useful, right?”

Lu Zhan stretched out his hand, "Give it to me!"

"Can you please stop drinking? Drinking so much wine is not good for your health. The whole family is worried about you!"

How ridiculous! What future does he have in a life like this?
"Get out! I don't have to worry about you, don't blame me anymore! Get out..." Lu Zhan sat up, talking garbled words in his mouth, pointing his finger at her, "Get out, do you hear me!"

"Lu Zhan, stop drinking!" Jiang Shiyi said softly, "I didn't eat dinner at night. I'll bring you some noodles!"

After finishing the meal, Jiang Shiyi walked into the side room.

Jiang Shiyi also wanted to persuade Lu Zhan, but Lu Zhan raised his head, his phoenix eyes were cold, full of indifference and alienation.

Jiang Shiyi wanted to say something else, but Lu Zhan stood up and said, "Get out and leave me alone. Just go. The further away the better, let's go!"

"Lu Zhan..." Lu Zhan stood up and pushed her hard, and Jiang Shiyi took a step back.

"Go away, let me go, I don't need you to take care of me!"

Lu Zhan’s voice is very loud!
"What's going on with you?" Mrs. Zhang opened the door and walked in, "Shi Yi kindly advises you, what are you doing to get drunk?"

Mrs. Zhang grabbed Jiang Shiyi and said, "You go over first!"

Jiang Shiyi came out first, Mrs. Zhang looked at her son, and Lu Zhan sat on the kang with his head lowered.

Mrs. Zhang suddenly felt a little distressed. Her son was so talented in martial arts and full of revenge, but he had no use for it.

But when I saw him giving up on himself, I felt a little resentful!

"Tell me what's been going on with you these past few days? Your sister-in-law kindly asked you to eat, but you ignored her. Shi Yi came in to persuade you, but you didn't appreciate it at all. What do you want? Put it on your family What's going on with your face?"

"I don't need to worry about you, don't worry about me! I don't want to talk to you!"

"What are you talking about? Who are you talking to? How can you talk to me like this?" Mrs. Zhang got angry, "Kneel down!"

Mrs. Zhang has always had a good temper, but today she was very angry when she saw her son like this. Lu Zhan also had a very strict tutoring. When he saw his mother getting angry, he got off the kang and knelt unsteadily on the ground!
"I know what happened. Mr. Xiao, please report your merits. Why have others been promoted but not you? It's because we, the Lu family, are still waiting for sin. The one sitting on the dragon throne, why should you? You pardoned us because the ministers in the court interceded for us, so our family could survive! Why did your sister-in-law want the land? She just wanted to reassure the people above that we would farm the land honestly and that our family would be able to survive. It's good to be alive, we can't be too demanding! Even now, we still have a sharp sword over our heads! If one day the person above is unhappy, our family will still be unable to escape the fate of death. ! Do you know?”

Mrs. Zhang wiped her tears as she spoke. Over the past year or so, they had been away from home and experienced countless separations and separations. Life was really not easy for them.

"Have I been like this my whole life?" Lu Zhan raised his head and asked unwillingly.

Mrs. Zhang didn't know what to say, so she walked over and took her son into her arms. She felt sorry for her son in her heart, but what was the use of it?
Madam Zhang helped her son up and sat down on the chair, "You shouldn't do that to Shi Yi. Without her, we wouldn't be here. You should know how Shi Yi feels about you! She is a girl who has been living here for so long. Zuo Neighbors also gossip, what are you thinking? "

"She will leave sooner or later, don't think so much!"

"Shi Yi wants a girl to stay with you here. You should tell her what you think in your heart. It's not good to always be like this!"

"I have no long-term love for Shi Yi!"

"What are you talking about? When you wanted to marry her, you knelt in the yard all day. It was my fault at that time and I didn't agree. Now you say that you have no feelings for her. What did you do? Have you forgotten everything?"

"Even if there is, it's just a matter of youthful admiration, and it can't be taken seriously!" Lu Zhan knelt on the ground with a sarcastic smile on his face, "The past has passed, why are you talking about this?"

"You!" Ms. Zhang stood up angrily, "Do you know what you are talking about? How sad must she be when you say such things? Why is she like this now?"

Mrs. Zhang was so angry that she was speechless!