If I want to run away from the outer chamber, I will criticize the prince madly and take me into the

Chapter 17 I would rather be a person who is not tolerated by the world

His eyes dimmed a bit and he said, "It depends on your performance."

If it were someone else who coquettishly wanted to go on an errand with him, the result would probably be a dismembered body. After all, His Highness the Crown Prince is not a lie when he kills people without batting an eyelid.

But when facing Cui Ying, Chu Yan found that he was extraordinarily patient and made more and more exceptions.

The man rubbed his forehead in embarrassment. The sky in Yunzhou must have been too gloomy, which made him dizzy.

The girl in front of me is also used to pretending to be weak.

"Then, Your Highness, how do you want me to behave?"

Cui Ying was not polite and boldly lay on his lap. As she got closer, the scent of her body got closer. In this carriage, he had nowhere to escape.

"Your Highness is truly the best person to me in this world."

She never hesitated to praise her, she would praise her whenever she got the chance. Anyway, a few words of praise wouldn't do much, and it would make Chu Yan feel better about her, so why not do it?

He didn't reply to her, but just let her lie on his lap.
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In the Cui family of the prefecture, the servants and maids gathered at the entrance of a courtyard and whispered to each other.

"Here, the eldest master still refuses to come out?"

"Ever since I had a big argument with the master that day, I have been shutting myself in the room. Only Sui Feng can get in."

Everyone shook their heads, wondering what was happening. They only knew that even when the master and the eldest lady came, the young master was behind closed doors, as if he was trapped.

"Don't you have any work to do?"

Meng Jincui walked in from the outside and scolded, and everyone saluted and said, "I have seen the eldest lady."

After saying that, they dispersed and silence returned to the entrance of the courtyard.

"Go and break the door open for me."

Meng Jincui looked solemn, raised her hand and asked the people behind her to come forward and smash open the courtyard door and the house door. Xu'er refused to see anyone, and the meals he sent over every day were either not touched, or were only touched once or twice.

According to Suifeng, he had force-fed just these two mouthfuls. If it continued like this, Meng Jincui was afraid that Cui Xu would completely faint, so she had no choice but to break in.

As the door fell down, the dust scattered. Meng Jincui waved the handkerchief and walked in. He saw Cui Xu lying there in front of the desk, and the rice paper in the room was full of one person's name.

Yingying.

"What are you going to do? Are you going to trap yourself in this room for the rest of your life?"

Meng Jincui walked over and had someone pull him up. In just a few days, he was already so haggard that his face was as pale as a seriously ill person.

"Look at what you're like now. You've made yourself into this mess for a woman."

She had a look of hatred on her face. Why didn't she notice that he was so interested in Cui Ying, that charming girl before?

Cui Xu's eyes were dull and he still looked at Meng Jincui without saying a word.

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has promised your father that when he returns to the capital, he will arrange for you to work in the Ministry of Finance. You"

"I dont go."

Upon hearing this, Cui Xu said in a mute voice with a bit of disgust: "I don't need it."

Everyone knows what it cost to get the opportunity to join the Household Department.

It was the bright moon that he kept deep in his heart, not daring to touch or disturb. It was his Yingying.

"Cui Xu! What on earth are you going to do?" Meng Jincui looked at his disgusted eyes, and her heartbeat slowed down for half a beat. She had never seen such an expression on the face of her always gentle and polite son.

"Cui Ying is just an adopted daughter. If your father hadn't taken pity on her when he saw she lost her parents and took her back to raise her, how else could she have lived a life of fine clothing and food?"

She sat aside and snorted coldly, her words full of disdain.

"Did my father bring Yingying back because he was pitiful? Mother, you and I know very well what he did for it. I thought that as long as I didn't get close to her and stayed with her as an elder brother, I could at least wait until I wanted to The day you want it.”

"But why can't I always get what I want?"

Cui Xu seemed to be crying and laughing, and then he laughed at himself and said: "If I knew that self-denial and etiquette would result in asking for something but not getting it, then I would rather be a person who is not tolerated by secular ethics!"

Ever since he was a child, he had always listened to his parents, and he never dared to do anything they asked him to do.

The person who guards her heart does not dare to approach her, and she only dares to be kind to her in the name of her brother.

Until that day when he heard those words in Pingyu Town, he hurried back, but it was too late.

Only then did he realize that the girl's education actually made her learn those techniques since she was a child, just to package her into a gorgeous gift and give it away.

Cui Xu only hated herself for not discovering it earlier, and hated herself for believing her mother's lie that she loved her.

There was a crisp sound of slaps, and Meng Jincui stood up, his chest heaving with anger. She didn't know he was complaining about them so much.

"Your father and I are doing all this for your own good!"

"The future of the Cui family is in your hands. Your father has been the governor of Yunzhou for so many years. When one day he steps down, do you still want him to take charge of such a big Cui family?"

After the beating, Meng Jincui felt very regretful, so she stepped forward to wipe his face and said, "Cui Ying has a low status and is not worthy of my son. When you enter the Ministry of Revenue and become the Minister of the Ministry of Revenue, what do you want? Not a woman?"

She thought maybe Cui Xu didn't have any wives or concubines, not even a maid, so she was obsessed with Cui Ying, who was as beautiful as a flower.

It was also her fault that she was afraid that he would be deceived by those charming people, so she delayed adding such people to his room.

Cui Xu closed his eyes and said after a while: "Mom, please go out. I want to be alone."

He didn't say anything to refute. Meng Jincui thought it was his words that moved him, so she patted his shoulder gently and said, "In two days, mother will put some beautiful girls in your room."

After saying that, she walked out and started to arrange the matter.

Cui Xu put his hands on the table, lowered his head and said to Suifeng, "Go and prepare a meal for me."

When Suifeng heard his words, she smiled in surprise: "Young man, go and prepare now."

After everyone in the room exited, Cui Xu raised his hand, held the pen, and took out a piece of clean letter paper.

After following the rules for more than twenty years, in the end, he couldn't even keep what he wanted. He had to rely on Yingying to gain a future for him. He was really useless.

He never wanted to live like this again.

Meng Jincui was even more delighted when Suifeng said that Cui Xu was finally willing to eat. She asked her mother-in-law to call all the good-looking maids from all the courtyards, just to choose a satisfactory aunt for Cui Xu.

Who would have thought that Cui Xu's yard would be empty when he woke up the next day, except for a letter he left. He took nothing with him, only his salary from working in Yunzhou Prefecture.

Meng Jincui looked at the letter, his eyes darkened and he fainted. When Cui Yunliang found out about it, he almost fainted too.

Neither of them expected that Cui Ying, a son who never dared to disobey his parents, would never be heard from again.

　My brother is going dark
　　
　
(End of this chapter)