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Chapter 182 But in this world, it is most difficult to have both

Cui Ying lowered her head and looked at the two people's clasped hands. She hummed. Why does she always feel that Huai Wei is unhappy?
"In recent days, there have been many things going on in the DPRK, and I have been neglecting you. Can I take you out of the palace when things are resolved?"

Chu Yan held her hand and walked in the palace corridor. The morning wind was a bit cold. He took off his coat and put it on her body to block a lot of the cold wind for her.

"Everyone listens to Huaiwei."

The girl nodded obediently, but she couldn't help but recall Zhao Shu's words in her mind.

On the way back to the East Palace, I happened to meet Chai Guangfu. He saluted Chu Yan respectfully and said, "I have seen your highness. Your highness, your majesty is awake and wants to see you."

"I thought he wouldn't wake up and was thinking about when to hang up the white flag."

Hearing these treasonous words again, Chai Guangfu's heart still felt a little unbearable. He hurriedly knelt down and shouted: "Your Highness! Your Highness, be careful what you say."

Although Chu Yan didn't care, it reached His Majesty's ears that they were the ones who suffered. He couldn't stop Chu Yan's words to avoid suffering himself.

"Chengchong, send your wife back to the East Palace."

But she didn't say no, and Chai Guangfu felt relieved.

Cui Ying held Chu Yan's hand with some reluctance: "Huaiwei."

In the past two days, Chu Yan had been out day and night. Most of the days when she was awake, she could not see his face. She missed him. Now he was finally able to accompany her, but he was about to be called away again.

"Go back later, Yingying."

Chu Yan comforted her, and Cui Ying let go of her hand. Looking at Chu Yan's leaving figure, something seemed to come to Cui Ying's mind. She leaned a little, and Qingxue hurriedly supported her.

"lady?"

"I'm fine, go back."

After saying this, Cui Ying stabilized her figure, turned around, and her lowered eyes became clear again. Why is she in the palace?
Zichen Palace.

As soon as he entered the main hall, he could smell an unmistakable scent of medicine, and coughs could be heard from time to time. Chu Yan's hand fell to his waist again, holding the accessories Cui Ying had made for him in case he wanted to wait for a while. Can't control myself.

She was his antidote to restraint.

"I know about the floods in the eastern suburbs."

Emperor Qi sat back on the bed, his face a bit pale. He raised his eyes and looked at Chu Yan. The man in front of him had one hand on his waist and the other hand holding his accessories. His eyes were cold and distant.

"Sit down."

He asked Chai Guangfu to bring a chair to Chu Yan. Chu Yan sat down and said nothing, as if waiting for Emperor Qi to speak.

"You know Cui Ying's life experience, and Concubine Xian naturally knows it too. Tell me, if one day the Love Gu gets out of control and you can no longer control her, will you be willing to kill her?"

Emperor Qi's voice was leisurely, and he didn't know what he was thinking of, but his tone actually sounded a little gentle.

"There won't be a day when Your Majesty still has to worry about whether your body can live beyond this year."

Chu Yan's words were full of ridicule. Emperor Qi glanced at him and then said: "Don't be too confident, the dead are the most loyal."

"Don't overdo things in the eastern suburbs. It doesn't take a day to freeze three feet of ice. It doesn't take a day to penetrate a stone with dripping water. It doesn't take a day to purge the court."

"In Gu's hands, we will never allow today's disaster to happen again."

Before Emperor Qi finished speaking, Chu Yan stood up and interrupted him. Emperor Qi was a cautious person, so he would not overdo anything.

He used the emperor's technique of checks and balances very well, but it was precisely because of this that Da Shuo began to gradually become corrupt from the inside.

He is different. When he sees it, he will not let it go. If he wants to kill, he must know how to kill. He should act as a warning to others. If he knows how powerful it is, he should know where to stretch his hands.

"Do you want the Great Shuo to be destroyed in your hands?" After hearing his words, Emperor Qi was a little excited and wanted to stand up. Chai Guangfu hurriedly stepped forward to support him, only to see Emperor Qi stand up tremblingly and point his finger at Chu Yan. .

The man raised his eyebrows with a sneer on his lips: "If this country is really going to be destroyed in one hand, wouldn't you have replaced it long ago?"

"It's precisely because you know that the person you hate the most is the person most suitable to sit in this position."

He has been disliked by Emperor Qi since he was born, but he wanted to be kind to himself for the sake of his mother, and then was coerced by Concubine Xue to send him to Dongyi Kingdom.

After ten years of humiliation, he thought his true nature had long since disappeared.

But he has been taught the words of saints and the deeds of a gentleman since he was a child, which have long been engraved in his bones and will never be forgotten.

Of course, he also hated Emperor Qi, and he also thought that no matter what the country was, if it was not easy for him, no one else would be.

But after meeting Yingying, even if it was all fake, she said that His Highness is the most passionate person in the world.

Being ruthless can save you from many things, but when you are soft-hearted, he becomes a lover.

Now that things have happened, he doesn't want to worry so much anymore. Everyone wants him dead, so he has to sit in that position. He will guard what Emperor Qi cannot guard.

For my mother, for her, and for the people of this world.

"Good, good, good."

After Emperor Qi was rebutted by Chu Yan, he said three good words in a row. His eyes were full of anger and he said: "If your mother knew how you grew up now, I wonder if she would regret having fought so hard to give birth to you."

"After kneeling in the Buddhist hall for more than ten years, your temper is still so perverse!"

He said these two words angrily, and fell down on the bed as if he had exhausted all his energy.

Chu Yan, who had already turned to leave, turned around again, with a cold look in his eyes: "I am alone in the Buddhist hall, and it is my mother who is kneeling, not your queen."

"It's better to ask yourself what you did to her."

"Your promise and your love are worth nothing to her."

Was he born this way?

Is he going to be a villain?
Did he want to go to the Dongyi Kingdom and be humiliated, have his legs broken in the winter, be accused of molesting the concubine, and be waterboarded?
He never had the right to choose. All his suffering and torture were given by him. He was the person least qualified to criticize him in the world.

Damn it, it's him.

After Chu Yan finished speaking, he turned and left. The accessory he held tightly in his hand had been embedded in his palm, and there were blood marks on it. He couldn't kill him now.

However, he will definitely make Emperor Qi pay back his hatred and Yingying's hatred a thousandfold.

Cui Ying, who was originally reading in the East Palace, only heard the sound of the main hall door opening, and then she was hugged by someone. He still had a bit of warmth on his body, as if he had been walking in the sun for a long time.

But his hands were as cold as if they had been soaked in winter ice.

Cui Ying turned her head, and before she spoke, a kiss fell on her lips, and then a teardrop fell on her collarbone, so hot that it seemed to leave a mark here.

"Yingying, you are the only one left."

Chu Yan lowered his eyes and placed his hand on her face. There was something different in the way she looked at him. Cui Ying reached out and covered his hand. She tilted her head and rubbed him without saying anything more.

"I only have Huaiwei."

When he finished speaking, he lowered his head again, and what mingled between their lips and teeth was each other's breath. It was his wishful thinking, and this fantasy came true.

But in this world, it is most difficult to have both.

I was torn between torturing or not to abuse, but I also felt that I had to let Chu Yan understand what true love is.