If I want to run away from the outer chamber, I will criticize the prince madly and take me into the

Chapter 234 I never said I didn’t love him

Why do I always have to be left behind again and again, why can’t I keep anyone no matter who they are?

But Cui Ying, what should I do if you die?
Chu Yan said these words over and over again in his heart, hoping that she would wake up and give him an answer.

"Cheng Chong, please pull His Highness away quickly!"

"The coffin has been sealed, and digging it up will offend Yin Chai."

Lu Bo hurriedly shouted to Cheng Chong and Ying Dong. They put the things in their hands on the ground and stepped forward to hold Chu Yan.

"Your Highness, please don't do this. Let the empress rest in peace."

Several people persuaded Chu Yan, watching the tombstone prepared in advance inserted into the soil, watching the pile of gold ingots tied with paper being burned in front of the tombstone, he really had nothing.

Chu Yan's eyes were a little dazed, as if he saw a figure swaying in the rising green smoke. Is it her? Is it her?

"Did you see it?"

Chu Yan half-knelt on the ground and pointed at the green smoke. Before anyone could react, Cheng Chong saw Chu Yan vomiting a mouthful of blood and fainted completely.

"Your Highness is not seriously ill. He is just overly sad. Coupled with the poison of Ruomengfusheng, it is easy to enter fantasy dreams, which is normal."

After Mr. Xie took Chu Yan's pulse and said this, Cheng Chong and Ying Dong breathed a sigh of relief.

Lu Bo stepped forward and asked: "Then, is there still a chance to cure His Highness's poison?"

"It's hard to say that the crucial medicine has not been found yet."

Mr. Xie stood up and said leisurely that he was also very helpless. If he had that medicine, he wouldn't need to wait too long.

"As for finding the medicine, please leave it to Mr. Xie, Your Highness."

Lu Bo glanced at Chu Yan, who was unconscious on the bed, and sighed. Although Miss Cui died, His Highness would be worse off than alive, but Lu Bo did not want to see him die.

As long as a person is alive, there is always hope, right?

At this time, on the official road of Dashuo, Dongyi's carriages and horses were walking and walking, as if they were enjoying flowers. Cui Ying was sitting in the carriage, holding a book in her hand and reading, when she saw Cersei bending down and walking in.

"I have news here. Do you want to hear it?"

Cui Ying didn't even raise her head. During the time she spent with Cersei, she had almost figured out her temperament. She loves teasing people the most.

"It's not a lie this time. Do you want to listen to it or not?"

Cersei took out the book in her hand, and Cui Ying said helplessly: "If the princess is like this, do I still have the choice not to listen?"

"what news?"

Her eyes slightly curved, looking at Cersei.

"Chu Yan is ill. He is seriously ill. I heard that he has been in coma in the East Palace for several days."

Cersei flipped through the book Cui Ying had just read, which was a somewhat boring diary. But after Cui Ying heard the news, she clenched her hands for a moment. She said nothing, and Cersei turned to look at her.

"Do you care about him?"

"Cui Ying, you are not as heartless as you thought."

Cersei's eyes narrowed, and she put one hand on her knees and looked at her: "I heard that he carried your coffin up to the Western Mountain. The pear blossoms on the Western Mountain were floating all over the ground, like flying snow in June. Then, he Just fainted."

"Hold the coffin for me?"

Cui Ying's voice was a little tight, and she subconsciously asked this question. Cersei nodded: "Yes." He really thought that Cui Ying was dead. Such grief did not seem to be fake, which made Cersei feel a little embarrassed.

"I don't know what happened to you before, but at least the Chu Yan I knew and the Chu Yan you know now are completely different people."

Cersei took a deep breath and leaned against the wall of the car, thinking of the unruly and ruthless Chu Yan in Dongyi Kingdom, like a lone wolf, and then thinking about this now, giving up everything, just for Cui Ying's Chu Yan.

She must have met a fake Chu Yan back then.

"He gave me a love spell."

Cui Ying lowered her eyes and looked at her wrist. The butterfly mark that symbolized love Gu had long disappeared, but she could not forget it.

"Late Love Gu?! Is it the long-dead Southern Border Love Gu?"

"That's right. Emperor Qi's mother is from southern Xinjiang. It's not unusual for him to be able to play love poison."

"That's not right. You can't cure love poison, you..."

Cersei looked at Cui Ying slightly with confusion, and then heard Cui Ying say: "There is a way to solve it, but it is no different from scraping bones and cutting flesh. People who hold the mother Gu will suffer thousands of times more pain. "

Her voice was light, and she spoke to Cersei. The carriage drove forward leisurely, and Cersei also fell silent.

"I never said that I don't love him, I don't like him, it's just that there is too much distance between me and him, and I can't make a decision, but I also understand that once you give up for love, you will always be there for the rest of your life. That's it."

"If you are in love, there will always be times when you are not loved. I am even more afraid that I will become the one who is not loved."

Perhaps due to her childhood experience, she was never willing to open her heart to anyone, because that meant that once she handed over her heart, she would have to let others manipulate it.

When he loves you, you are the most difficult treasure for him to part with in this world.

When he doesn't love you, even if you scream angrily at the top of your lungs, you won't get a single response.

We need to worry about gains and losses, we need to stay apart, we need to be suspicious of each other, and we need to dislike each other.

She couldn't do this, but she didn't expect that Chu Yan, who seemed to be heartless, was the one who was like a blazing fire. His love was the purest.

There is no interest or selfishness involved. If he loves you, he just loves you and has nothing to do with anything else.

"The princess doesn't know that I've been plotting against him from the moment I met him, so I was to blame for my original fate."

"His heart is very true and his love is very deep, but I can't bear it. These cannot erase his desire to make me his puppet, but I love him and there is no conflict with my wanting to leave him."

Listening to Cui Ying's words, Cersei always felt that she was going to be involved. She shrugged her shoulders: "I don't understand you. Who asked me to replace someone who doesn't obey?"

"By the way, there are many dangers in Dongyi country, so I won't take you in. Let's stay in Wulei City, which borders Dashuo. I hope you can get used to it."

She interrupted this somewhat dull topic. Cui Ying raised her eyes and looked at her: "Princess, aren't you afraid that I will run away?"

"Cui Ying, you live a very transparent life. I admire you very much. No matter what your choice is, just do what you want."

"But you can run away, but you can't take my goddaughter away."

Cersei's words were laced with a smile, their eyes met, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

She knew that she was not a woman who wanted to bring trouble to the country as the world said. Her ambition was to think why a capable woman could not be an emperor and why destiny could only be given to men.

And she also knew that beneath her seemingly weak appearance was a persevering heart that could overcome all difficulties and reach the sky.

Chu Yan, Yingying is just dead, it’s not like I don’t love you anymore. Cheer up~