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Chapter 250 The gods and Buddhas must have mercy on me

Chu Yan stopped Cui Ying from talking and carefully pushed her sweat-soaked hair aside. Others might not be able to see it, but only Cui Ying could feel the trembling of his fingertips.

She felt some pain. Even though the midwife said the baby was in the right position and would be delivered without much effort, she still felt pain, as if her whole body was being torn apart.

"pain."

Listening to Cui Ying's soft sobs, Chu Yan felt like his heart was about to break.

He had seen Cui Ying many times, but he had never seen her so fragile, so fragile that she seemed like she would cry at the next second.

"Yingying, don't be afraid."

Chu Yan bent down slightly, held Cui Ying's hand, put his face against her hand, and comforted her with soft words.

Originally, the midwife wanted to say that a man entering the delivery room would be contaminated with the scent of blood, and was afraid that there would be rifts between the couple in the future. But seeing that Chu Yan only had eyes for Cui Ying, the midwife said nothing more.

"Ma'am, please try harder."

She raised her hand to wipe the sweat from her forehead and said something to Cui Ying.

Then Chu Yan felt her hands slowly tightening, and soon, he heard the baby crying, with a strong voice, as if he was afraid that others didn't know what she was doing.

The man's originally frowned brows slowly relaxed after hearing this, and his eyes were filled with tenderness as he looked at Cui Ying.

The midwife held the child and smiled at the two of them snuggling together. Musha wanted to say something but was stopped by the midwife.

"Miss Musa, please clean the young lady first."

After she said that, Musha couldn't stay here any longer. What's more, when she looked at Chu Yan just now, she suddenly remembered who he was.

She had met Chu Yan once when she followed the Dongyi caravan to Dashuo, and now she should call him His Majesty.

Amyra had never told her about Cui Ying, and she didn't know that Cui Ying was the person Chu Yan wanted to marry no matter life or death.

Chu Yan stayed by Cui Ying's side the whole time and even wiped her body as the midwife instructed. She was extremely tired and felt that she had no strength at all. She slept until the evening.

She had just woken up and felt a little dry in the mouth, so she reached out her hand in a daze and called for water.

Then someone helped her up, and when the cup of water was brought to her lips, she drank it without opening her eyes.

"Musha, where's the child?"

Cui Ying hadn't figured out who was supporting her yet, and thought it was Musha, and then she heard Chu Yan's voice.

"Still asleep."

"you?"

She turned her head suddenly, and her mind became much clearer. The distance between them was very close, so close that he could kiss her eyebrows and eyes just by lowering his head.

"Would you like some more water?"

Chu Yan was not feeling that uncomfortable. During the hours she was unconscious, he had already said everything he wanted to say to her in his mind.

Instead, Cui Ying felt a little uncomfortable.

"How do you know I'm in Wulei City?"

Cui Ying withdrew her gaze and distanced herself from Chu Yan. She had not yet figured out how to face him.

He thought that her grief after her death, her words of despair, and her true feelings were not false.

"Cui Ying, if I don't find you, you won't come back."

Chu Yan stood up and sat back in his previous seat, keeping a little distance from her.

"I really thought you were gone." "You left me nothing, not a word, not a letter, not anything."

There were stars in his eyes, but now they seemed to be scattered like shattered stars.

After she left, all he could hold on to was the peace knot she left for him and the host's hope that they might meet again in the next life.

"I didn't even dare to die, because the abbot said that if I sincerely offered my prayers to the Buddha, they would be able to hear what I was thinking, and perhaps I would be able to see you again in my next life."

"I didn't believe in these things before. When I was in the Dongyi Kingdom, I begged the goddess they believed in, but it still couldn't change the suffering I suffered. But now I think that it must be the gods and Buddhas in the heavens who have pity on me and allowed me to find you."

Chu Yan's voice was a little dull, and he spoke word by word. Cui Ying felt a little choked up when she heard it.

"do not talk."

She turned her head away, interrupting Chu Yan's words. The man reached out to her, held her hand and said, "You don't want to see me, and you don't want to talk to me about this anymore. I understand."

"I said I would let you go, and I won't break my promise. But the baby has just been born, and you are weak. I will stay and take care of you for a while, okay?"

Chu Yan lowered his eyes and looked at her hand, his fingertips still trembling a little. He didn't dare to look at Cui Ying, for fear of getting a rejection answer.

"Is there nothing in the court that needs your attention?"

Cui Ying had been thinking about this in her mind for a long time. She looked at him, felt the slight trembling of his fingertips, and finally uttered these words after a long time.

"You agree?"

"I didn't agree, Chu Yan. The child is my child. I wanted to have it myself. It has nothing to do with you. I have said before that I don't like the palace. No matter how long you stay here, I will not change my mind."

Before she finished her words, she saw the man taking her hand and rubbing his face against hers affectionately. The face that always had a fierce and angular look now showed a lot of tenderness.

"I know. I'm not here to take you and the child away."

"You are you first, and then everything else. You are not my appendage."

It was precisely because he understood Cui Ying's character that Chu Yan took a step back to advance, and only said that he wanted to stay here without mentioning anything else.

On the way here, he also thought, she didn't like going to Beijing so much, what should he say when he arrived in Wulei City? Should he say, Cui Ying, come back with me, the child cannot be without a home.

Or, marry me, you are my legally wedded wife and the queen of Dashuo, so it is natural for you to return to Shangjing?

No, these are not what she wants. What she always wants is a pure land and a peaceful life.

So he thought, even if she didn't want to return to Beijing in this life, he would not force her in the slightest.

Being able to stay with her and the child is already a gift from God.

"Chu Yan, it's been so long since it happened, you should let it go. Even if you stay here forever, I won't change my mind. Is there any meaning in spending this little time together?"

Cui Ying took a deep breath and looked at Chu Yan as he said this. The man chuckled and replied solemnly: "It's you, so it makes sense."

In order to prevent Cui Ying from changing her mind, Chu Yan changed the subject before she opened her mouth.

"It's a daughter, she looks a lot like you. Have you thought of a name?"

He was so well-behaved at this moment, as if he had become a different person. Cui Ying pulled her hand away and quietly moved away from him, feeling a little strange. Was he thinking of some other way?
Chu Yan didn't care about her alienation.

But Cui Ying didn't want to say anything more to him. He couldn't listen to anything at all right now.

Cui Ying never thought that one day she would be deceived by Chu Yan. When she brought the child to her, the child was wrinkled and not pretty at all. How could he say the child was pretty with a clear conscience?

I promise, there will be no sad parts later on. It will be a sweet pursuit of the wife, a sweet marriage, and a sweet growth and marriage of the kids. If you want to read more, I will write more. Those who promised to read it, don’t run away!
There are also other supporting roles, all are arranged, it’s a perfect match!

Are you satisfied, my dears?