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Chapter 62 Kill her and keep her
There was doubt in Cui Ying's tone. How could she be pregnant? She obviously took contraceptive pills after every sexual intercourse. This child, no
As if thinking of something, Cui Ying raised her eyes and looked at Chu Yan, who was sitting next to him. The man's eyes were dim and unclear, and his eyes were as dark as the night sky. He turned his head and met Cui Ying's gaze.

"Go down."

Chu Yan opened his lips, and the doctor was helped up by the medicine boy on the side. Out of the doctor's true intention, he warned: "My mother's pulse is a bit unstable. I think she has been too worried recently. Pregnant people are most taboo about overthinking. Please take care of your health, please.”

"The common people will prescribe some medicine for the empress to calm her mind and prevent her pregnancy."

After saying that, he took the medicine boy and left. Only Cui Ying and Chu Yan were left in the room. He was sitting next to her hand, and she could touch him by raising her hand.

Cui Ying's heart had already sunk to the bottom with the doctor's words. His tone was so sure that she was pregnant and had Chu Yan's child. This was the last result she wanted to see.

The cool fingertips touched the back of her hand. He held her hand and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Her hands were also so cold, as if she had been frightened. To be honest, Chu Yan had always known that Cui Ying was taking anti-child medication, but he never intervened.

Because he knew that she didn't want to have his children. Even if he changed her medicine and made her pregnant, she would not be willing to do so and would only want to escape even more.

What's more, he didn't want that child to be born with his mother's hatred.

Not being loved is pitiful, but being hated is unbearable in this life.
But he didn't expect that sometimes things he didn't expect would always bring surprises to him.

Chu Yan opened the brocade quilt, came close to her, and held her in his arms. His hands held hers and fell on her lower abdomen. Cui Ying's waist was very thin. That was because the people of Dashuo pursued this kind of perfection. Willow waist.

Her body is also very thin, and her frame is small. When she is held in her arms, she looks like she will break at the slightest touch.

The man who had always been carefree slowed down his movements at this moment, for fear of disturbing the unformed child in her belly.

"According to what the doctor said, it should have happened when I came to Guanzhou. Gu was so reckless and this child is still here. Yingying, can you keep him?"

The soft words fell into Cui Ying's ears like a gentle breeze. She looked down at the hands held by the two of them and asked with a trembling voice: "Is it you who did the trick?"

He knew everything, from the first time she took the anti-pregnancy medicine to the later time Xie Weixing gave her the medicinal materials, he had always known it.

"Is it fun? Chu Yan, look at me doing these things carefully in order not to be discovered by you. Look at me like a bird locked in a cage by you. No matter how I flap my wings, I can't escape."

Cui Ying turned her head sideways and took her hand out of his. She looked at Chu Yan. His expression was still calm, but there were some emotions in his eyes that she couldn't understand. Sad?

He would not have such emotions, not to mention that he had never been the one to affect his emotions.

"I have never done anything."

Faced with Cui Ying's questioning, Chu Yan gave an unprecedented explanation.

"You don't like it, Cui Ying, I have never been so indulgent to a person."

His tone was calm, and he held her hand again. She watched his expression change from calm to puzzled, and then listened to him say word by word: "But it's strange, if it was anyone else, he would have died a thousand times ago. "

"Obviously the first thing I wanted to do was to use it up before killing you, but I indulged you step by step and created the current situation. I can't bear to let you go, but I want to kill you."

The last three words crashed into Cui Ying's heart like morning bells. She opened her lips to say something, but Chu Yan stopped her with a faint smile.

He stretched out one hand and pinched her chin, and his thumb with the sapphire finger rested on her lips.

"If I kill you, there will no longer be anyone in this world who can control my emotions, and I won't feel sad for a moment."

"They say I have no heart, but how can a person without a heart be sad? Cui Ying, tell me why?" He changed his name, his tone was like a stubborn child who wanted an answer.

Chu Xan left Dashuo when he was ten years old and spent the most difficult ten years in Dongyi Kingdom.

In ten years, the innocent boy was killed by the enemy's scimitar. In ten years, he still didn't understand why he was always the one who could be abandoned.

He didn't want to think about it anymore, let alone keep those illusory things.

In this world, there is no one who can be devoted to others, only interests are the most solid existence.

But facing Cui Ying, he seemed to have returned to ten years ago. Why, he was obviously restraining himself, why, she still didn't want to stay by his side.

"Your Highness, I know how ridiculous it was for me to want to take advantage of you, and I apologize to you for that. I have lived in Yunzhou for seventeen years, and I did have a very painful life during the seven years I was adopted."

"Beauty is a sin to me, never pride or capital. That's why I am so eager to leave Yunzhou that I took advantage of you."

"Now I have paid the price for my stupidity, but I will never, nor do I want to, go back to prison. It has nothing to do with freedom. It's just that what I want to do and think about has never been a life of restraint. "

Cui Ying's throat tightened after listening to his words. She had never said these words to anyone, and she had never thought of saying them to Chu Yan.

The words of the two people made their respective positions clear.

He wants her to stay with her, but she doesn't want him.

The low smile was sarcastic, and Cui Ying felt the hand he held tremble a little. Chu Yan smiled, and even the accessories on his chest shook slightly. He tilted his head and bent his eyes.

His eyes were like bright moonlight and fireflies, covered with frost. He raised his hand and stroked her hair gently, inch by inch.

"As I said, it was you who provoked me first."

Her head was violently brought into his arms, and the sound of his heart beating in her ears was steady and powerful, but deafening.

"As you know, loving is hard, but being loved is even harder, right?"

"But Gu Yingying, you can't run away. If Gu doesn't let go, you won't be able to go anywhere. Why don't you just stay with Gu and fall into hell forever."

The smell of blood filled the air, and Cui Ying opened her eyes wide. The dagger that was thrust into her hand at an unknown time had cut Chu Yan's wrist open. The colorful rope on his wrist was soaked in blood, and he could no longer see clearly. color.

His eyes were full of madness.

"You, Chu Yan!"

There was a snap and a crisp slap. Cui Ying broke away from his arms. The man turned her head to the side. The dagger in her hand fell to the ground. The girl trembled and said, "Are you crazy?!"

Black hair covered half of his face, his hand fell weakly on her leg, and he said lightly: "Gu Zaon has gone crazy."

He was so crazy that when he heard her say that she didn't want him, he wanted to kill her, so that he could keep her forever.

He couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was. He only knew that there was someone in his heart clamoring to kill her and keep her.

The dagger was supposed to be pointed at Cui Ying's heart.

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