I work as a cook in Xuanmen

Chapter 32 What a big tea tree spirit
At the door of the Director's Courtyard, Zi Ling stopped me and spoke in a soft voice.

"Qingwan."

Although he couldn't hide the look of disgust on my face, when he spoke to me, his voice still had no waves.

"?" I really don't want to talk to her, but I'm not a rude person and I can't turn around and leave.

Except for Lize, I only show off my temper to the people I like.

"you……"

She said one word and suddenly the conversation changed, "Don't be angry with Lize. I really have nothing to do with him. I just..."

She raised her hand to wipe her cheeks, sobbing, with a sinister smile in her eyes, "I like him. It's all my wishful thinking and has nothing to do with him. It's so unfair for you to treat him like this."

"Besides, if he has any thoughts about me, will it be your turn?"

Is this human language? Am I that bad?
"He has been unhappy these past few days. Seeing him unable to eat or sleep over you makes my heart even worse."

Listen, it's so well said. When you love someone, you would rather suffer yourself than the one you love get hurt. In this state, I am willing to be inferior.

Humph, you lied. If you still can't eat, Lize has stopped eating for a long time.

"Which of your eyes saw that I was angry with him? Also, you can get along with me however you want, what does it have to do with me? Baba came to express your feelings to me, why not go to him directly to express your feelings."

It’s really baffling. Who is he?
Running crazy for no reason.

She seemed to be stunned by my direct rebuttal for a long time, and a pleasant smile appeared on her face.

After she left, I went back to the room.

After calming down, I suddenly became suspicious of her inexplicable change.

I turned around and went out again. No one was in the courtyard. I was just about to leave the hospital when I suddenly heard Lize's voice.

There was apology and guilt in his voice, "I'm sorry for making you feel wronged."

Then Zi Ling's hoarse sobs came, "It's okay, I've told you before, it has nothing to do with you that I like you, I just ask you not to let me leave, just stay with you like this."

Tell your heart!
It turns out that Lize knows that Zi Ling likes him, and it turns out that I am the fool.

What a big piece of tea tree essence.

If I rush over now, will I become an unreasonable lunatic and an inhuman fool?

Or does Lize doubt his own aesthetics?

You don’t like the innocent little white flower in front of you who is considerate to others, but you like me, an ordinary yet tough lunatic?
No, I just look tough. For people with their level of cultivation, I didn’t even have a chance to make a move.

Ouch, my heart hurts with anger.

I can't be reckless, I don't want to turn myself into the person I hated most just because of a little liking.

I thought about all the possible consequences if I went out, and even thought about how others would laugh at me.

The mood is less exciting.

I was so angry just now that my body was shaking uncontrollably.

not worth it.

I turned and left.

When I got back to my room, I still felt a little stuck in my heart.

When I was in the human world, I felt unhappy and had to either eat or sleep.

Go to sleep. I have encountered too many bad things today. Maybe it will be better if I take a nap.

I've been trying to calm down.

I have a friend in the human world who was betrayed by her husband and her best friend.

After she found out, they had a nice meal together, and they divorced immediately after returning home.

She said bye bye, and the next one will be better.

You can't ruin your temperament for a scumbag.

No, I’m not looking for a partner either. Being alone is fine.

Go to sleep and fall into trance. Your cultivation has improved. Who are you afraid of not being able to defeat?
All promising cultivation methods emphasize tranquility and inaction in order to achieve the great path.

It is also said that all kinds of magical powers are small skills, only emptiness is the great way.

There are thousands of Dharma doors in the world, as long as you can comprehend the great path, I am never limited to one practice method.

When I first came to the spiritual world, I had no worries and worries, and my heart was open and open-minded.

The cultivation level has also increased rapidly, but now no matter how long I retreat, I still can't break through the bottleneck.

What if you don’t think about it, don’t chase it, or don’t want it?

I didn't do it.

I would get angry because of some unfounded remarks, and I would have a lot of worries in my heart.

How can we achieve tranquility and inaction? I think I need some closure, allowing myself to either pick it up or put it down.

"Master-uncle? Master-uncle?" Rong Xuan's call brought me back to my senses.

"Ah? What's wrong?" I looked confused.

Rong Xuan sighed, "Uncle Master, the food is out of the pot, you don't need to add more firewood."

Ah!
I hurriedly turned off the open flame on the stove.
After listening to the conversation between Lize and Zi Ling yesterday, I have been in a trance.

In the human world, what women hate the most is this kind of man who has no sense of boundaries.

I didn't want to believe that Lize was such a person, but reality gave me another heavy punch.

Not only did he know that Zi Ling was in love with him, he also allowed Zi Ling to stay by his side.

"Master-uncle?"

Rong Xuan woke me up again.

"The firewood is finished." I threw away the firewood stick in my hand, stood up, and took a bowl of water to put out the open fire.

"Uncle Master, haven't you practiced magic yet?"

Rong Xuan was arranging the pot brush with a bamboo pot brush, and when he saw me collecting water in a bowl, he seemed to suddenly remember this.

"what?"

Rong Xuan shook the water, and when he saw my confused face, he sighed again, "Water-bending can attract water."

He stood in front of the stove, opened his sword finger, pointed it at the pot, and silently recited a spell. A stream of water suddenly appeared out of thin air and entered the pot.

My eyes lit up. I knew this. The last time Rong Xuan used it, I had a breakthrough because of it.

"Can I do it too?" I asked eagerly.

"Of course you can. You have now reached the fifth level of Qi training and can practice." He nodded.

Rong Xuan is still the best.

"you teach me."

Rong Xuan agreed, "That's no problem, as long as you know the spell."

After being taught by Rong Xuan several times, I finally learned how to draw sword fingers and memorize the water-bending spell.

Before Rong Xuan left, he asked me if I wanted to leave.

"I'll practice again."

"Then I'll leave first. Master, uncle, practice slowly." After Rong Xuan finished speaking, he left.

After I practiced several times, I finally got a small amount of water.

It's true, it's amazing, I can do it too.

Great, how do I show it off to my friends?
No, I want to earn more spiritual stones, I want to return to the human world, and I want to tell my best friends that I can do magic.

My enthusiasm subsided as I slowly practiced waterbending.

The water droplets turned into water columns, slowly getting bigger and bigger.

Although it is not as thick as Rong Xuan's water column, I am satisfied.

I returned to the Director's Courtyard with a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

Lize stood at the door of the room waiting for me.

I passed him and entered the house.

"Master uncle?" Lize shouted cautiously.

"Is something wrong?" I asked him calmly.

After entering the room, he sat next to me and hesitated to speak.

"Please wait a little longer. I will give you a satisfactory answer if something happens in the future. Now just be patient." Lize said inexplicably.

I also heard it inexplicably.

"Yawn..." A yawn made me cry.

I wiped my tears and said, "You should go out first, I want to rest."

In the future, you still can’t act too hastily, and you must practice your skills in a moderate manner.

"Then you have a good rest, I..." Lize lingered for a long time, refusing to go out.

"What's wrong with you?" I took off my cloth shoes and lay down, regardless of whether he went out or not.

He slowly walked to the bed again and said, "I'll wait for you to sleep here."

(End of this chapter)