Doomsday disaster, she went crazy after awakening

Chapter 198 Your favorite Bai Yueguang came to you pregnant with someone else's baby. Why are you crying? 5
"Since it's useless, let's forget it."

Xu Zimo murmured to himself, his voice revealing an indescribable sense of loss and determination.

She picked up the purse on the table that had placed countless hopes on her original body. Looking at its exquisite embroidery and delicate texture, she couldn't help but feel a surge of complicated emotions in her heart.

However, she finally made up her mind and threw the purse into the stove.

The fire instantly swallowed up the purse. It struggled and twisted in the flames, and finally turned into ashes and drifted away in the wind.

Xu Zimo watched the wisp of ashes dissipate in the air, and felt that the last trace of concern in his heart also disappeared.

From then on, there was no longer any relationship between the original person and Zhao Wuji.

The purse that once carried her countless hopes and dreams, just like the emotion in her heart, was completely burned, turned into ashes, and disappeared into the endless darkness.

The moonlight is like water, shining on the palace wall, reflecting mottled shadows.

Xiaotao's trembling body was roughly thrown aside by the two guards.

Her back was covered in scars, red and swollen, and there was no intact skin.

Blood oozed from the wound and dyed her clothes red. Her breathing was weak and labored, as if it might stop at any moment.

However, when someone carefully helped her up, her first words were to comfort Xu Zimo: "Empress, don't worry too much.

That purse was made by you who stayed up late and hurt your body. When the slave's injury is healed, I will embroider it with you. Don't get angry, lest you get another headache. "

Although her voice was weak, it was full of care and loyalty to her empress.

Xu Zimo stood aside, his eyes as cold as ice.

She looked at Xiao Tao's scarred back, and felt an indescribable anger and grief in her heart.

She took a deep breath, forced down the sobs that were about to come out, and said expressionlessly: "Go and give Xiao Tao medicine, and make sure she recovers as soon as possible."

Xu Zimo has never been a quitter.

She knew very well that in this palace full of intrigues and intrigues, she could only survive on her own.

It was okay for Zhao Wuji not to want the embroidered purse, but he had to ask for the gift she was about to give him.

When the morning light showed that day, Xu Zimo anxiously sent his personal maid and hurried to the queen's palace, repeating over and over again: "Please make the decision, the queen."

Her voice was a little trembling and eager, as if she was carrying too much grievance and helplessness in her heart.

However, fate always seems to play tricks on people.

While Xu Zimo was anxiously waiting for the queen to seek justice for her, the emperor suddenly arrived and took away the troublesome Liu Er.

At that moment, Xu Zimo's heart seemed to be poured with cold water, and all his hopes disappeared at that moment.

In the Queen's Palace, in the magnificent hall, the Queen was sitting on a phoenix chair, her face full of helplessness and regret.

Seeing the once glorious imperial concubine in front of her, but now in such a predicament, the queen also had mixed feelings in her heart.

"I know that my sister has been wronged, but I can't help you!"

The queen's words were a little heavy and weak.

What her eyes revealed was deep disappointment and helplessness towards this court.

When Xu Zimo listened to the queen's words, the grievances on his face surged up like a tide, almost turning into tears.

Applying ginger water to your eyes is really irritating~
The queen also knew that the imperial concubine in front of her had already lost her former glory and status because of Liu'er's appearance in the palace.

She used to have unlimited glory, but now she can only be at the mercy of others.

There's nothing we can do about this queen who can't help her!
However, Xu Zimo did not give up.

Today, Xu Zimo finally walked out of the forbidden palace. She came to the queen's chamber and apologized to the queen.

There was a bit of firmness and a bit of determination on her face.

The queen looked at Xu Zimo with a flash of appreciation in her eyes.

She knew that this concubine, who was once pampered and somewhat arrogant, had become stronger now.

Perhaps, there is still a glimmer of hope for survival in this palace.

So, the queen decided to help Xu Zimo.

She told Xu Zimo that if he wanted to gain a foothold in this court, he must learn to protect himself.

She taught Xu Zimo some ways to survive in the palace so that she could better cope with future challenges.

Xu Zimo listened to the queen's words, and his gratitude was beyond words.

Xu Zimo wiped away his tears and said, "I finally found someone I can rely on this time!"

From now on, she will no longer be alone, she will work with the queen to overthrow the harem.

Deep in the splendid palace, Xu Zimo lowered his head and stood respectfully in front of the noble queen.

She was worried, her face turned pale, and her tone contained deep remorse and guilt: "I was careless and caused trouble for you, my queen."

She bit her lower lip gently, as if trying to suppress the panic in her heart.

"I'm sorry, Queen."

Xu Zimo's voice was trembling, but he said extremely firmly: "I, I will be more careful in the future and will never cause you any trouble again!"

Because she had someone come to see the queen last time, Xu Zimo was grounded and the queen was reprimanded.

That scumbag emperor!
Determination flashed in her eyes, as if she wanted to use this determination to make up for her previous mistakes.

The queen looked at her, with complex emotions flashing in her eyes.

She knew very well that there were no real friends in the harem, only the intertwining of interests and the struggle for power.

But the Xu Zimo in front of her made her feel a little different.

Over the years, the original Xu Zimo relied on the emperor's favor and acted quite arrogantly, but the Xu Zimo in front of him seemed humble and polite, and sincerely admitted his mistakes.

The empress sighed softly, she knew that the reason why Xu Zimo was arrogant and domineering was just because of the emperor's favor.

But the Xu Zimo in front of him seemed to have different ideas.

She nodded slightly, with a hint of approval in her tone, "It's rare for you to be so humble and admit your mistakes.

I hope you can remember today's lesson in the future and won't be punished again. "

Xu Zimo couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the Queen's words.

She knew that she came this time not only to apologize for her original self, but also to show her changes to the Queen.

She bowed deeply and then slowly withdrew.

After leaving the Queen's palace, Xu Zimo's heart was filled with emotion.

She knew that if she wanted to survive in this harem full of intrigue and fighting, she must learn to be humble and cautious.

And this apology to the Queen was just the beginning of her change.

The queen waved her hand gently, and a faint smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, as if the spring breeze blew across the lake, leaving a ripple: "It's okay, we are all sisters of the royal family, and we should live in harmony."

Her voice is soft and magnetic, like the tinkling of spring water in a distant valley, making people feel peaceful.

In fact, the queen's heart was already calm.

She was well aware of Zhao Wuji's temperament. This emperor had always been passionate but not dedicated, and it had long been an open secret in the palace. She used to be Zhao Wuji's princess, and they went through ups and downs together at that time, and walked through the long river of time together.

Later, she became the princess and accompanied him step by step as he ascended to the throne of the emperor.

Now, she is already the empress of the mother-in-law world, and the future empress dowager is also beckoning to her.

In the queen's heart, she is always the woman at the top.

No matter how much Zhao Wuji loved her or how many women she had, she could not shake her status.

She had already put her emotions behind her. Regarding the emperor's affection, she only thought it was a stupid thing.

She doesn't need affection or love, she just needs to maintain her status and dignity.

The queen's open-mindedness and transparency allowed her to navigate the palace with ease.

She would not get carried away because of Zhao Wuji's favor, nor would she feel resentful because of his neglect.

She always remained calm and rational, using her own wisdom and methods to maintain the stability and prosperity of the harem.

Although she has no feelings, she is still a woman, a person with a heart and a brain. She can still tell who is sincere and who is fake!
Xu Zimo admires the queen!

Xu Zimo sat idle in the palace for a while, but his heart was full of mixed feelings.

She originally thought that she would be the focus here and the jewel in Zhao Wuji's heart, but now it seems that this is not the case.

Liu Er's appearance was fully aware of his identity and status, and he also understood that Zhao Wuji's favor did not belong to just one person.

However, when she saw with her own eyes that the glory and grace that originally belonged to her had now all fallen on another woman, she still felt a little bit of loss and unwillingness.

Or maybe it's because of the original person's emotions.

Now that I have met the Queen, I also have feelings.

The queen has great wisdom, so it’s no wonder she can securely occupy the queen position!

Zao Wuji's promises are always so touching.

He once vowed to find the only flowing yarn in the world and give it to Xu Zimo.

The flowing gauze is rumored to be as thin as cicada wings, but extremely tough. Wearing it on your body is like wearing a rainbow, and it is breathtakingly beautiful.

The original person had imagined that when he put it on, he would look stunning and make everyone fall in love.

However, when the piece of flowing yarn really appeared in front of her eyes, it was not on Xu Zimo's body.

But Liu'er, dressed in flowing gauze, looked like a fairy descending to earth, breathtakingly beautiful.

Xu Zimo looked at her, with complex emotions welling up in his heart.

Because not only that, the colorful orbs of the East China Sea were not spared.

Zao Wuji once said that he would save thousands of colorful orbs to create a set of dazzling heads and faces for Xu Zimo.

Each of those orbs contains the magical power of nature and shines with charming brilliance.

Xu Zimo once imagined that when he wore them, he would look as bright as a star and attract people's attention.

However, reality disappointed her again.

Those colorful orbs finally got stuck in Liu'er's hair.

She shook her head gently, and the orbs swayed accordingly, making a sweet sound.

Looking at this scene, Xu Zimo couldn't help feeling depressed.

I have long understood that Zhao Wuji's favor is not exclusive to the original person.

Liu'er's appearance made her realize that the favor and glory in this palace was not exclusive to her.

Whatever she has, Liu'er has it; whatever she doesn't have, Liu'er doesn't lack either.

This reality made Xu Zimo feel a little helpless for the original person.

You can't rob Liu'er.

She hasn't completed her mission yet!

Fortunately, the original person did not allow these to be included in the mission, otherwise it would be hell difficulty.

"Your Majesty, Liu'er is so annoying. She brings people around the palace again."

Every time he got something good from Zao Wuji, Liu Er would bring someone to show it off.

Xu Zimo pretended not to see it, but the palace people were very angry.

"Pretend to be blind, you won't be able to pretend for too long."

Xiao Tao's smile suddenly froze on her face, like a candle blown out by the cold wind. She looked at Xu Zimo quietly for a while, as if trying to figure out her inner thoughts.

After a long while, she cautiously asked: "Mother, are you homesick?
How about we invite the madam and young madam to come and sit down? The young ladies will definitely be very happy to see you, and it would be a good idea to beat Liu'er to death. "

"..." Only then did Xu Zimo remember his original family background.

The eldest lady of the General's Mansion, Cheap Niang is from a well-known family, and her several sisters-in-law are also capable and intelligent, and they dote on this little sister-in-law very much.

If she knew that she was bullied like this by Liu Er, a nameless person, she might really take action.

Such a wonderful family, but unfortunately, after the original person was killed, the whole family died under Liu'er's scheme in order to avenge her.

What a pity!
These days, she has forgotten her original family. She has to find a way for her family to avoid this plot of annihilation!

Xu Zimo didn't speak, he just looked down at the ground, his eyes a little blurry.

Seeing this, Xiao Tao couldn't help but feel nervous. She knew that the empress had been depressed ever since that Liu'er entered the palace.

He often expresses his longing for his family.

In order to lighten the atmosphere, Xiao Tao deliberately looked surprised, pointed at a furry thing in the corner and shouted: "Wow, there is actually a pair of fur hidden here!

Look, my dear, such a beautiful fox tail, so soft and thick!
If it is made into fox fur, it will definitely keep you warm and look good! "

Xu Zimo raised his head slightly, his eyes fell on the fox tail, and a trace of complicated emotions flashed in his eyes.

He smiled at Xiao Tao: "You are right, this fox tail is indeed very good. However, I don't want to make a fox fur."

Xiaotao looked at her in surprise, wondering what kind of medicine she was selling in the gourd.

Xu Zimo took a deep breath and said slowly: "Go and tell them not to embroider flowers. Instead, embroider war horses, sheep and calves on my cloak, and then embroider a vast grassland."

After hearing this, Xiao Tao immediately understood Xu Zimo's thoughts.

She understood that the empress was really homesick and wanted to express her homesickness in this way.

Xiao Tao couldn't help but feel a sense of sorrow in her heart. She nodded gently and agreed.

Xu Zimo looked at Xiao Tao's leaving figure and felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

She knew that in this strange palace, Xiao Tao was the only one who truly cared about her.

The original body also missed home, the familiar grassland, and those carefree days.

However, she knew that she couldn't go back now and could only wait here silently.

Hurry, it will be solved soon!
Liu'er can't be arrogant for a few more days!
I just hope that Zhao Wuji can still believe her without any doubt, haha...