Don't be afraid, fairy, I'm blind

Chapter 93 Tai Sui
Ji Lingruo felt that she had had a long dream. This dream was so real, but it was not her dream.

In the dream, her name was Tai Sui——

My name is Tai Sui.

But this is not my name. In my distant memory, what did my mother, whose face has become blurred, call me?

I tried desperately to recall it, but I couldn't recall it. I only remember that when I was young, I was riding on my father’s neck, holding a bamboo dragonfly in my hand.

My father grabbed my legs and ran happily through the fields, while my mother chased hard behind me. The bamboo dragonfly just turned and turned, making me feel like I was really flying. It made me laugh like a silver bell, thinking that there would never be a happier day than this.

Later, a group of immortals flying in the sky visited here. They treated diseases, saved people, and dispelled evil spirits and disasters. The people in the village were very grateful to them.

They also said that I was a person born without stains, the seed of a true immortal, and they wanted to lead me into the immortal gate.

I asked them what they meant by an innately innocent person, and they said they were a person whose heart was as pure as crystal, a person who could be possessed by any demon or ghost and still maintain a sincere heart.

I didn't understand what they meant, so I asked them if they could fly like them after entering the immortal sect? They said yes, and would fly higher than them.

Even though my parents were reluctant to give up, they agreed when they thought that I would be able to have enough food and clothing, and become a fairy in a painting.

Just like that, I followed them into the fairy gate...

That hellish place.

I didn't even know where I was. When I woke up, there were only dim candlelights, cold chains, and a dark prison around me.

Fear flooded me like sea water, and my cries echoed in the cave, only I could hear them.

Later, someone finally came, and I tried my best to communicate with them and ask for help, but they didn't say a word.

They brought me my meal, a bowl of thick porridge that was too disgusting for words to describe, filled with eyeballs, tentacles, and bubbling bubbles.

I kept my mouth shut and would rather die than drink, so they held me down, opened my mouth, and poured it in alive.

The more I vomited, the more they fed me.

My body also gradually changed. My feet and toes that used to move happily in the green grass began to stick together, and my hands... why did they become like this?

I thought there would never be a more painful day than this, but I didn’t expect that the more painful day would always be the next day.

Later, they said something like "This is not effective enough" and began to be dissatisfied with just feeding me those things. All kinds of strange things began to appear in my prison, they were like mutated monsters in the deep sea.

The fishy smell and thick mucus enveloped me, and each one of them tried their best to get into my body.

Under the dim candlelight, my body also began to undergo tremendous changes. The bulging flesh became bigger and bigger, as if it was born on my body.

Once I accidentally broke free from the tight chains and I was finally able to move. I tried every means to end my life.

But I was surprised to find that I couldn't die at all, or that the methods I could think of were simply not enough to kill me like this.

They found out about my suicide and in exchange for tighter restraints. From then on, I was hung there motionless, just like the towering tree at the entrance of the village in my memory that would never move.

I could only let these pieces of flesh grow on my body, until the day I couldn't recognize myself at all, they entered my cage for the first time with a jade knife.

They cut off a piece of weird flesh that was growing on me, but it rotted away as soon as it left my body, no matter what they used to store it.

They angrily told me not to resist, but to cooperate with them willingly, so that I could return to my parents one day.

I understand that the meat is under my control, and only the meat that is cut off voluntarily by me will not rot.

I no longer believe in them. Looking at their helpless expressions, a sense of revenge arises spontaneously.

Those people left while spitting on me. They called me ugly and evil Tai Sui.

Then one day, a beautiful girl was also imprisoned. Her eyes were empty. I looked at her as if I were seeing myself when I first came in a long time ago.

She looked at me with disgust and said that if I failed, she would be the next one to be hung here. I wanted to sympathize with her, but I couldn't even sympathize with myself. I still wouldn't cooperate with them in cutting the flesh, and their actions became more and more rough. Even though the body's recovery ability was very strong, the pain would not diminish.

"Are you... in pain?" She, who was no longer human, asked me tremblingly.

"Ah."

This was the first time I answered her words. We were like patients suffering from the same disease, and we gradually talked more and more.

I call her sister and she calls me sister. She couldn't stop those people's behavior. She could only chat with me and comfort me when people were quiet. She told me many stories, including family, friendship and love, and I relied on the emotions in these stories as the final motivation to survive.

One day we will see the beauty in the story with our own eyes, she always said.

That day, my refusal to cooperate angered them again. She was restrained by those people, and they threatened me with dirty evil spirits and thick porridge in front of her body, asking me to cut off my own flesh with my own hands.

In fact, I already knew that this day would come.

My father told me when I was very young that most stories are false, so this sister is also false.

The purpose of her coming in was just for this day. But I still accepted her calmly. In this boundless darkness, even false hope was hard to refuse.

I would even think that it was a kindness for these people not to find my parents to blackmail me. But there is also a possibility, maybe my parents are already dead.

I cut off my own flesh with my own hands and gave it to them.

They respectfully gathered around my sister, who spat at me a lot and cursed me with words like "so ugly" and "so disgusting" for a long time, and then she never showed up again.

The day after that day, someone came to tell me that my meat was very effective and that I had become a real Tai Sui.

Since Tai Sui appeared, it was destined to become food.

After that I was put into a coffin and couldn't see anything.

After an unknown amount of time, when I opened my eyes again, I was already in a crystal cage. The people around me have changed. They are more immortal and call me the sacrifice of the Immortal Ancestor.

The emotion of wanting to take revenge on others has long since worn off. Rather than continue to disgust them, I want to end my life as soon as possible.

Just when I walked willingly into the tomb of the so-called immortal ancestor, a strange octopus appeared. People around him called Him the Dream Eater, but it was He who saved me.

I thanked Him, but He said that His purpose was also to let me be eaten, but my eater was just a different one.

The Dream Eater told me that he hoped that I could willingly become the key to God's resurrection, and in exchange, He would also satisfy me with one condition.

I was a little confused and didn't know what conditions to make.

I was placed in the white world inside His body, and with Him, I was constantly hidden in the consciousness of different people. The various memories of these people also allowed me to see this wonderful world.

I knew I was destined to be eaten, so I wanted to make a wish to let me out and walk around in this world, but I looked at my body and despaired.

I don't belong in this wonderful world, no one will accept me like this. Those sweet pastries and sincere feelings no longer belong to me like this. Only the cold prison and the empty destiny are my destination.

Finally, we arrived at our destination.

This time, we are hidden in the consciousness of a very good-looking boy.

The Dream Eater said that this young man is the most suitable person in the city to be a vessel for God.

I guess the reason why Dream Eater chose him is that maybe, like me, I feel that he exudes an inexplicable attraction.

As we entered his consciousness, we were surprised to find that this young man's memory was completely dark, and he was actually blind! But his feelings for his master, his wife, and especially this junior sister were so strong that it didn't diminish even a little bit because he didn't know what they looked like.

But Dream Eater Ghost clearly told me that her junior sister is not a human, but half a demon.

An emotion called jealousy filled me. I found the Dream Eater and used that condition to set up a selfish drama...

(End of this chapter)