After we broke up, my ex asked me to attack her

Chapter 352 Insomnia
Kagura Hikaru's room has a window facing the outside of the house, through which one can see the sky.

At this time, the window was opened and the cold wind entered the house through the open hole.

However, Kagura Hikari, who was lying on her back on the floor, seemed not to feel the temperature change. She was still wearing a single piece of clothing, with her body spread out on the ground. If her eyes were not open, she would look like a corpse at first glance, lifeless.

"I can't see the stars." He stared at the night sky outside the window in a daze.

Of course, there are no stars in the Tokyo sky.

Compared with the scene of the Milky Way and stars in the sky in my hometown of Wakayama, the starry sky in Tokyo is more like the deep sea, with no light coming through.

Perhaps the only beautiful thing in Tokyo's night sky is the bright moonlight.

Tonight is the night of the full moon.

The bright moon is in the shape of a disk, emitting soft light, it is so beautiful that it seems unreal.

Kagura Hikaru couldn't help but feel jealous.

Such a beautiful moon certainly cannot understand his pain. It is so high up in the sky that I really want to pull it down from the sky.

Thinking of this, Kagura Hikaru stretched out his hand and covered the moon in the sky. The moonlight shone through his fingers and his eyes narrowed slightly.

The time now is two o'clock in the morning.

Still can't sleep.

It’s not that I don’t want to, but that I can’t.

Whether he opened his eyes or closed them, there were countless voices floating in the air, drilling straight into his mind and talking to him inside his skull.

It was also the first time that Kagura Hikaru realized that people actually talk in their hearts while they are sleeping, and their words are even weirder and more straightforward than during the day.

Thanks to the neighbors nearby and people who knew how far away they were, he was now able to lie on the cold wooden floor and admire the moon instead of comfortably meeting Zhou Gong in the warm bed.

To be honest, several hours have passed since Kagura Hikaru thought she had gotten used to it, but not being able to sleep was still very hard, especially when she thought that it would be like this until she died, the anxiety and powerlessness were hard to suppress.

If there was a chance for him to give up all his abilities, even to forget all the knowledge he had gathered over the years, as long as it could free him from his current state, Kagura Hikaru would be completely willing to do so. In other words, he would not hesitate if given this opportunity.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing as if. He is not naive enough to think that such a good thing will happen.

He has passed the stage of self-pity and has reached the state of mental numbness.

Although she still couldn't ignore the voices in her heart that were like thousands of flies flying around, she had already managed to maintain normal thinking. Frankly speaking, this progress was already quite good. At least Kagura Hikaru didn't think that this state could be tolerated or accustomed to.

Now, he just felt like a nerve in his brain was broken. On the one hand, his brain was occupied by the thoughts of countless people, but on the other hand, he was able to think on his own. It was as strange as if he was coexisting with countless personalities.

The level of fatigue in this state was beyond imagination. His eyelids felt extremely heavy and his brain felt like it was filled with lead. However, even so, he still couldn't fall asleep. This showed how toxic this ability was.

If you want to fall asleep, you may have to use "physical means", that is, knock yourself out.

However, he had tried this method before.

Just three hours ago, he asked Komori Ai to compress the blood vessels in his neck to make him unconscious. However, according to the latter, he woke up within two seconds as if he had a nightmare, and he did not get any rest at all.

During his coma, the horrifying voice in his heart followed him like a thorn in his side, and the huge mental shock directly woke him up.

As a result, Kagura Hikaru no longer had any illusions.

The first night was spent looking at the moon.

After dawn, I habitually picked up my schoolbag and was about to go to school, but was stopped by my family.

"What are you thinking about? Don't force yourself at this time. Just stay home!" Kagura's father said bluntly.

"Yes, Guangjun, you don't look well. Do you want to go to sleep for a while?" the stepmother asked worriedly.

After hearing this, I gave up the idea of ​​going to school and went back to my room.

Komori Ai said that she wanted to skip school together, and then she was punished by Kagura's father and kicked out of the house. This is the consequence of exposing her true identity. She can no longer do whatever she wants like before.

After returning to the room, Kagura Hikari felt a strong sense of loneliness.

He is bored.

Because his telepathic ability went out of control, he couldn't concentrate on doing anything.

For example, reading.

Now when Kagura Hikaru picked up a book and flipped through it, the words seemed jumbled to him, as if he had dyslexia. He could not understand anything in a line, and all the information went in with his left eye and out with his right eye.

In the past, he liked to read light novels to relieve boredom, but now this hobby has been taken away from him.

Because he couldn't find anything to entertain himself, time passed slower for him than for ordinary people.

Boredom, anxiety, and exhaustion from staying up all night long, Kagura could hear his body groaning. He needed to rest, but due to objective reasons he was unable to do so, and this vicious cycle continued.

The desperate situation predicted by the prophecy seemed to be one step closer to him.

In the afternoon, school is over.

After learning from Komori Ai the reason why Kagura Hikaru skipped classes, Ayanokouji Chiyo, Kiri Hirina and Aijo Karen came to visit him.

Kiri Hirina: "Guang-kun, we came to see you. Here, these are the apples we bought on the way."

Aijo Karen: "Kagura, can you still come to school?"

Ayanokouji Chiyo: "You look very pale. You need to get some rest."

The girls chirped.

Even Ayanokouji Chiyo, who was the least likely to show her emotions among the three, was visibly worried at this moment.

Mental problems are not ordinary diseases, so they must be treated with extreme caution.

The memory that followed was very vague. Kagura Hikaru couldn't remember what they said or how she responded. She only knew that she was in much worse condition than before and she probably didn't hide it. The atmosphere was very depressing until they left.

After the girls left, the room quickly returned to silence - which was not accurate, after all, Komori Ai was still here.

She pressed on Kagura Hikaru's head and kept muttering to herself, still trying to use her abilities to deceive Kagura Hikaru's senses to heal him, but it was obvious that she had failed just like yesterday.

Ignoring Komori Ai who was laughing maniacally and saying "Why, why doesn't it work, hehe, it hurts so much, I'm obviously invincible, why did I fail, hehe!", Kagura Hikaru remained silent and dazed.

His predictive ability was activated again, and this time he saw a missile meteor shower falling from the sky of a city.

Unexpectedly, he actually heard the voices of the people who appeared in the future scene in the prophetic space.

Frenzy, joy, fear... many thoughts flooded into her mind, and Kagura Hikari's consciousness was like a canoe in the vast ocean, swaying in the wind and rain.

I didn't expect that I couldn't hide here. Wouldn't he even have a few seconds to relax? !
When exiting the prophecy state, Kagura Hikaru's face turned terribly dark, and he slammed his fist hard on the coffee table.

Komori Ai, who was performing magic behind him, was startled and sat down silently, not daring to speak.

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"I'm sorry." Kagura Hikaru said.

"It's okay." Xiao Mori Ai shook her head and said seriously: "I will definitely heal you, big brother."

Kagura Hikaru sighed, not daring to hold out any hope.

(End of this chapter)