Is Xiao Fu Bao being disliked? The whole capital is spoiling me with their lives

Chapter 437 Extra: Flowers in the Mirror, Moon in the Water (Previous Life)
Sui Sui lived in the mansion of Marquis Jinyang and spent several years like an unknown person.

When I was 9 years old, my grandmother suddenly called me over and called me her dearest.

I feel at a loss every year.

She was in a trance, accepting her grandmother's sudden care and love, as well as the jealousy of her other sisters.

She had been called "Sui Sui" in the mansion for several years, and now she finally had a name.

Xu Yuefu.

To be honest, Suisui was panicked at first.

Later, I had mixed feelings.

She was a little afraid of the look her grandmother would give her.

However, life will be more comfortable when someone cares about you and loves you.

There is no need to compete with dogs for food, and there is no need to be pinched and stabbed secretly by those aunts and old women.

At least, life is not that difficult anymore.

I think to myself blankly every year that I should be content.

After another year of adjustment, Suisui still had no idea how her grandmother felt about her.

He is hot and cold, sometimes he is too enthusiastic, and sometimes he looks on coldly.

Just after her tenth birthday, her grandmother suddenly called her over and said that in order to maintain a good reputation, she wanted to bring her aunt and her entire family to live in the capital.

"You can get a good reputation just by leaking a little through the gaps between your fingers. You don't even need to meet the person in person, just send him or her away casually."

"It's not good to let people say that you have a rich life and have forgotten your family."

……

Suisui didn't want to bring his uncle's family to the capital.

Although she is young, she still remembers what her life was like in the village.

She is alive only because of her good luck.

After staying cautiously with his grandmother for more than a year, Sui Sui bravely refused for the first time: "I don't want to."

Then, her grandmother called her to Lanruo Temple in the name of burning incense, and asked her to kneel devoutly outside the main hall and reflect on her mistakes.

"You are so intolerant. With your character, how can other families respect you?"

"Kneel here first and reflect carefully. When you have thought it through clearly, you can stand up again."

……

For the first time, Sui Sui acted stubborn and didn't want to admit her mistake, so she just knelt there obediently.

She knelt from morning to noon and her knees were numb, but she never thought of saying that she was wrong.

Then, it started to rain heavily, soaking her to the bone.

When Sui Sui was about to give up, Mrs. He, who came to burn incense, held an umbrella and blocked the heat for her for a long time.

The woman looked a little haggard, but she still comforted her with red eyes: "Some things are actually not difficult to let go. Don't be so stubborn. Even if you don't like it, there will always be a day when you can grow up and make your own decisions. It's better to put up with yourself first than to torture yourself."

Mrs. He became sad as she spoke.

A long time later, the rain that day became blurred in Suisui's memory, but Suisui still remembered that Mrs. He tried to persuade herself even though she was obviously very sad that day.

Sui Sui had almost no interactions with the other party. It was only because Mrs. He had just lost her little daughter, and seeing Sui Sui kneeling there, she felt pity for him and gave him some kind words of advice.

For Mrs. He, this might have been an unintentional move, but for Sui Sui, it was like a big hand that cleared away the fog and gave her a lot of guidance.

She was taken to live with her grandmother, and no one taught her how to behave. She just did whatever her grandmother said.

She was like a puppet in her grandmother's hands. She could only move when her grandmother's hands moved.

It was rare for Sui Sui to have the courage to refuse, but he was punished so severely.

She doesn't know how to take detours; she only knows how to face things head on.

After Mrs. He's persuasion, Suisui finally realized that this was actually possible.

In the years that followed, Sui Sui relied on concessions to make his life much better.

She agreed with her grandmother's idea to bring her aunt's family to the capital in order to improve her reputation.

However, she, intentionally or unintentionally, put all kinds of invisible pressure on the Chen family.

After showing my cousins ​​the prosperity and bustle of the capital, I let them know that, based on their status, they could not marry those noble ladies whom they envied.

Then, watching his cousins ​​getting drunk and heartbroken, Sui Sui actually didn't feel a bit of joy.

Taking revenge on them will not turn back time and make you feel a little better.

After no longer feeling any fun, Sui Sui simply stayed away from them.

Fortunately, her grandmother didn't want her to get too close to the Chen family.

My grandmother always said that they were a family, her surname was Xu, and everything good or bad in the future would be related to the Xu family.

Sui Sui was like a well-behaved puppet, responding softly and doing as she was told. As she grew older, she became more and more like a dummy with no emotions or ability to think.

The year she came of age, she married into the Tang family and became the wife of the fifth son of the Tang family.

Young Master Tang Wu is very good.

Polite, polite, elegant and gentle.

Although he is young, he is already mature and extremely considerate to her.

But Suisui doesn't like it.

Young Master Tang Wu said that he was willing to be alone for the rest of his life, and to be alone every year of his life, and he would not ask for anything else.

However, before getting married, Suisui accidentally saw the other party frequently disguised himself and went in and out of Lihua Lane.

After various private investigations, it was discovered that he kept his beloved mistress there.

It is said that she has a slender waist, a soft body and a good singing voice, and is very much loved by Mr. Tang Wu. In order not to attract attention, he hides her in Lihua Lane where ordinary people live.

Every year, when he was craving for a certain kind of cake, he would make a detour to buy it in person.

As a result, he unexpectedly ran into Master Tang Wu and his delicate mistress, kissing each other in a remote alley.

She didn't cry or make a fuss, she just got married quietly.

Sui Sui thought that Tang Wu was actually not that bad. At least he was willing to deceive himself.

But she didn't like them, whether it was the Xu family or the Tang family, she didn't like any of them.

She hated their ugly and fake faces, but she had to put on the same mask to deal with them.

She had been married for six years without having any children, and no one in the Tang family came to urge her to get married. Mrs. Tang, the dignified and elegant mother-in-law, even smiled and comforted her, saying that their fate had not yet arrived.

Every time this happened, Sui Sui would put on a guilty and helpless look, expressing her desire to take a concubine for her husband. She didn't mind having her original promise broken, she just wanted the Tang family's bloodline to continue.

Every time this happened, Tang Wu would excitedly say: He would not touch anyone else, he only wanted to be with her.

I don’t know if Sui Sui felt guilty when he said this.

Anyway, she felt very guilty when she said those words.

Because she hated her current life and the people around her, so she didn't want to have too many ties with them. Then, she never had a child.

Sui Sui thought that this might be another way God favored her.

She was trapped in this square backyard, without any freedom at all, and she didn't want her children to be like her.

So, just don't bring them into this world.

In the seventh year of their marriage, His Majesty passed away and the Crown Prince succeeded to the throne.

The Crown Princess was named Queen, and the fourth girl of the Tang family, formerly Tang's concubine, was named Consort Xian.

As the maternal family of the new emperor, the Tang family is unrivaled and powerful. The Jinyang Marquisate also benefited from it. In addition, it has made considerable contributions over the years and was promoted to the Duke of Jin by His Majesty.

During this year, Suisui found out the identity of Tang Wuyang's mistress.

The other person's surname is Che and his name is Lingzhi.

She is from the family of the concubine who nearly killed Prince Qi, and is the daughter of a criminal.

Tang Wu felt sorry for her and took her in.

Che Lingzhi is a person who knows how to coax people. As she grows older, she becomes more and more beautiful, and slowly wins Tang Wu's heart.

Men may always have a filter in their mind for their childhood sweetheart.

Tang Wu knew very well that Che Lingzhi was not someone who could be seen in public or even in the light of day, but he kept her hidden tightly in his pocket. Even if he had to marry her for the sake of power, he was unwilling to give up this person.

After several years of hard work, Suisui finally pieced together the information, and taking the opportunity to enter the palace, she told the Queen about it.

Suisui had been in the capital for so many years, she knew that the Tang family had become too powerful. If the new emperor wanted to truly take power, the first group he would want to kill would be his own maternal ancestors.

And now, Suisui handed the evidence to the other party personally.

The new emperor took the evidence, and soon Tang Wu was convicted and the Tang family was collectively held accountable.

Lord Tang, who was once in the limelight, was demoted two levels and ordered to return home to reflect for two months.

In two months, he was successfully cut off from all affairs in the capital. If he wanted to intervene again, it would depend on whether His Majesty would allow it.

At the same time, Concubine Xian was demoted to Concubine Qing and moved to the cold palace.

The new emperor prepared for nearly a year to attack the Tang family.

In the eighth year of their marriage, the Tang family went from being prominent in the eyes of others to being deserted.

There were two years of ups and downs in between, and finally Lord Tang could not stand such stimulation and died of depression.

Young Master Tang does not have the ability like his father and can only barely maintain the daily life of the mansion.

Mrs. Tang yelled like crazy: Isn't it a lucky star? Why is it a disaster now?

It must be a disaster!
Only at this time did Suisui barely piece together the reason why he was suddenly valued by his grandmother when he was in the Xu Mansion.

It brings its own blessing.

It’s not that I don’t have feelings for her, it’s just that I’m never sure.

Now it's confirmed.

Since you are a lucky star, does that mean everything you wish for will come true?
She didn't want the Tang family to have an easy life, nor did she want the Xu family to have an easy life, and she couldn't bear to see the Chen family have an easy life.

So, when will they finish?
It turned out to be very fast.

After Che Lingzhi's affair was exposed, the Tang family was held accountable. At the same time, the Jin Mansion, which was related to the Tang family by marriage, was also attacked for various reasons.

In less than three years, Che Lingzhi was sent away with a white silk ribbon.

Tang Wu could not accept such an outcome. He was driven mad and soon fell into the water and died.

The Tang family was defeated, and the Xu family was defeated even faster than the Tang family.

Without the support of the Xu family, life would only become more difficult for the Chen family.

Suisui was naturally also hated by the Tang family.

But she no longer cares.

She asked the Queen Mother for help and asked to keep her hair uncut to practice Buddhism, and went to Changqing Temple.

The new emperor granted Suisui's request in consideration of her meritorious service in reporting the case.

With the help of the Queen, the other party helped Sui Sui deal with a lot of troubles, allowing her to practice with peace of mind.

As for the Tang family and the Xu family?

I don’t want to care about it anymore.

Although he is not yet thirty, he already looks old and worn out.

She thought she might not live long.

I don’t want every day of the rest of my life to be fake and sad.

So, she thought, let's be willful for once and live the life she wanted.

The autumn of my thirty-year-old year seemed to come especially early.

In September, the weather was already a little cold, and Suisui needed to wear a thick cloak to suppress the coldness in his bones.

After finishing morning lessons, Sui Sui sat by the window to look at the scenery.

I saw a figure from afar at the foot of the mountain, slowly approaching.

The other party kowtowed with every step he took, his expression serious and pious.

Sui Sui knew that the other person was Princess Qi.

She would come here every September and kowtow all the way from the foot of the mountain to the top.

The other party was not praying for himself, but for his youngest son.

The Sixth Young Master of Prince Qi's Mansion injured his leg in his early years, and it is said that his temperament became very bad. In the past two years, his health has become worse due to the hidden injury in his early years.

Therefore, in September of the past two years, when the Sixth Prince's birthday was approaching, Princess Qi would come in person, kowtow devoutly, and pray to the gods to bless her child.

I get jealous every time I see it.

she thinks……

If her mother were still alive, perhaps she would also be a child loved by her mother?
To be a little more greedy, if Princess Qi was my mother, she would definitely not be happy to see me. I am just over 30 and already half of my hair is gray. I look very old and there is almost no breath of life in my body.

I don't want to live like this every year.

But she was tired.

She was too rational. Even after wearing the mask for many years, she couldn't convince herself that it was real.

Fake is still fake after all, it can never be real.

But she was unwilling to accept and face such falsehood.

Therefore, you are destined to be unhappy and destined to be unhappy.

However, at least, she still has a few years of peace in her life, which she has fought for herself.

Happiness is already a luxury, having peace is enough.

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