Fog clears from Hong Kong Island

Chapter 32 You hurt yourself

Sang Yu didn't know what kind of stimulation Sang Fengping suffered, so he could only wait until she woke up.

She went downstairs to pay the fee and returned to the hospital bed to guard it.

Meng Qing called her at six o'clock: "Where are you, Sangsang? Why haven't you come yet? The annual party is about to start."

Sang Yu explained: "My mother is hospitalized and I have to stay here. I won't attend the annual meeting. Please help me tell Sister Anna."

"Hospitalized? Are you okay?"

"The situation has stabilized."

Meng Qing comforted her: "That's good. It's okay. The annual meeting will be held next year."

"Ah."

Sang Fengping woke up at eight o'clock in the evening.

Sang Yu immediately rang the bell and called the nurse.

"Mom, you finally woke up, you scared me to death!"

Sang Fengping looked at her with dull eyes and said nothing.

The nurse examined her and asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere else?"

Sang Fengping shook her head slowly.

The nurse gave a few more instructions, "If you have any questions, call us anytime."

Sang Yu nodded, "Okay, thank you."

After the nurse left the ward, Sang Yu asked, "Mom, the doctor said you were stimulated? What happened?"

Sang Fengping was silent for a long time.

Sang Yu felt something was wrong with her and became increasingly worried, "Can you tell me if there is anything you can do?"

Sang Fengping finally responded, moved her body, and tried to sit up from the bed.

"Mom, don't move. I'll help you shake up the hospital bed." Sang Yu went around to the end of the bed and raised the head of the bed to a suitable angle, and then poured her a glass of warm water that had been prepared in advance. "Mom, we need to first Drink some water."

Sang Fengping didn't answer, pushed Sang Yu's hand away, looked at her intently, and asked, "Sang Yu, have you been lying to me?"

Growing up, she rarely called him "Sang Yu" by his first name. The last time he learned that she had given up on applying for a volunteer application was.

Sang Yu's fingertips trembled, he lowered his eyes and pretended to be calm: "Mom, what are you talking about? What did I lie to you?"

Sang Fengping held her hand hard and couldn't help but raise her voice: "You still won't tell me the truth, right?"

"I..." Sang Yu was shocked and didn't dare to speak.

Sang Fengping asked directly: "What is your relationship with that man?"

His chest would rise and fall when he was emotionally aroused.

Sang Yu was afraid of irritating her, his eyes were red, and he begged with a choked voice: "Mom, don't be angry, I can explain, please don't be angry yet."

Sang Fengping closed her eyes and calmed down, "Okay, you explain."

Sang Yu clenched his palms tightly, resisting the soreness in his nose, and confessed: "I am with him. He promised to help me find the best hospital and doctor, and also gave me a job, but my promotion depends on it." It's my own efforts...and he is single, so I didn't hurt anyone else..."

Sang Fengping interrupted her with red eyes: "You hurt yourself! Sang Yu, you disappoint your mother so much!"

The powerful words made Sang Yu's internal organs feel sharp pain. She knelt down in front of the bed, crying and apologizing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Tears fell uncontrollably, and I burst into tears.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, you felt sorry for yourself!" Sang Fengping couldn't bear it, and her self-blame almost overwhelmed her, "Get up, don't kneel to me, I was the one who hurt you, if it weren't for me you wouldn't have to do that. ..." He won't suffer so much grievance.

Sang Yu shook his head desperately, his shoulders trembling, "No, Mom, without you I would still be an unwanted orphan in the orphanage. It was you who gave me a home..."

She was only grateful to her mother and never complained.

Sang Fengping wiped away her tears, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and helped her up, "Yu Yu, listen to me. You and he are separated. We can pay back what we owe him. I still have a deposit, let's pay it back together. "

She hasn't touched much of the money Sang Yu gave her in the past few years, and her usual expenses are not much.

Sang Yu didn't know how to answer, and his voice was hoarse with a cry, "Mom, I can't separate from him yet."

Sang Fengping froze, "Why? Is he unwilling?"

"No, it's because I don't want to..." Sang Yu couldn't stop sobbing: "It's because I like him. He's a good person, not a bad person. I was the one who begged him to help me in the first place..."

Sang Fengping looked at her in shock, "Do you like him?"

Sang Yu sobbed softly and admitted, "Yeah."

"What about him? Does he like you? What is your relationship now?" Sang Fengping asked three times in a row.

Every question is sharp.

"I……"

Sang Yu's throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't speak.

Because she knew clearly that Xi Jinbai did not love her and had never acknowledged this relationship.

Sang Fengping said sharply: "I don't care if others are good or not, he is hurting you by doing this! What does it mean to let you, a little girl, follow him with no name or status? What if he gets married in the future?"

Sang Yu murmured: "If he wants to get married, I will leave him."

Just thinking about him marrying another woman in the future makes my heart ache and suffocate.

"Then your youth was wasted on him? Do you know that people's words are terrible? You are only twenty-three years old and your life has just begun! Are you going to piss me off to death?" Sang Fengping became more and more angry as she spoke. Angry, he coughed violently.

Sang Yu hurriedly comforted her: "Mom, don't get excited, I know I was wrong! Can you give me some time, give me some time..."

Sang Fengping sat on the bed and calmed down for a while. Finally, she couldn't bear to push her too hard and said, "Okay, I can give you time, but you have to promise to break up with him."

Sang Yu's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and his nails dug into his palms, "...Okay."

This night is destined to be sleepless.

Sang Yu didn't know what to do.

Firstly, she is reluctant to let go, and secondly, she does not have the initiative in this relationship.

Xi Jinbai helped her a lot. Without him, her life would have fallen into despair and darkness. How could she speak first now?
Sang Fengping also suffers from insomnia. She feels sad and blames herself. She is a drag on Sang Yu. She can obviously live a good life. She has been well-behaved and sensible since she was a child, has excellent grades, is hard-working and motivated, and is kind. But now she is One can imagine the grievances and hardships involved in embarking on such a path.
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The next day, both mother and daughter made a tacit agreement not to mention what happened yesterday.

Sang Yu stayed with Sang Fengping in the hospital for three days.

In the past, Sang Fengping had long been nagging about being discharged from the hospital, but this time she didn't even mention it.

Sang Yu consulted the doctor and made sure Sang Fengping was in good health before going through the discharge procedures and taking her home.

After that, Sang Fengping rarely went out.

Neighbors love to gossip, and Sang Yu's story was spread privately among them, causing criticism.

Sang Fengping was afraid that Sang Yu would be sad after hearing those rumors, so she discussed it with her after careful consideration: "Yu Yu, I thought about it, and I think we live too far away now. It's not convenient for me to go to the hospital for a check-up, and it's not convenient for you to go home. Why don't you see if there is a more suitable house for us to rent next year?"

(End of this chapter)