After I died, the scumbag went crazy

"What do you think?" Feng Yu asked Axing.

Axing stood there, watching Bai Yuan go away.

I hid behind the door, a little flustered.

I don't know why, I'm afraid that Ah Xing won't recognize me.

This feeling of being doubted and not recognized by others really makes me panic.

scared.

So, does Ah Xing feel the same way? When I doubted and distrusted him, even misunderstood him...

I lowered my head and clasped my hands nervously, thinking about how to explain myself so that Ah Xing would believe me.

But I really forgot too much. I can't remember him, and I can't remember everything that happened in the orphanage. Just like Feng Yu said, I'm not smart enough, I'm stupid... I always bring trouble to many people. trouble.

But I don’t know what I was like before, and I don’t even know as much about my past self as Bai Yuan does.

I'm scared.

"Did you listen to me?" Feng Yu asked with a frown when he saw Ah Xing didn't speak. "Obviously Bai Yuan looks more like her now."

"Then you can eat some shit and calm down." Axing snorted coldly and scolded Feng Yu.

"Li Sichen, stop being so weird with me!" Feng Yu was a little angry.

"Don't you think she is Cheng Xi? Then go and chase her. You know the old place." Axing said in a deep voice and turned to leave.

Feng Yu grabbed him reluctantly. "It's not that I doubt your eyes, it's that you look inside and see how she resembles her before..."

"Heh..." Axing smiled. "It's just because she doesn't look like her that she is."

"I think you are crazy." Feng Yu frowned and said. "A fool is in the eye of the beholder."

"If it was Cheng Xi from before, would she take the initiative to come to us and expose her identity? Would she come here with such a big fanfare and make it known to everyone? What's more, there is you standing here, an outsider." A Xing was too lazy to tell Feng Yu too much Many, want to get in.

"In case she guesses me..." Feng Yu wanted to say something else.

Ah Xing interrupted impatiently. "From the moment she had to fight to win or lose, she exposed her secrets."

If Ah Xing deliberately guides her, Bai Yuan will definitely reveal her secret.

Bai Yuan's competitiveness is deep in her bones. No matter how good Qin Yue's mental hypnosis is, it is useless to make Bai Yuan think that she is Cheng Xi.

What's fake is fake.

"Then why didn't you say anything just now?" Feng Yu frowned and whispered in a low voice. "You make me look stupid."

Axing pushed Feng Yu away. "You're not smart either."

"You can kill me if you say a few words to me." The young man Feng Yu was angry and insisted on pulling Ah Xing to say a few more words. "Do you want to use a trick on a beautiful man to act with Bai Yuan?"

Axing glared at Feng Yu. "I have to go and coax my wife."

Feng Yu took a breath. "Am I a part of your Play?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Ah Xing frowned, expressing that he didn't understand.

"We young people all say that, you are old." Feng Yu leaned against the wall with a sigh.

Axing ignored him and I was still hiding outside the door when he entered.

Obviously, I didn't hear what he was whispering to Feng Yu just now.

I heard Feng Yu mocking Ah Xing for being old.

Where is it old? Obviously very handsome...

I felt a little embarrassed and looked away awkwardly. I even started crying after being framed.

The eyes must be red.

Axing glanced at me and wanted to speak, but I interrupted him. "If you believe Bai Yuan, I will leave now."

Ah Xing's gaze was so deep that I didn't dare to look at him and couldn't clearly see the changes in emotions on his face.

"Where to go?" he asked me in a low voice.

"You don't care where I go, I go wherever I like." I pushed Ah Xing away aggrievedly, limped away, and packed my things.

What's the explanation?

"What are you doing..." As soon as I was about to leave, Axing grabbed my wrist. Outside the door, Feng Yu wanted to enter, but Ah Xing kicked the door. The door slammed shut, locking Feng Yu out.

His air pressure was so low that I was shocked.

"What do you want to do..." I don't know what Ah Xing wants to do...

"I want to lock you up...lock you in the basement. Only I know your existence." Ah Xing's voice was hoarse, as if he was suppressing emotions.

He pushed me into a corner, his air pressure and eyes were as low as I have ever seen.

To be honest, I'm a little afraid of this kind of Ah Xing.

This reminds me of what my mother wrote in her diary. He imprisoned Cheng Xi in the basement, locked her up and abused her.

"You...you don't really want to play, do you?" I asked tremblingly.

Axing stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, sighing. "Xixi... I just want you to live a normal life, with friends like Qin Ruolin, a normal... husband, children, three meals a day, happiness and safety."

"No matter what the price is..." Axing whispered.

This is probably Asing's biggest wish.

My heartbeat was inexplicably fast. I leaned against his chest and listened to the beating of his heart.

I don’t know why, but I always have a bad feeling. I feel that A Xing’s wish does not include himself.

He said that he hoped that I would live an ordinary life, with friends, a normal husband, children, three meals a day... He was not included in this, right?

He always felt that he was a monster and abnormal.

Will he let me go in the future?

Still, he had planned his so-called life.

I was inexplicably panicked and subconsciously grabbed Asing's clothes. "Don't you believe that I am Cheng Xi? Can't you be considered Cheng Xi only if you can recite the pi ratio?"

Azing didn't answer me, just rubbed my head.

Although it was just a simple reassurance, it made me feel at ease.

But I was so insecure, not having that memory made me scared. "You don't need to pity me, and you don't need to test me..."

I said stubbornly, fearing that his current behavior was to test me.

Axing spoke helplessly. "Isn't your husband a genius? Why do you have so little confidence in your husband..."

I was stunned for a moment, and my numb heart would still beat again inadvertently.

He looked down at my feet. He had taken a few steps angrily and the wound was bleeding a little.

His air pressure was very low and he held me horizontally in his arms. When he held me, I felt so light.

I poked the muscles on his arm out of nowhere.

It's not that I'm weak, it's that he's too energetic.

Being tortured by Bai Yuan and the incident of kidnapping made me exhausted physically and mentally.

I fell asleep not long after Ah Xing put me on the bed.

The drug was harmful to people. I had a severe headache and was so groggy that I kept dreaming.

"She has no emotions. Even if she loses her memory, do you think she really understands love?"

Suddenly, I heard someone talking to Asing.

"She doesn't feel like she loves Fu Mingyu, but rather like she has a long-planned plan to destroy Fu Mingyu in the most ruthless way..."

The bullet he fired came back in circles and hit Fu Mingyu between the eyebrows.

And Cheng Xi was the instigator.

"She doesn't love me..." Ah Xing's voice was hoarse.

He is so smart, how could he not feel love or not be loved.

"She is trying hard to find the feeling of love... she wants love stubbornly." A Xing whispered.

"But this is fine. In the future...if something happens to me, she can accept it calmly." (End of Chapter)