After I died, the scumbag went crazy

"I don't believe it." Qin Ruolin shook her head. "Cheng Xi won't be reborn into Bai Yuan. How disgusting... It's better to just die."

After many days of haze, I was finally amused at that moment.

I lowered my head helplessly, laughing so hard I wanted to cry. "Yes, if you really wake up and become the person you hate the most, you might as well just die."

Qin Ruolin smiled when she saw me and reached out to hold my wrist. "Don't think wildly. She thinks she can deceive everyone, but those who really care about Cheng Xi will not be deceived. The details and feelings are difficult to imitate. Who does she think she is..."

I also feel that Bai Yuan is doing useless work.

However, the purpose of her disguise itself was not to make people like Qin Ruolin believe in her, but to make Fu Mingyu and Axing believe in her.

Fu Mingyu was brainwashed and calculated by Qin Yue a long time ago. I am not surprised that he can believe that Bai Yuan is Cheng Xi.

But Ah Xing...

I called Asing.

Ah Xing refused to answer my call for the first time.

He never refused my calls before.

"Axing won't be fooled by her." Qin Ruolin sighed. "Xixi...sometimes, you have to try to trust him. It's very tiring to always doubt someone."

Qin Ruolin can always see through my thoughts.

"Then what if... there are indeed doubts?" I still feel that there are too many doubts about Ah Xing.

Concealing and concealing the murderer, and even sheltering Acheng secretly...

"Try to trust someone unconditionally. Life is a big gamble. What if the gamble is right?" Qin Ruolin looked at me and spoke again. "Tell you a secret."

I nodded.

"Actually, I like Lu Zhe..." Qin Ruolin lowered her head and her ears turned red.

I opened my mouth, but I wasn't actually surprised, I was a little aware of it.

"What about Lu Zhe?" I asked in a low voice, a little nervous.

Sure enough, women's gossipy mind is innate.

"He..." Qin Ruolin took a deep breath, and then sighed slowly. "He doesn't like me."

"That's impossible. I think he's very nice to you." I was shocked.

"Xixi, sometimes we can't be together without liking each other. He said he doesn't like me. Even if he does, it means he doesn't want to be with me." Qin Ruolin's analysis was correct.

Lu Zhe's sense of mission is so strong that it is inevitable to return to the criminal police force. His profession is a high-risk profession.

He seemed not to want to delay Qin Ruolin.

"My mother came unexpectedly that day. She didn't know how she found the place where I was renting a house. She knocked on the door and saw Lu Zhe. I told her that we were just renting together. My mother didn't believe it at all. She insisted on discussing the marriage between the two families and asked Lu Zhe to marry her. I..." Qin Ruolin was also helpless.

I know Qin Ruolin's family situation.

Her father is no one, and her mother is too conservative, paranoid, and controlling.

"Lu Zhe moved out and went back to the dormitory because he was afraid of hurting me." Qin Ruolin lay next to me, looking at the ceiling helplessly as before. "Xixi, living is so tiring."

"What do you think?" I raised my hand and patted her head.

"I want to get married. Once I get married, I can get rid of my mother's control." Qin Ruolin whispered.

I know Qin Ruolin too well... She said when we were still in school that if she wanted to have a new life, she would choose to get married after graduation. If neither of us could get married, we would live together.

But now, I am married...

No matter what, she is still married to Asing.

Qin Ruolin probably felt that she was alone.

I looked at her guiltily, but didn't know how to comfort her.

"I asked him if he wanted to marry me, and he moved away." Qin Ruolin smiled, but I knew she wanted to cry.

Lu Zhe moved out of the rental house directly, which actually gave Qin Ruolin the answer.

It is impossible for them to get married.

Lu Zhe couldn't give Qin Ruolin the life she wanted.

"Have you confirmed our relationship? How far have we gone?" I asked in a low voice.

Qin Ruolin rolled her eyes. "What are you thinking? It's not even an affair. It's really just a shared apartment, without any... other relationships."

She wanted Lu Zhe to marry her without even dating, so it was normal for Lu Zhe to be scared away.

However, Qin Ruolin knew that she was attracted to Lu Zhe.

"Will you be happy if you get married?" I asked Qin Ruolin in a low voice.

Qin Ruolin got up and looked at me. "Sister, you got married first."

I felt a little guilty when she saw it. "Are you happy?" she asked me again.

I thought about it. "Habit is a terrible thing."

I looked at the screen of my phone and panicked when Ah Xing hung up on me.

Will I be happy after getting married?

how to say……

The word happiness seems to have no connection with me.

Inexplicably I was killed, and inexplicably I was resurrected... or reborn into a completely strange woman.

Inexplicably, the person lying next to me was Ah Xing, whom I mistakenly thought was a murderer.

All the drama in life seems to have happened to me alone.

I would like to ask everyone, if these things happened to you, what would you do? Will you really do better than me?

In this environment full of high pressure, suspicion, and danger.

I don't know how I should be happy or survive.

"I no longer expect love." Qin Ruolin shrugged. "I promised my mother to go on a blind date. I'll be there soon at seven o'clock tonight."

Qin Ruolin agreed to go on a blind date, but I could see that she was not happy.

"Do you really want to go on a blind date?" I wanted to persuade her, but I didn't know how.

"If I don't get married, my mother will force me to death." Qin Ruolin sighed.

Her original family was too suffocating for her.

"Even for Lu Zhe, I have to get married quickly, otherwise my mother will keep pestering him. You also know..."

Qin Ruolin's mother is the kind of woman who becomes neurotic after being hurt by love. She is paranoid and extremely controlling.

When she was in school, Qin Ruolin's mother scolded the boys in Qin Ruolin's research group to the whole school.

She didn't care about Qin Ruolin's feelings at all, she just used her self-righteousness to treat Qin Ruolin well, and scolded Qin Ruolin when she needed face.

This kind of family is really suffocating.

"I also want to take a gamble." Qin Ruolin took a deep breath. "What if marriage is my second reincarnation, don't you think so?"

Qin Ruolin smiled at me.

I said nothing.

Thinking of what she said before, trust someone conditionally. Life is a big gamble. What if you win?

So what if we lose the bet?
There was nothing she couldn't lose.

Nodding heavily, I picked up the phone and called Ah Xing again.

I want to take a gamble...trust him unconditionally for once.

Consider it a bet.

But Ah Xing still hung up the phone on me.

This time, I was really panicked.

He wouldn't...be deceived by Bai Yuan.

Qin Ruolin went on a blind date.

It was raining heavily.

I watched Qin Ruolin leave and looked at the car not far away. I could tell at a glance that it belonged to Lu Zhe...

I can tell that Lu Zhe also has feelings for Qin Ruolin, but they both seem to be thorny hedgehogs.

If you get too close, you will get bruises all over your body, and they are afraid of stabbing each other, so they choose to stay away and maintain the existing distance.

I stood in the rain, feeling the smell of the earth.

I don't know why, but I always feel like I smell death.

"Woo, woo." The deaf-mute uncle gestured at me and told me to go back to my room and stay out of the rain.

I returned to the room, sat in the empty bathtub without water, and continued to call Asing.

He hung up and I continued to call.

After repeating it several times, he simply turned off the phone.

I buried my head in my legs.

Completely trusting someone is easy to say, but very difficult to actually do. (End of chapter)