After I died, the scumbag went crazy

Chapter 93 Ah Xing’s desperate past

"What...did you do?" I asked with my heart tightening, wanting to step forward.

His skin was too white, a bloodless pale color, which was in sharp contrast to the dark red of the blood.

My breathing was shaky and I felt flustered for no reason.

"Don't come over..." He seemed to be afraid that I would get close and that I would see him in his current state.

He called Xixi in a panic, as if he was afraid of losing something.

"Don't come here, don't look at me..." He suddenly lost control, turned around and ran back to the room with red eyes, and locked himself up.

I chased after him worriedly, but when I knocked on the door, he refused to open.

There are still traces of his bloody footprints on the ground, a series of shocking ones.

Since my rebirth, I have never seemed to face Li Sichen's condition. I only know that he is mentally ill, that he is a madman, that he is emotionally unstable, that he can kill people, that he may be a murderer...

In subsequent contacts, I found that as long as he was not stimulated, his mood was relatively stable.

I wasn't too concerned about his condition.

So now that he appears in front of me covered in blood, it still scares me.

Assistant Feng had experienced this kind of thing many times, and had seen Li Sichen go crazy many times. He quickly called the family doctor, forced the door open from the outside and rushed in.

I wanted to follow, but Assistant Feng stopped me.

"You should stay outside. The young master may... don't want you to see what he looks like now."

When he got sick, he was so embarrassed.

"What the hell is going on?" I grabbed Assistant Feng in a panic and asked in a low voice.

Assistant Feng was silent for a moment and then spoke in a low voice. "Master... when he loses control, he is very scary and has the urge to hurt others, but he... never really hurts others, he only hurts himself."

People who are too kind will continue to hurt themselves to maintain their sanity when their illness gets out of control.

Ah Xing...that's it.

I froze on the spot, watching the assistant go in, watching someone calm Li Sichen, and listening to his suffocating and heart-wrenching roar.

What kind of pain must it be to turn the genius he once was into what he is today.

Even standing outside the door, I seemed to be able to feel his pain and helplessness.

I almost unconsciously wanted to reach out and hug him.

After I came to my senses, I was at a loss.

Why do I cry.

I don’t know when tears have wet my face.

After calming down, Axing finally calmed down and fell asleep.

Assistant Feng, whose breathing was short of worry and panic, finally breathed a sigh of relief.

He came out and looked at me, but hesitated to speak.

"Does this... happen to him often?" I asked in a low voice.

"Yes... often, this happens after being stimulated." Assistant Feng nodded.

I thought about it, it must be in the hospital today, and I said it wasn't Cheng Xi who stimulated him.

"The young master is too kind-hearted, otherwise... he would not choose to vent his anger by hurting himself." Assistant Feng's voice was low. "We collect anything in the room that could hurt him, but today he dropped his water glass and cut himself with the glass."

I was stunned for a moment and lowered my head guiltily. "Sorry...I didn't know, I brought the glass into the room."

I didn't know that Ah Xing would hurt himself, so I poured the cold medicine in a glass and left it there. Assistant Feng didn't say anything, just looked at the time. "Would you like to get to know the young master with me? After all, you are already husband and wife."

Assistant Feng wanted to take me to learn more about Li Sichen.

I looked up, my eyes red. "good."

Assistant Feng was silent all the way and took me to the abandoned orphanage.

"When I was nineteen years old, the old man originally planned to arrange for the young master to go abroad to study for a Ph.D., but that day, the orphanage caught fire. Someone maliciously locked him and Ah Chen in a room in the orphanage. They could not escape and were trapped alive. Inside. If...if we hadn't gone there in time, the young master would have died."

I have a soul-deep fear of the orphanage. I am afraid of this place because I will die here.

Fortunately, Assistant Feng took me to the east dormitory of the orphanage.

"Maybe the murderer just wanted to scare Ah Xing and Ah Chen, but he didn't expect that the fire was out of control and the entire dormitory building was spread by the fire. That year, a total of nineteen children died in the orphanage, except for Ah Xing and Ah Chen. , and the rest are children of seven or eight years old.”

I know that Ah Xing and Ah Chen just went back to the orphanage to attend some annual meeting that day. The adopted children of their generation who were about the same age were all coming back to attend the coming-of-age ceremony.

The ones who were burned to death were the children who were not adopted in the orphanage.

Those kids were innocent.

"When we found him, the room was filled with thick smoke and he couldn't breathe." Assistant Feng pushed open the door. The door was burnt black and the iron door made a creaking sound.

I stood at the door tense, not knowing why, but trembling with fear.

The room was very empty, with only the frame of the bed left after being burned, and the walls all blackened by thick smoke.

Even after so many years, the scratches are still clearly visible.

That is the instinctive reaction of people when they are trying to survive.

I raised my hand to cover my mouth and squatted on the ground trembling all over. My stomach was filled with overwhelming discomfort.

It’s hard for me to imagine what kind of pain and despair Ah Xing and Ah Chen, who were locked in the room, experienced.

They cried and struggled, but the door could not be opened, the flames burned their bodies, and the thick smoke almost swallowed them up.

The marks left by the struggle on the wall seemed to tell the despair of the two people at that time.

"Why...why didn't you find him earlier?" I asked choked with sobs, as if my heart was immersed in despair.

"That day, the Li family also experienced a huge change. On the day of the fire in the orphanage, Mr. Li Mingcheng, the eldest son that the old man was most satisfied with, the heir of the Li family, and his current wife, children, were all killed in a car accident. The old man was immersed in In the pain, the Li family was immersed in gloom, and everyone forgot... the young master is still in the orphanage and has not returned."

Assistant Feng's voice was hoarse and his eyes were red.

"After the young master woke up, he went crazy... He was in a state of madness. In fact, it was just a post-traumatic stress reaction at that time. It was clear that he would get better as long as his family patiently guided and accompanied him, but unfortunately, Mr. Li Mingcheng passed away , under the instigation of Mr. Li Zheming, the old man was worried that the young master would have a bad influence on the Li family, so he was forcibly sent to a mental hospital."

I looked up at Assistant Feng in shock.

Has Xing... been forcibly locked up in a mental hospital?
"Locked... for how long?" My tears were uncontrollable and my body was shaking all the time.

What am I sad about?
"One year and six months..."

That year and six months was Ah Xing's real hell.

He escaped countless times, was captured countless times, tortured, electrocuted, and drugged countless times...

I dare not think about those experiences and scenes.

"I'm sorry for bringing you here without permission." Seeing that I was feeling sick, Assistant Feng felt a little guilty.

"He... went through something in the mental hospital." I looked up at Assistant Feng, my voice hoarse. "Can you take me to see it?"

I want to know Li Sichen.

(End of this chapter)