The female nun just wants to live forever

Chapter 60 Inexplicable emotions

This time Nannan was silent for a long time, and Gu Nian kept waiting quietly.

After she tasted all the pastries and finally decided that the gold leaf cake was the best, she remembered to answer Gu Nian's question.

"Nanny is not sure, but there is a kind of aura that attracts me. That aura... is like the morning sun."

"Morning light?"

"Ok!"

Nannan nodded vigorously and thought for a moment: "Brother told Nannan that it is called the innate origin. Sister, the big Yang hand you use seems to be called the acquired origin... Oops, my memory is so confusing, Nannan can't remember clearly."

Nannan shook her head vigorously, and the two pigtails on her head swayed from side to side, trying to get rid of the chaotic memories.

Gu Nian subconsciously wanted to reach out and rub her little head, but just halfway, she silently retracted.

This is not a real little girl, this is a little devil who can challenge three foundation-building monks.

Guilty sin.

Almost forgot the other party's identity.

Gu Nian silently warned herself not to be fooled by appearances.

But Nannan's words made her even more curious.

She remembered that Gu Cang also said the word "origin" before he died, and now she heard this word from the little girl again, so what exactly is this so-called "origin".

She rubbed her eyebrows. When Nannan saw this, she looked curious: "What's wrong with sister?"

"It's okay, I just want to eat pastries." Gu Nian waved his hand and said casually.

But Gu Nian's words were listened to by Nannan. She looked at the cakes in her arms with a tangled expression.

Finally, he pushed the most delicious gold leaf cake in front of Gu Nian.

"Sister, you can eat this, it's delicious."

"Didn't you say this is the most delicious? I ate it, so what did you eat?" Now it was Gu Nian's turn to be curious.

Nannan whispered: "My brother used to teach Nannan not to be greedy, but to learn to share..."

Even so, his eyes never moved away from the gold leaf cake, and he even swallowed during the process.

"Nanny, let's eat. Sister still has money, so go buy more." She stood up and said with a smile.

"Really?"

Hearing this, Nannan was overjoyed and quickly took the gold leaf cake into her arms, as if she was afraid of being snatched away.

Gu Nian couldn't help but hold her forehead.

It’s really...the nature of a child.

I really don’t know what kind of soul lives in this body. It is completely different from the previous one in Taiyue Mountain.

Regardless of what the other party was doing, she pushed open the door and left, preparing to go down to get some air and... take a look at the mortal world.

Xiao Si, who was guarding the door, saw Gu Nian going out and quickly followed him.

Gu Nian looked back and didn't care about the other party, but walked forward alone.

Halfway through, she suddenly stopped. Na Xiaosi understood and hurriedly stepped forward to ask.

"Sir, do you have something to give me?"

Gu Nian nodded and said, "Go and prepare more pastries. I want all kinds of pastries. Pack them all and send them to my room."

With that said, without waiting for Xiao Si to ask further questions, she took out a bag of silver and handed it to the other party.

But she didn't know how much it would cost, so she said with some uncertainty: "These... are enough."

When Na Xiaosi saw the bundle as big as a soup bowl, his face showed surprise. He hurriedly said: "That's enough, that's enough! Don't worry, guest, I'll have someone do it right away and deliver them all to the guest's room before dark."

In fact, he was also frightened. With so much money, the cakes made could pile up into a mountain, and he didn't know how the other party would eat them.

However, Stoudemire was very sensible and did not ask too many questions out of professionalism.

Instead, he took the money, sent Gu Nian to the door of the inn, said "Guest, please go slowly" and hurried back.

Walking in the bustling streets, the Taoist robe on her body was a bit conspicuous, so she went to a cloth shop and bought herself a new ordinary skirt.

The dusk in the afternoon was always short. She walked aimlessly among the crowds, watching various small vendors shouting loudly, children chasing each other with windmills in their hands, and the loud voices coming from the wine shop, and There were clapping and applause in the teahouse because the storyteller said something wonderful, and for a while, my thoughts were flooded.

It has been several years since she left Qinghe County. She has also entered the world of immortality from a mortal, and has become an immortal in the eyes of mortals.

In just a few years, so much has changed.

When the lively hustle and bustle gradually faded away, the vendors closed their stalls and hurried home, the children were called home by each other, and there were only a few pedestrians, the whole street became quiet.

Gu Nian looked at the dusk sky, shrouding the ancient houses in a hazy state.

She suddenly felt a little reluctant, as if something had been abandoned.

The past comes to mind.

The illuminated courtyard of Gu's house, the big weather-beaten locust tree in her yard, and the little girl who often sat under it in a daze.

It moved by like a revolving lantern, but something was missing.

By the way, that taciturn, obedient and sensible little girl.

Years pass by like a fleeting moment, people will change, hearts will change, and everything around them will change.

Nothing in this world is eternal, the only thing that hasn't changed is her desire to live after being reborn into this world.

Gu Nian suddenly felt relieved.

She herself felt strange and didn't understand what she was relieved about.

Just like she used to like to sit in front of the window and watch the lights in the depths of the courtyard, as well as the gradually distant sound of the night watch, as if the silence of all things could make her temporarily forget that she was in a different world, and the sound of the night watch made her understand He is still alive.

At that time, she was confused, or she just wanted to settle down in a corner and live out her life.

Now she prefers the rising sun in the morning and the dusk in the evening, because they all mean that she has lived another day.

In fact, many people understand that they should live in the present, not in the present.

In her previous life, she was always in a hurry and stumbling around, living just to complete the task. Now he understands that sometimes no matter how hard you try, there is no life and no result in the end.

Yes, people's years will fade away one day, so why be sad about spring and autumn?

It’s already destined to be missed, so why not forget it.

Tomorrow, no matter what the evening, we are all strangers.

……

The sudden emotion made her a little embarrassed, or she made some determination.

People will always have some inexplicable emotions on certain occasions, just like her.

All the things in her previous life and all the mundane things were destined to be irreversible from the moment she set foot on the road to Taiyue Gate.

Since there is no chance, there is no need to add some sadness of separation.

So after she went back to confirm with Nannan that the water was fine and she would wake up tomorrow morning, she left most of the money and placed it next to her pillow. Then she wrote a letter and gave it to Xiao Si, asking him to wait for a lot of money. After Shui woke up, he handed the letter to him, and then prepared to leave Nanzhou early tomorrow morning.

As for Qinghe County, she is not ready to go back.

The biological mother I have never met, wait until she clears up the blood sacrifice, and then come back to visit.