After the fake daughter's mind was read by the whole family, she became a group favorite

Chapter 174 Dreaming about the introverted and silent Xiao Qinlan when she was a child
Night is a dreamy day

Qin Lan came to the room and went straight to the bed. She felt sleepy as soon as she touched the bed. She covered herself with the quilt and fell asleep without saying a word to Qin Fan. She seemed to be avoiding Qin Fan and not wanting to talk to him.

"Hey, even if you sleep in bed, you should at least get up and take a shower first."

Looking at Qin Lan who was soft on the bed, Qin Fan said angrily.

Qin Lan didn't reply.

This made Qin Fan feel a little bit frustrated.

"Do you just want to sleep in such a dirty state?"

Qin Lan still didn't reply, and even Qin Fan didn't hear his voice.

After a while, a slight sound of deep sleep sounded, and Qin Fan realized that Qin Lan had fallen asleep instantly.

Qin Fan was confused for a moment. Qin Lan fell asleep less than a minute after touching the bed? ? ?
Qin Fan was a little envious for a moment, but he shook his head helplessly and resignedly began to make a bed on the ground.

Qin Lan didn't know why she was so sleepy. She couldn't help but fall asleep almost as soon as she went to bed.

He didn't care what Qin Fan thought.

It's a nightmare when you close your eyes.

She dreamed about the time when the original owner was a child, almost five years old, when little Qin Lan was in kindergarten.

Most children hate going to school more or less when they are young, let alone kindergarten.

But for Xiao Qinlan, what she looks forward to most every day is going to school.

For the introverted and silent Xiao Qinlan, although she has no friends in the kindergarten and is even just a marginal figure, it makes Xiao Qinlan feel that she is alive.

When the holidays come, she can only stay in her room, with no partners, no sound, and only a cupboard full of dolls to play house with her.

It's not that Xiao Qinlan has never thought about going out to play, but who will take her out to play?

In Xiao Qinlan's impression, she is always the one who is ignored.

Even when her parents took her brother out to play, she was the one left behind.

Even if her brothers were at home during the holidays, they would not play with her, and would even automatically ignore Xiao Qinlan.

Xiao Qin Lan is obedient and doesn't stand out in front of her brother.

So Xiao Qinlan wanted to go and play with the nanny, but the nanny was very busy and had no time to talk to Xiao Qinlan.

Xiao Qinlan wanted to play in the courtyard, but her brothers always played football there.

Xiao Qinlan knew that if she went out rashly, it would make her brothers uncomfortable.

So Xiao Qinlan has learned well and won't trouble anyone. She stays at home obediently, and sometimes stays in a daze for a whole morning.

But Xiao Qinlan hated staying alone in the room all day.

It felt so lonely.

For a period of time

Xiao Qinlan remembers clearly that during her summer vacation, her parents took her five brothers to the island to play, leaving her alone at home.

Xiao Qinlan stays at home every day, she doesn't know what to do.

Ever since, Xiao Qinlan stayed in the courtyard all day long, feeling the feeling of sitting in the courtyard.

She couldn't understand why her brothers could play football in the courtyard all afternoon.

Xiao Qinlan didn't know, so she secretly took out her brother's football to play with.

Xiao Qinlan was playing football boredly in the courtyard. At that time, she was thinking,

Obviously playing football is not fun, so why don't her brothers play with her?
Xiao Qinlan couldn't figure it out. She could only stay at Qin's house and couldn't go anywhere.

She really wanted to go out to play and begged the nanny for mercy, but the nanny said that good children should stay at home.

Little Qinlan knows that only by being obedient can she please her parents.

So she was very obedient and stayed at home without crying or fussing.

Doing the same things every day, dazing in the courtyard, dazing on the bed, sitting on the sofa in a daze.

Xiao Qinlan felt that time was so long. She counted the time on her fingers.

One day, two days, three days... ten days.

It wasn't until the eleventh day that mom and dad took the brothers back home.

Xiao Qinlan saw the smiles on her parents' faces from afar by the window, and her brothers were also very happy.

Xiao Qinlan really wanted to go to them, express her thoughts to her family, and tell her parents how much she missed them.

But the laughter in the courtyard and the silence in the room seemed like two different worlds.

Xiao Qinlan was silent. After all, she did not disturb everyone, but acted as a voyeur, peeping at everyone's happiness, imagining that she could reach out and touch the happiness that did not belong to her.

Qin Lan hates summer vacation
Because summer vacation means that I will be locked up at home and cannot go anywhere.

Over time

Xiao Qinlan has developed a reticent temperament. It's not that she doesn't want to talk, but that no one can talk to her.

When seeing adults, Xiao Qinlan lowered her head silently, feeling scared inside. She didn't know how to contact people or communicate with them. Her silence was called impolite behavior in front of many adults.

The older I get, the more I realize that maybe I and my family are in two different worlds.

Xiao Qinlan thought silently.

But Xiao Qinlan is still dreaming of some unrealistic dreams, a dream of wanting to be in contact with her family.

that day has arrived

Xiao Qinlan remembered that it was an autumn season.

Perhaps it was due to the change of seasons and the large temperature difference between morning and evening that Qin Fan developed a high fever.

Xiao Qinlan was very excited because she could have more contact with her third brother with this fever.

But Xiao Qinlan is very social and may behave differently than usual to arouse the disgust of others.

So, she got up in the middle of the night, secretly ran to the room and poured a bowl of hot water, and then came to the third brother's room with a bowl of hot water.

Xiao Qinlan remembered that the bowl of hot water was very hot, and her little hands were burned until they turned white.

Putting the bowl on the table, Xiao Qin Lan carefully stretched out her little hand and poked the sleeping Qin Fan.

He whispered, "Third brother, drink some water."

The small voice cost Xiao Qinlan a lot of courage.

But fortunately Qin Fan woke up, he opened his eyes in a daze, and closed them again in a daze.

Xiao Qinlan felt frustrated.

But she didn't have the courage to wake up the third brother again, silently picked up the quilt for the third brother, covered him, and then sneaked away.

Xiao Qin Lan's heart was beating fast as she ran back to the room. She was so excited because she finally had the courage to say a word to her third brother.

Xiao Qinlan was thinking, if you say one sentence today, you can say two sentences tomorrow. In this case, will the third brother notice his sister?
The next day

Qin Fan's fever has gone away
Xiao Qin Lan wanted to contact Qin Fan, but did not have the courage to speak.

So little Qin Lan hung around in front of Qin Fan all day long.

When Qin Fan was drinking medicine, Xiao Qin Lan pretended to pass by Qin Fan.

When Qin Fan was reading, Qin Lan pretended to pick up the book and read it. She thought maybe she would be noticed if she did the same thing as her third brother.

Qin Fan was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone. Xiao Qin Lan deliberately sat across from the sofa and looked at Qin Fan expectantly.

soon
Qin Fan was annoyed by being stared at. He looked at Xiao Qin Lan angrily and said in disgust, "You are very annoying, do you know? You have been hanging in front of me all day." The boy's unintentional words struck the little girl's ears. It was like a bolt from the blue.

The little girl was confused, her nose felt sore, and she lowered her head in confusion.

The grievances in her heart came like a wave. Xiao Qin Lan couldn't control it. Her eyes were red. She looked up at Qin Fan, feeling even more aggrieved.

Qin Fan was also stunned, frowned, and said irritably, "Why are you crying? You are so delicate, it makes me upset."

The tears came more and more, and Xiao Qinlan felt extremely uncomfortable. Finally, she ran back to her room and cried loudly like a deserter.

Why cry.

Xiao Qinlan didn't know, she only knew that she felt wronged in her heart.

She felt very wronged, and she really couldn't figure out why no one in the world could care about her.

Qin Fan is Xiao Qin Lan's third brother. Perhaps it is the blood relationship that makes Xiao Qin Lan a little closer to Qin Fan.

She tried every means to attract the attention of her family, but it always backfired and annoyed others.

Xiao Qinlan hates herself like this, with no one caring about herself.

Xiao Qinlan hid in the room, covered in quilt and cried hard.

Crying, Xiao Qinlan fell asleep.

It's evening when I wake up, when it's getting dark

You can see the sunset outside the window.

What kind of emotion is this?

My heart was empty, and I felt as if I had been abandoned by everyone in the world.

No one cares about me, no one pays attention to me, no one talks to me.

Xiao Qinlan felt like she was living on an isolated island, truly helpless.

The sun set and the room became completely dark.

Xiao Qinlan stayed in the darkness like this all night.

In the evening, Xiao Qinlan did not go down to eat. She stayed alone in the room, looking out the window in a daze. Occasionally, she could hear some laughter coming from the first floor.

Look, even if you don't go down to eat, no one will notice you.

Maybe I shouldn't expect any extravagant family affection. She is an unpleasant person with no sense of existence.

Whether at home or outside.

This dream is very real, so real that it seems to be Qin Lan's personal experience.

In a daze, Qin Lan woke up and saw Qin Fan playing games as soon as he got up.

The two looked at each other, and there was an awkwardness in the air.

Thinking of what happened in the dream, Qin Lan frowned and said in a bad mood, "I'm hungry."

[The third dead brother]

Qin Lan blinked and pouted, "Buy me something to eat."

[I keep talking about it if I don’t buy food]

[I’m upset, why do I have such strange dreams]

[Really, it’s obvious that my family doesn’t care about me so much, why do I still pursue the vague family love? 】

[Qin Lan was so stupid when she was a child]

[Qin Fan has a fever, so why do you have to get up in the middle of the night to pour him hot water, just so you can talk to him more?]

[Silly, silly, it really makes me hate iron.]

[If you don’t care, you don’t care. I don’t know how cool it is to be alone]

[But there is a saying. When Qin Lan was a child, she was kept at home all day long. She was not introverted and didn't like to talk. It was normal to be silent.]

[But it doesn’t matter. When the time is right, I will leave so that I won’t be ignored by these things! 】

Qin Fan was forced to listen to a lot of voices.

I felt sad and a little confused.

He recalled the past, and in his impression Qin Lan was either at home or at school. When he was a child, Qin Lan was really unknown.

But why pour hot water for yourself when you have a fever?
Qin Fan was a little confused.

He had been in good health since childhood and rarely had a fever, only once every two or three years.

Qin Fan was not impressed. The only thing that impressed him deeply about Qin Lan when he was a child was that he just said something about her, and little Qin Lan felt so uncomfortable that her eyes turned red, and then she looked at him silently, and then ran away.

After that, Qin Fan stopped paying attention.

Thinking about it now, Qin Fan really wanted to slap himself. He deserved to die for making a little girl cry.

The key point is not this, but what does "leave" mean in Qin Lan's voice later?
What about "leaving" when the time is right?
Qin Fan suddenly thought of "leaving" on the level of death

Qin Fan felt excited, and shook his head violently, comforting himself that it was not serious, don't think too much, it definitely didn't mean suicide or anything.

Qin Lan looked at Qin Fan's lost look and felt a little embarrassed for a moment. Finally, she lowered her head and said in frustration, "If you don't want to buy it, forget it. I won't force you."

[Ah ah ah ah why did I ask Qin Fan to buy food for me? It was because I dreamed about my childhood and felt aggrieved by my family’s indifference and wanted to attract the so-called family’s attention]

[Qin Lan, Qin Lan, stop dreaming. Those family ties don’t belong to you, so just go to bed hungry and have a good sleep]

Qin Lan lay on the bed almost resigned to her fate, pulled up the quilt and planned to have a good sleep.

Unexpectedly, Qin Fan stood up and said, "You don't have to go out to buy food. I'll cook it for you on the spot."

I don’t know why, but this house in the hotel not only has a balcony, floor-to-ceiling windows, a bathroom, and even a small kitchen.

As soon as Qin Fan arrived in the room, he went to see the kitchen. There were simple seasonings and pasta.

When Qin Fan talked about making it big, he got up and went to the kitchen. He even said, "Wait for me for fifteen minutes and I will cook it soon."

Qin Lan pouted her lips silently, recalling the scenes of her childhood, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.

Qin Lan felt uncomfortable, why Qin Lan was so miserable when she was a child, and she didn't even feel a trace of family affection.

Until she came to this world, she gained the attention of her family so easily even though she didn't do much.

With emotion, Qin Lan lay on the bed, feeling like a thief.

[Host, don’t think like that, you are not a thief! 】

The system, which had not appeared for a long time, suddenly spoke, with a soft and waxy voice, revealing a hint of anxiety.

Qin Lan was a little surprised and cursed in her mind, "Smelly system, you haven't shown up for the past three months. Where did you die?"

[Insufficient energy, the system falls into a deep sleep]

[Host, I want to tell you some bad news]

Qin Lan had a bad feeling in her heart, "Tell me, what's the bad news? Maybe converting the disgust value into cash doesn't count!"

[No, host...]

"No, that's fine." Qin Lan breathed a sigh of relief, as long as it doesn't involve his own treasury, that's fine.

Thinking that I had reached 1700 million points of disgust, which converted into cash is 1700 billion, I made a fortune!
but……

"What bad news is that?"

The system was silent for a long time and then said, [Host, you have three months left in this world. When three months are up, you will die automatically]