Even the whole world is trying to match us up

Chapter 311 if4

Chapter 311 if4
"Well, I see."

Natsume Qingyu gently pulled her little hands away.

But the attending physician guaranteed, based on his decades of experience working at this hospital in Tokyo, that this case was definitely not the first one, and the medical record might be among the remaining documents.

How could he dare to trust her?

"I feel dizzy now. Can you give me a little more time? Please don't disturb me during this time. Thank you." Without waiting for Hatsukano Suzune to reply, he said to her with a gentle smile.

Hatsukano Suzune hated this smile.

She would rather he be serious with her at this moment, even if it's just a few words to blame her, than to want some things to continue to develop quietly.

Because that might turn out to be worse.

But she didn't have the courage to yell at him. After all, it all started because she didn't handle certain things well enough.

Rational, rational, rational, it's because of this that she lost her confidence.

If she used her girlfriend's identity to make trouble for him, he might get angry and break up with her.

That was the result that Hatsukano Suzune didn't want to see.

because……

She really didn't want to be separated from him anymore.

Truly falling in love with someone is like a disease. Without that person, it seems as if your colorful world will become a blank.

Just like that, without any quarrel between them, they separated again.

Outside the corridor, the cherry blossoms are in full bloom.

But there was no floral scent in the corridor, instead there was the unique smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

For the first time, the two felt that the smell seemed a bit pungent.

Natsume Qingyu felt that he was not angry with her, but was just upset with himself.

He really didn't understand what his position was in the eyes of those two women?
One is more biased towards outsiders, and the mother-son relationship of more than ten years seems like a joke.

One of them favors his mother more, making this most innocent and beautiful love seem like a joke.

And their reasons were all for his own good.

But that's contradictory isn't it?
There is no lie more absurd than this.

Even though his mind was in a mess, Natsume Kiyohame did not completely lose his mind. He ignored Ms. Hanada and continued to read the medical information carefully.

He also didn't understand what the point of doing this was.
Perhaps it was out of appreciation for saving lives, or perhaps it was out of a desire to "repay a favor," or perhaps he couldn't think of anything else he could do except this.

Time flies by, and the days in April pass by one by one.

It was also the first time that Natsume Qingyu felt that reading was such a painful thing, just like playing computer games for a long time which would cause dizziness.

But what was different from it was that he didn't dare to stop at this moment, for fear that his rest would affect the chance of saving his mother.

Fortunately, thanks to his unremitting efforts, the tedious materials were finally finished, but he was turning slower and slower.

Because he still couldn't find the medical record.

He couldn't believe it.

A doctor with professional ethics would not joke with him about such a thing, right?
No way, no way, no way...

He shouted in his heart while flipping through the documents in his hand faster and faster.

Until the last folder is closed.

My restless heart finally calmed down, and the room became quiet.

The light in his eyes was completely gone.

There was no doubt that the doctor must have lied to him.

Although it is still impossible to determine whether my mother's disease is the first case in the world, it is certain that even if there is a case, the medical record will not be here.

A white lie?
What's going on here, just because it's April and the cherry blossoms are in bloom?
It's ridiculous.

Why would we sing such a song when April in Meguro River is so beautiful, so dreamy, and so wonderful?
Although his heart was very upset.

But it was not mindless venting in behavior.

After he quietly put the file back on the shelf, he rested his forehead on the metal shelf with some tiredness, feeling the unique coldness coming from the metal, and stared blankly at the ground.

He didn't know the meaning of doing this. Maybe he was regretting wasting his time here, or maybe he was brewing a kind of sadness of accepting reality.

Suddenly, Natsume Qingyu smelled a fragrance at the corner of his nose.

It's quite bland, but it can't be wrong.

It's her smell.

Every girl has a unique scent.

It smells like a mixture of body shampoo and laundry detergent.

You can smell it if you get close.

The smell is particularly noticeable on hair ties, rubber bands, and various types of clothing.

Natsume Qingyu's drowsy brain became a little clearer at this moment. He raised his head and looked around.

However, there was no sign of Hatsukano Suzune.

She's not here.

In other words, the fragrance comes from the bookshelf in front of you.

You have to know that it is not a strong and volatile smell like perfume.

In other words, she must have stayed here for a very long time.

How come he didn't notice it from the beginning?
At least...she didn't deceive him about this.

After learning the truth, Natsume Kiyohame's sadness turned into despair.

A teardrop slid gently across her cheek and fell quietly.

It drips onto the ground without raising a trace of dust.

In the soft light, they sparkled with crystal light, and everything around them seemed to be still.

The sound of rustling wind.

Natsume Qingyu looked out the window and suddenly discovered.

The cherry blossoms that had bloomed early outside the hospital window were already showing signs of withering.

Ms. Hanada's health was getting worse day by day, and her sleepiness was becoming more and more serious.

Because of this, she wanted more and more to stay awake, and would pinch her face hard from time to time, fearing that she would never wake up again if she closed her eyes.

One day after school, Hatsukano Suzune came to visit her as usual.

As soon as she entered the room, Ms. Hanada turned around and sincerely apologized to the girl who came to visit her: "I'm sorry, Lingyin, because of me, I have affected the relationship between the two of you."

"Auntie, what are you talking about? We are fine." When Chu Luye Suzune saw the heavy dark circles under her eyes, she suddenly realized that something was wrong, and she became visibly panicked.

"sorry."

Ms. Hanada suddenly burst into tears. She no longer had the energy to hold back her tears. Hatsukano Suzune didn't know why she was crying, but when she saw her crying, she couldn't stop feeling sad, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Tears and the handbag fell to the ground together. She rushed to the bedside and held Ms. Hanada's hand. She choked up and said, "Auntie... don't think too much. Everything will be fine. I brought your favorite porridge today..."

"Eh... porridge?"

Chu Luye Suzune looked for it but couldn't find it. Suddenly she came to her senses and noticed that her handbag was left at the door, so she hurried back to get it.

The thermos pot is very effective. When you open the lid, you can still hear steam coming out of it.

In order to avoid scalding Aunt Hanada's tongue, Hatsukano Suzune would put a spoonful of soup near her lips and blew on it a few times.

Wait until the temperature is suitable before feeding it.

"Auntie, ah~"

Ms. Hanada looked at the girl with a ponytail in front of her.

In the spring sunshine, there was actually a warm feeling in the ward.

"Is the porridge delicious today, Auntie?" Hatsukano Suzune smiled sweetly and asked softly.

"Of course what Suzune cooks is delicious, but what Natsume cooks is not bad either." Ms. Hanada's dry hands gently stroked the girl's delicate face, helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and made her look a little more adorable.

"That guy is really an excellent cook."

Hatsukano Suzune seemed a little jealous and pouted cutely.

"Haha, that boy is really good at cooking. I don't know where he learned it, especially Chinese food. The taste is even better." Ms. Hanada immediately laughed out loud when she heard that. Whenever other people praised Natsume Kiyohame, it was like she was being praised.

"Online. The Internet is very developed nowadays." Hatsukano Suzune replied while feeding another small spoonful of porridge.

"Ah, is that so?" Ms. Hanada blinked, scratched her cheek, and her eyes wandered.

She would often look up the steps online and follow them, but when she finally got the food out, it was never quite right.

"What's wrong, Auntie?"

"Suzune, has Natsume not been going to school recently?" Ms. Hanada changed the subject.

"..."

Hatsukano Suzune stopped what she was doing and hesitated whether to say it or not.

She hated this feeling, no matter what she did, it was 'wrong'.

"Even if you don't tell me, I know it."

Ms. Hanada forced a long-lost smile on her weathered face, and immediately read the answer from her clear blue eyes, "Really? If he delays his studies, I will scold him."

"Auntie, don't scold him. He has been working hard recently." Hatsukano Suzune defended Natsume Kiyohae.

Little did she know that this sentence opened the dialog box in Ms. Hanada's heart, and she looked at Hatsukano Suzune with great tenderness.

"Auntie, I was just joking." Ms. Huatian laughed awkwardly, "Now that things have come to this, how could I scold him..."

"I…I'm sorry, but it's too late for him…"

Ms. Hanada's face flashed with embarrassment, and she lowered her head quietly. "I don't think I'm worthy of being his mother. I didn't have to worry about anything he did since he was a child. On the contrary, I was the one who hindered him in everything except work. I didn't even have a say in the trilateral talks. No, no, no, I can't even cook the simplest dishes perfectly."

Everyone wants to have a perfect child, but when Ms. Hanada really takes Natsume Kiyohame home, she would rather he be a little less sensible so that she can nag him a little.

"Auntie, stop talking..." Hatsukano Suzune, who was choking up again, whispered to stop her.

But to no avail.

Ms. Hanada spoke faster and faster as if possessed. She had been suffering from illness for a long time, and her eyes became more and more empty. Crystal tears flowed down again. "I don't know why my first thought was to hide it from him. Maybe I thought at that time that if I told him, he would be sad. It's better to lie to him and say that I met the love of my life abroad, and I would stay there even if I had to settle down secretly."

"I would rather let him hate me than let him feel sad for me." Ms. Hanada grabbed her cheeks with both hands, with a little madness flashing in her eyes. "After all, I am a real useless person... As a mother, I have done nothing."

"But now, we have to let him come..."

Her voice suddenly plummeted, just like the withering cherry blossoms outside the window.

"Auntie, stop talking!"

Ripples appeared in Hatsukano Suzune's beautiful eyes again. She stopped him loudly and hugged her tightly.

Suzune Hatsukano would not allow Ms. Hanada to debase herself like this.

The clear sound suddenly raised the temperature in the room, and a few cherry blossoms fell outside the window.

Ms. Hanada seemed to be frightened by the sound again. She put her hands down from her face and looked over with a giggle.

"Auntie, I'm sorry. I'm not related to you, but I make you run around every day. It's so tiring..."

"Stop talking, Auntie... Please stop talking, don't talk about these things anymore..." Hatsukano Suzune shook her head gently, let go of Ms. Hanada, grabbed her hand, and put it on her soft cheek.

"Okay, Auntie, let's not talk about this anymore."

Ms. Hanada wrapped her hands around Suzune Hatsukano's small hands, forcing her to look into her eyes. A smile spread across the corners of her dry mouth, "But there is one thing I feel I must tell you."

"Auntie, tell me."

Chu Luye Suzune nodded slightly, her long eyelashes fluttering, filled with tears.

"Actually...where is Qingyu..."

Ms. Hanada looked a little hesitant, her face tense, and she stammered as if something was blocking her throat, "It's not... my child, there is no blood relationship."

She had been holding it in her heart, but once she said the most important thing, her expression was full of relief.

So, she blurted out what was on her mind in one breath, "I adopted him from the orphanage. If you think about it carefully, it's impossible for such a smart child to come out of a stupid belly like me."

“This goes against genetics.”

Ms. Hanada tilted her head slightly to look at Hatsukano Suzune, a gentle smile appearing on her face.

But the next second, she complained about society with an indignant look on her face, "There are all kinds of people in this world. Such an obedient child is thrown into an orphanage..."

"Okay, I see."

Hatsukano Suzune held Ms. Hanada's hand tightly, looked at her quietly under her long eyelashes, and interrupted sincerely.

Hatsukano Suzune could understand why Ms. Hanada said that.

Psychologically, this is undoubtedly an escape.

By now, Ms. Hanada is naturally aware of her physical condition.

Her idea was simple: if she could distance herself from the mother-son relationship, perhaps both parties would feel better.

Can……

this is not right.

Just like hiding the illness from Natsume Kiyohame, it was wrong.

Suzune Hatsukano didn't want to make the same mistake again.

So, she corrected him: "But Qingyu, he is your child."

"Don't say this to him, he will be unhappy." She reminded him in a gentle voice.