Even the whole world is trying to match us up

Chapter 318: If I Can Shine (Part )
The spring breeze in April blows from the north, bringing a little chill.

The cherry blossoms swayed in the wind and slowly fell.

Two people met on a bench.

Suzune Hatsukano gently patted away the petals that fell between her short skirt and her knee-high socks, and placed the metal thermos on top.

Open the lid and then uncover the bottom layer.

The steaming seafood porridge appears.

"It's obvious that it's not moving, right?" Natsume Qingyu is not a fool, he can see that.

"Discovered?" Hatsukano Suzune pretended to be surprised and looked over without any shyness.

"Leaved it specially for me?" Natsume Qingyu was stunned.

"When I was leaving the house this morning, I thought about whether you would lose your appetite because of Aunt Hanada's matter, so I held back." Under the withered cherry tree, Hatsukano Suzune nodded quietly.

Then, he scooped a spoonful of porridge, blew on the hot air, and brought it to Natsume Qingyu's mouth.

"I didn't expect that I guessed it right."

The girl tilted her head slightly, and a faint smile appeared on her delicate and blushing face, as if there was an intoxicating cherry blossom wine, "How is it, isn't it amazing?"

Natsume Kiyoha suddenly discovered that Hatsukano Suzune loved to laugh recently.

Totally different from usual.

Remember that smiles are contagious.

Even Natsume Kiyohame, who was feeling troubled by his mother's affairs, couldn't help but feel relieved.

Is it great?
Super awesome!
"Don't you want to eat?" Seeing that the idiot was reluctant to speak, Hatsukano Suzune asked weakly.

But the next second, his eyes immediately turned cold and he muttered, "I fed you."

'What else do you want?'

Natsume Qingyu almost subconsciously added the second half of the sentence to her in his mind.

Before the minister's anger could reach the point of exploding, Natsume Qingyu tactfully opened his mouth.

Hatsukano Suzune, whose smile was stiff, saw the opportunity and used a spoon to send the porridge directly into Natsume Kiyohame's throat.

Natsume Qingyu choked a little and started coughing violently.

Coming back to his senses, he looked at the bad girl in front of him with a pale face.

"How is it? Is it delicious? I put a lot of shrimps in the porridge today." Hatsukano Suzune blinked her big watery eyes, looking cute as if asking for praise.

but……

"I ate too hastily just now and couldn't taste anything." Natsume Qingyu smiled bitterly and begged for forgiveness in a tactful way, which was considered to be the truth.

"Then try a few more bites." Chu Luye Suzune was very generous. She scooped another spoonful of porridge and brought it to his mouth.

"Wait, you're not going to poke my throat again, are you?" Natsume Qingyu was so scared that he didn't dare to open his mouth.

"If you had cooperated a little, would I have made such a low-level mistake?" Hatsukano Suzune stabbed the spoon back into the porridge like a knife, a harmless smile appeared on her pretty face, and she answered him quietly.

Natsume Qingyu's spider sense activated.

Cold sweat broke out on my back.

He rolled his Adam's apple with some difficulty and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

I bet you a bag of spicy noodles that if you cut the current ringtone, it will not be a beautiful pink, but a bottomless black!
"Okay, it's my fault. Please be gentle with me, thank you." He spread his hands and gestured to step back.

"what--"

Suzune Hatsukano is a man of action and doesn't waste time talking to him.

He scooped up the porridge again and leaned over, with the spoon almost poking Natsume Qingyu's face.

The cherry blossoms are still falling in the wind.

The faint scent of flowers and the sweet smell of porridge filled Natsume Qingyu's nostrils.

He opened his mouth.

"Ow~"

Hold the spoon in your mouth.

This was necessary to prevent Hatsukano Suzune from stabbing into her throat again.

Two pairs of eyes looked at each other quietly.

The picture is not static.

"what is this?"

When Suzune Hatsukano saw Natsume Kiyohae being wary of her, she couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Tears came out.

"Am I that scary?" Suzune Hatsukano laughed until her stomach hurt, and she wiped away the crystal tears with her fingers.

Her laugh was very recognizable, as pleasant as the sound of wind chimes in front of the service department.

But Natsume Qingyu felt that her personality was insulted, so she glared at her, "Suzune-san, I think you should reflect on why I am afraid of you."

"Other people have sharp eyes, tell me what you think."

Hatsukano Suzune leaned in completely, holding Natsume Kiyohae's arm tightly, and her eyes followed the boy's chest to his neck.

It even made Natsume Qingyu feel that she would bite her ear in the next second.

The distance was really close, and Hatsukano Suzune's voice, clear as a silver bell, gave him an electric shock.

Today's Hatsukano Suzune's attack power seems to be a little higher than yesterday.

This is the official recognition from Natsume Kiyohama's second brother.

I understand everything I understand.

"..."

"Why don't you speak?"

"..."

Natsume Qingyu was very busy at the moment and had no time to care about her.

As for what are you busy with?
Any man with normal physiological functions will naturally understand.

"If you don't say anything, it means you agree." Hatsukano Suzune said firmly.

"I'm perfect." She said narcissistically.

"At least that's how it looks in your eyes, hehe." She smiled beautifully.

Natsume Qingyu was a little fascinated.

Just like a few days ago, I feel a little dazed when I see beautiful things right up close.

I felt like I was in some kind of dream that would shatter at the slightest touch and I would wake up soon.

after all.

He hasn't done anything particularly to improve Suzune Hatsukano's favorability recently.

And isn’t the girl so cute that it’s a little abnormal?

However, the next second.

Hatsukano Suzune, who read his thoughts, gave him the answer.

"Are you feeling better?"

The girl looked into his eyes and her voice suddenly became gentle.

It turned out to be the case.

Ling Yin-san was afraid that he would be sad and unable to get out of the haze, so she treated him like this.

There is no doubt that this tenderness is fake.

But how could it not be true?
"Thanks to you, I feel much better."

Natsume Kiyohae seemed to have seen an angel with its wings spread out. He stared blankly at Hatsukano Suzune for several seconds before he came to his senses and thanked her with a smile.

"Didn't I once say that if you thank me properly again, I would punish you?" Hatsukano Suzune seemed unable to stand him, so she sighed softly and clenched her fists slightly.

"..."

The villain in Natsume Qingyu's heart retreated to the corner, and was afraid of Zhizhen Xuancai.

Unfortunately...

The scared little man in him was soon caught by the mind-reading girl.

Placed in the palm of your hand, it blew away.

"Considering the special circumstances this time, I forgive you." Hatsukano Suzune smiled.

When Baba Erduo Natsume Qingyu saw that his girlfriend let him go, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"but……"

Appeared!
This is what my girlfriend calls a turning point!

Natsume Qingyu's heart suddenly felt cold and tight.

He was thinking about what kind of torture he would suffer next, whether he would be stepped on hard or kissed hard, when Chu Luye Lingyin suddenly scooped up another spoonful of seafood porridge and brought it to his lips.

"If I really want to thank you..."

Spring blossomed on Suzune Hatsukano's face, more brilliant than the cherry blossoms behind her. "Please show some sincerity."

"Is it me... going to show my belly?" Natsume Qingyu was so shocked that his head went blank and he subconsciously said something without thinking.

"Drink up the porridge honestly." Facing the boy who was talking nonsense, Hatsukano Suzune's expression suddenly turned dark, as if she was going to poke his throat with a spoon in the next second.

"Then... I'd rather obey than be respectful." Natsume Qingyu's heart was shaken.

Next, the idiot had no choice but to quietly accept the food from the beautiful girl.

wrong!
It's a punishment.

Natsume Kiyohame was gazing at the falling cherry blossoms in a daze while tasting the delicious porridge.

Like a robot that only knows how to open its mouth when food comes.

Ishikawa Kitano once said that everyone may have the emotion of sadness, which is usually hidden deep in the heart. Occasionally, it will be taken out to savor in the middle of the night, but it will be put away again at dawn. Then people will do what they have to do and hide the sadness deep in their hearts again.

But in front of this girl who can read minds, Natsume Qingyu can't hide at all.

It felt like he was trying hard to build a tall castle with building blocks in a lightless hut.

Suddenly, one day.

A little girl carrying a bug net kicked the door open, bringing in new light, and shouted to him domineeringly, "Don't stay at home all day, go out and play with me!"

From then on, he no longer had the heart to mess with his pile of broken building blocks.

Maybe?

Is this also the will of the World?

after all……

If it weren't for psychologists, mentally ill patients would not be able to obtain true salvation.

It all seemed like fate.

There is some rationality mixed in with the absurdity.

"thanks for treatment."

After the meal, Natsume Kiyohame thanked her and told her everything about his mother's medical condition.

The atmosphere became heavy again.

"What are you going to do next?" After cleaning up the dishes, Hatsukano Suzune asked him uneasily.

"Go to the archives and look through the information." Natsume Qingyu showed a very distressed expression and told her what he could do.

"I've been there before." Suzune Hatsukano told him softly with a look of reminiscence on her face.

Upon hearing this, Natsume Qingyu's expression became visibly depressed.

"But maybe I missed something."

Seeing this, Hatsukano Suzune quickly waved her hand and changed the topic, "We can try again and read it again."

The girl looked so panicked that she was totally different from her usual self.

But what can be done?
This was the first time she cared so much about someone.

It’s as if his mood is my own mood, happiness and sadness are interconnected.

How could Natsume Qingyu not notice it?
He smiled and touched Hatsukano Suzuune's head, saying nothing, but it seemed as if he had said everything.

…………

In the days to come.

Time flies by, and the pages of April calendar are turned over one by one.

Natsume Kiyoha, who spent all day in the archives, felt for the first time in his life that reading was such a painful thing.

Just like playing computer games for a long time will cause dizziness.

But what was different from it was that he didn't dare to stop at this moment.

I was afraid that my rest would affect the chance of saving my mother.

I knew the answer from the very beginning.

He is still wasting time here.

But other than that, he couldn't think of anything else to do.

Expanding the scope to the whole world would undoubtedly be like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Fortunately, he was not alone during this period.

"are you tired?"

When Hatsukano Suzune saw that Natsume Kiyohame's movements had slowed down, she happily suggested, "If you're tired, why don't you take a break? I've made some more tea."

That’s right, the tea set from the service department was brought over by the girl.

Finding that file became a commission.

So the recent days have been boring, but not particularly depressing.

After all, the thought of...

Chu Lu Ye Ling Yin reminded me.

You must be careful when drinking tea.

If the hospital staff really saw it.

She asked him to cover the door while she hid under the table.

As for why it is arranged this way?
Because she was the one who brought the tea set, if Natsume Kiyohame didn't pay something.

She will be unhappy.

Natsume Qingyu always wants to laugh.

Crazy and mad, isn't this really the same him?
Is this what you mean? Young couples will become more and more alike when they stay together for a long time.

Just like that, the two people were so stupid that they even forgot about the surveillance.

This wonderful day lasted until the last file was closed by Natsume Kiyohama himself.

My restless heart finally calmed down, and the room became quiet.

The light in his eyes was completely gone.

Although it is still impossible to determine whether my mother's disease is the first case in the world, it is certain that even if there is a case, the medical record will not be here.

After learning the truth, Natsume Kiyohame's sadness turned into despair.

After he quietly put the file back on the shelf, he rested his forehead on the metal shelf with some tiredness, feeling the unique coldness coming from the metal, and stared blankly at the ground.

He didn't know the meaning of doing this. Maybe he was regretting wasting his time here, or maybe he was brewing a kind of sadness of accepting reality.

Suddenly, Natsume Qingyu smelled a fragrance at the corner of his nose.

It's quite bland, but it can't be wrong.

It's her smell.

Every girl has a unique scent.

It smells like a mixture of body shampoo and laundry detergent.

You can smell it if you get close.

The smell is particularly noticeable on hair ties, rubber bands, and various types of clothing.

Natsume Qingyu's drowsy brain became a little clearer at this moment.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Hatsukano Suzune hugged him from behind, trying to warm his heart with her body temperature.

Of course she knew this was stupid.

But she really didn't know what to do to make Natsume Kiyohame feel better.

She had been thinking about this question since the first day she came to the archives.

Natsume Kiyoha cried.

The tears were a mixture of sadness and emotion.

Seeing this, Suzune Hatsukano felt distressed. She gently held him in her arms, let him lean on her chest, patted his back gently, and whispered something like "No matter what happens, I'm always here".

If possible, she really wanted to be his tears at this moment.

Take away all his sadness.

In the soft light, they hugged each other tightly.

Everything around seemed to stop.

The sound of rustling wind.

The cherry blossoms that had bloomed early outside the hospital window were already showing signs of withering.

(End of this chapter)