Crossing the line

Chapter 93 I don't love you because you are born beautiful

Yun Yuwan was instantly embarrassed and ashamed. She was so shocked that she put her hands on the sink and rushed to the mirror to look at her swollen red eyes.

Her face flushed with shame: "Why didn't you tell me just now? You were just kissing me."

Wen Yangzhi smiled with interest at the door and teased slowly: "Who told me to be so impatient and thirsty that I only remembered to be 18+ with you, and I was so anxious without even looking at your face."

Yun Yuwan's face flushed red. This was indeed what she had just thought.

She had no time to feel ashamed or angry.

It’s over, won’t your face be disfigured?

She reached out to touch it and it didn't hurt or itch. Then she looked up at the mirror and found that her eyelids were covered with scratches.

She was a little confused, and when she looked down, she found that the eye shadow powder was turning her hands red.

It's eye shadow.
Not her eyes.

Yun Yuwan wailed in his heart.

When she applied it it was still a very light pink, but after oxidation it turned into such a dark color, just like someone had beaten it and it was swollen and congested.

The claim that you become more beautiful as the night goes on is false advertising. I will never buy cosmetics from this brand again.

"White Swan, what's wrong?"

Yun Yuwan's mouth almost couldn't help but rise, but she said embarrassedly: "I'm like this and you're still teasing me. Just now, everyone in the family saw how ugly I am."

She called him accusingly, "Wen Yangzhi."

There was surprise and sudden relief in her eyes.

Yun Yuwan breathed a sigh of relief, she thought it was just a swollen eye.

Originally, she wanted to seduce Wen Yangzhi.

Wen Yangzhi was not aware of the meaning: "What?"

Yun Yuwan pointed at her own eyes and said, "Was I like that just now?"

She had just thought he was really attracted to her, but it turned out that she was ugly now and he was laughing at her.

Wen Yangzhi stood at the door, his tall figure blocking the overhead light in the corridor. Against the light, he looked at her lazily, cigarette between his teeth, with a smile in his eyes:

She pointed at her eyes and said, "It's just so ugly."

"No." He naturally reached his hand holding the cigarette under the sink and flicked off the ash.

Yun Yuwan was suddenly overjoyed again: "Really?"

"Yeah." Yun Yuwan's shoulders slumped.

Wen Yangzhi slightly raised his drooping eyelids and looked at him gently: "Are you very concerned?"

"You've never been ugly." His tone was natural, without a trace of deliberateness, as if her appearance was really enough to seduce him to death.

He stopped joking with her and calmed her down in a calm tone, "It wasn't like that just now."

She said with a sad face: "Isn't this ugly?"

Wen Yangzhi said nothing, but just looked at her quietly, holding the cigarette between his fingers.

Although she didn't mention it, he could sense that she was anxious about being judged by others.

In theory, NPD actually has no self-confidence. The magnified self-confidence comes from the evaluation of others. Even a little praise from others will be magnified by this fool to soothe her fear and anxiety about the environment.

Once you know that others have a negative evaluation of you, you may become extremely anxious.

As an adult, she has been living in an environment that is unfamiliar to her and difficult for her to integrate into for a long time. A small mistake may put her in an unmanageable desperate situation. Only self-comfort can make her find the value of her existence.

These unspoken rules written in books are now engraved on his lover.

Seeing her upset over such a small matter, Wen Yangzhi felt an indescribable feeling rising in his chest.

Zhao Qin attaches the most importance to appearance. She is picky and pretentious. Even if Yun Yuwan did not say who the "whole family" in "the whole family saw it" was specifically referring to, Wen Yangzhi guessed why she was anxious about a piece of red eye shadow.

He always enjoyed teasing her.

But when it comes to her worries, he is no longer a fool. Wen Yangzhi watched her use a face towel to wipe off her eyeshadow, and said in a cold and slow tone: "If it was the same just now, Uncle Deng would have asked you if you wanted to call a doctor."

Yun Yuwan suddenly realized: "That's right."

She felt relieved, looked at herself in the mirror and complained, "I will never use this eyeshadow again."

How could it be so oxidized? It was so beautiful in the afternoon.

Wen Yangzhi leaned against the door frame and took a light puff of cigarette, then reached out to the sink to flick the ash.

Knowing that she hadn't made a fool of herself, Yun Yuwan turned around and looked at him expectantly: "So how did I perform today?"

"Very good." He answered her nonchalantly.

Yun Yuwan walked over, resting her chin on his chest, looking at him with her unclean toad eyes, and said domineeringly: "Then sum it up in two words."

He smiled lightly, but didn't answer her immediately. He just exhaled a puff of smoke. He didn't hug her back, but two emotionless words floated out from his thin lips as if nothing had happened:
"Beauty."

Yun Yuwan: “?”

She closed her eyes, but couldn't help laughing, speechless yet also coaxed by the truth.

She took a face towel and wiped her face with makeup remover. She didn't wipe it clean, and there was still some residue at the end of her eyes. But she walked up to him and asked him deliberately:

"Am I pretty?"

Wen Yangzhi just asked her indifferently: "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

She didn't hesitate: "The truth."

"It's okay." His response was disappointingly bland.

She felt a little disappointed, but when she thought about how handsome he was and how many good-looking people he had seen, she might not be that good-looking after all.

"What about lies?"

He said lazily and relaxedly, with a hint of smile: "It's ugly, so ugly that I have no interest in it in bed at all."

Ever since the first time, Yun Yuwan has been tortured every night and even during the day: "..."

She snorted with a little pride. If you wanted to say that she was beautiful, just say it directly, instead of beating around the bush.

She returned to the mirror and wiped her eyes clean.

He looked at her and suddenly called her, "Yun Yuwan."

Yun Yuwan turned to look at him in confusion: "Huh?"

"I like you, but it actually has little to do with what you look like." Wen Yangzhi's long eyelashes cast a shadow under the overhead light, obscuring his eyes, making his emotions a little unclear.

He suddenly became serious and her heartbeat slowed down.

Yun Yuwan hesitated for a moment, but then said what she had been feeling lost about: "But aren't you paying attention to me because I look like your favorite anime character?"

His attitude was very calm. He just looked at her, but he spoke slowly so that she could hear clearly:
"If I were twenty years old and only liked you for three months, you would be right. But I am twenty-eight now and have seen countless beauties. My luck has run out if I only like you based on your appearance. If I liked you based on your appearance, we would not be together if you came back this time."

Fuxi's eyes were so mature that she couldn't see clearly his flickering gaze, and she didn't know the elusiveness beneath the depth.

He had liked her for six years not because of who she looked like.

He liked her only because she was Yun Yuwan.

Wen Yangzhi rarely reveals his inner thoughts, and Yun Yuwan has never heard such a detailed and frank confession from him.

I stood there in a daze for a moment, looking at his handsome face, not knowing how to react, as if the slow motion button was pressed.

Wen Yangzhi's attitude was calm and unperturbed the entire time. He didn't seem to be confessing his feelings deliberately, and he didn't stay for long to wait for her response. He just walked out with his long legs, closed the door, and left her alone in the bathroom.

The lock was fastened with a crisp click, and his low, steady and warm voice rang out:

"Wash your face and come out so I can chat with you."

Yun Yuwan was still standing there, her mind full of the voice and expression of Wen Yangzhi when he just said that.

He liked her not because of her appearance.