I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 138 Trying something you are not good at

Chapter 138 Trying something you are not good at
"because I?"

Chen Xiangrou has not yet fully digested what her mother said in the letter.

But the clear voice had become hoarse without anyone noticing.

Followed by.

She saw in her mother's letter that her mother mentioned that when Chen Yuwei was ten years old, she won the prize in the youth group of the National Jewelry Design Competition.

Chen Ying’s sister.

Yuwei was so talented back then.

Her designs have won many awards.

I seemed to see my former self in her.

But this incident had a great impact on her.

In the beginning, there were days when psychotherapy didn’t work.

Yuwei's attention could not be focused at all because of the images in her mind.

My hands were shaking when I picked up the pen.

So after winning the award, Yuwei was unable to pursue her dream for a long time.

During that period, many questioning voices appeared on the Internet.

It is said that I assisted Yuwei in the design.

Or maybe she was just a flash in the pan.

I used all my resources to clean up those rumors that had no evidence at all.

But when Yuwei returned to school, she still heard those things from her classmates.

She wanted to prove it.

But when it comes to designing something like this, the more anxious you are, the less likely you are to come up with a good design.

What's more, Yuwei hasn't touched design for a long time.

I comforted Yuwei every day, but she was still caught in endless internal friction, and even developed resistance to the design that she once loved the most and regarded as her dream.

Once she broke down and told me that she never wanted to see these things again.

I kept encouraging Yuwei afterwards.

But I can feel the influence of these things on her is always there.

If it hadn't happened, she would have gone further.
Chen Xiangrou felt as if some explanation had been given to what happened back then.

Mother gave more love to my eldest sister and said some very harsh words that time.

Is it because the elder sister left psychological trauma after saving him?
Is this true?
Did the elder sister really suffer psychological trauma?
Chen Xiangrou thought of her past self, who had pretended to be sick many times and said she was not feeling well in order to gain her mother's attention.

Sometimes she even paid the domestic staff to act with her.

"So this is why you gave all of your father's shares to your eldest sister?"

Chen Xiangrou muttered to herself.

Her thoughts are in a mess now.

And she didn't want to continue thinking about these things.

At this moment, Chen Xiangrou just wanted to know.

Why did the mother leave all her things to Chen Mo.

Chen Xiangrou opened many letters.

In one of the letters, I saw the painting that my mother said inspired her.

Chen Xiangrou fell silent after taking a look.

She could tell at a glance that the painter had no talent in this area and had not even received any professional training.

The painting is very free.

Or rather, very casual.

This painting does have the prototype of my mother's work.

It is no exaggeration to say that it is a source of inspiration.

But wasn’t it the mother herself who made it possible for that work to enter the public eye?

It was she who drew the precise and perfect design based on those lines.

Just because of an inspiration, he left all those shares and copyrights of Caiqi Jewelry to Chen Mo?
Chen Xiangrou read the letter.

Chen Ying’s sister.

When I adopted Chen Mo, I told a lie.

During the time I went to the welfare home to help.

The dean and I learned a lot of things.

He said that children who lack love are actually easy to identify.

If a child grows up in an environment lacking love, his body and brain will be forced to be under high-intensity and long-lasting stress, just like a string that is always taut.

Some kids can feel these things and know that it can be tiring.

So they try to adapt.

But for some children, those things can be described as "sacred" in their hearts.

Some of them will even indulge in fantasy all day, fantasizing about having a parent to love them.

But just like money always flows into the hands of those of you who have no shortage of money.

Love is always obtained by those who have no lack of love.

Therefore, the second type of children who are unable to adapt live a very painful life every day.

They will cry because of a hug.

Because I feel that kind of love from one person, I will fight with others for that person.

Chen Mo is the second type of child.

The dean said, if I really want to adopt Chen Mo.

You can use a white lie to heal the scars in his heart, give him a loving childhood, and make his spiritual world the same as other children.

Tell the child Chen Mo that he has always had a home, he was not abandoned, he was just kidnapped by bad guys, and his family has been looking for him.

The dean talked to me a lot at that time.

The dean said that the child he loved the most and was most reluctant to part with was Chen Mo.

If I hadn't come to the welfare home to help these days, he wouldn't have handed Chen Mo over to me no matter how rich I was.

He also said that if I couldn't treat Chen Mo as my own son, he would not agree to the adoption procedures.

I agreed at that time.

But now I find that I haven't been able to do it completely.

Because of work.

I actually spend very little time with this child, Chen Mo.

Until that time, I somehow told Chen Mo those things.

After he showed me this painting.

We spent a little more time together.

I sent you the painting.

To someone like you who studies art, you must think this is just a normal child's doodle.

But I can tell you without exaggeration.

Not just in my opinion.

In the eyes of any jewelry design master.

Everyone will just feel that the pattern in this painting is like something from another world full of art, reflected through the mind of the child Chen Mo.

So I started trying to get Chen Mo involved in jewelry design.

When I was drawing the design, he would give me some suggestions without any professional terms, but they really made me feel a new direction.

I carefully wrote down every suggestion from Chen Mo.

I found that my level was improved again because of these things.

These things also became the basis of every work I made afterwards.

He is also willing to try these things that he is totally not good at for me.

I am an unfit mother.

I also started trying my least favorite thing, cooking.

I hope to let Chen Mo eat the meals prepared by her mother me.

But it's like I tried for a long time.

It's just like getting yourself covered in flour and oil stains.

Chen Mo is a kid who has no talent at all in this area.