I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 140 Pure Feelings

The audience was in chaos.

Chen Yiyi looked so pure and charming under the light. She tried to speak in a calm tone and with a smile.

But there were tears in her eyes, which made people feel distressed.

Chen Yiyi glanced at the only empty seat in the audience.

This is what she kept for Chen Mo.

She asked Sun Wenwen to give the ticket to Chen Mo.

But Sun Wenwen did not take the initiative to tell her whether Chen Mo agreed or not, and what his reaction was after getting the concert ticket.

Chen Yiyi didn't ask either.

She thought that the ticket might have been torn into pieces by Chen Mo on the spot.

Or maybe Chen Mo just said "Oh" lightly, without any emotional fluctuations, as if he had erased her from his memory and didn't know her.

So, isn't this the ending I had anticipated?
But why at the last moment, I saw that seat was still empty?

Why would I be so sad?
After hearing all kinds of noisy discussions in my ears.

Chen Yiyi felt a little dazed.

Suddenly, her mind flashed back to the day when she went to find Chen Mo, grabbed his sleeve to try to keep him, but was pushed away by Chen Mo.

Chen Yiyi was very heartbroken that day and cried for a long time.

But she soon thought, weren't the things she had done in the past a thousand or ten thousand times more excessive?

When the younger brother who loved me so much came to take me home.

Feeling embarrassed, she forcefully pried Chen Mo's fingers apart one by one.

She said she was going home alone and asked him to go first.

Chen Yiyi raised her head slowly: "In my heart, his talent has always been unmatched by anyone."

"But as time went by, I gradually found that the piano pieces that I could never practice well were so easy to play in his hands."

"I should be happy for him from the bottom of my heart."

"We have such a close relationship."

"Just like when I received the award, I mentioned everyone except him, but he still smiled happily."

"Why do I feel so inferior and have such ridiculous self-esteem?"

“He helped me so much.”

"He could even give me his life and stand alone in the shadows."

"I took his talent and stood on the highest award stage in the music industry, becoming a superstar that everyone admires."

"But when the reporter asked me if I had anything to say to him."

"What I thought about was that I was once left far behind by him."

“The image of me and him playing the same piano, but he is a thousand times better than me”

"What I thought of was the promise I made to him that I would defeat him."

"I wanted to prove that I had finally stood in front of him and defeated him."

"At that moment, it was like a string broke in my brain."

“All kinds of emotions came over me.”

"Then, the me that I now hate, when facing the camera, answered the person she should be most grateful to, "No"

"Until I completely lost that person, I thought that as long as I looked back, he would be there."

“I just realized these things.”

"I thought about how much I had done in the past and how wrong I had been."

"Although he was genuinely happy for my achievement, he must have been hurt."

Continuous axle rotation work.

And uncover these "scars" of the past one by one.

Chen Yiyi's face turned pale and her eyes turned red: "He must have been looking forward to it too."

"I never thought that I would give such a cold answer."

The noise from the audience became even louder.

Those who can come to the concert are naturally people who like Chen Yiyi.

They felt from Chen Yiyi's words that she had made a big mistake.

But seeing Chen Yiyi's weak and haggard appearance at this time.

At this moment, many people shouted towards the stage to comfort Chen Yiyi.

"Chen Yiyi, we will always support you, and you will definitely be able to find the lost person!" "It's okay, Chen Yiyi, everyone makes mistakes sometimes, and you can definitely make up for it with your heart!"

"Since the person you mentioned helped you become a music superstar step by step, then he definitely wouldn't want to see you voluntarily give up these things and choose to retire from the industry!!"

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After Chen Yiyi heard these voices.

She felt even more sad.

Chen Yiyi had imagined these words countless times in her dreams.

She felt like she was doing everything she could to make amends.

Get back the things you lost in the past one by one.

This way she and Chen Mo can start over.
But, some things have turned into fragments.

They can't start over again.

Chen Yiyi felt like she was having one dream after another these days.

That day she went to see Chen Mo with medicine.

When I knocked on the door, I prayed countless times in my heart.

I hope Chen Mo's attitude will change this time and he will accept my kindness.

I wish Chen Mo would look at her without disgust.

He actually accepted it that day and said thank you to her.

Chen Yiyi felt that her dream seemed to come true.

But after going downstairs, I saw Chen Mo throwing the medicine into the trash can.

The dream was shattered.

Later, she tried to win him back by using the same method she had used to coax Chen Mo.

Tell Chen Mo about the promises they had made.

But after realizing that things and people have changed, she was the first one among them to forget the promise.

The dream was shattered once again.

Later on, she began to devote herself to the concert.

But now the last concert has been completed.

and then?
Nothing can be changed
Without Chen Mo, she would not have everything she has now.

Chen Yiyi felt that she was not worthy of having these things, so she chose to announce her retirement at this point in time.

If Chen Mo doesn't want the money from concerts, the money from selling copyrights, and the money from endorsements.

Then she will leave it all to Chen Mo's family.

Chen Yiyi trembled a little.

Aren’t I also Chen Mo’s family member?
Then she quickly realized that it was all in the past.

After Chen Yiyi finished speaking, she left the stage without looking back.

Everyone at the scene began to realize it.

This may not be a joke designed in advance to liven up the atmosphere.

Chen Yiyi really chose to quit the entertainment industry.

There really is such a person who was deeply hurt by Chen Yiyi.

This caused all kinds of noises to echo throughout the stadium.

Backstage.

After Chen Yiyi sat down.

In the suitcase, I found the book "Two Hundred Intermediate Piano Etudes".

She turned the pages.

Chen Yiyi saw a sentence she had written before.

[Hello, future Chen Yiyi, you must have become a piano master, but you actually asked your younger brother to protect you before. Have you protected him well when you grew up? ]

She suddenly realized.

I don't know when an extra line of words appeared below.

[Sister, you can definitely become a piano master! ]

Yes, they once really had an extremely pure relationship.

(End of this chapter)