I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 145: Teasing her at the happiest moment

hours ago.

The setting sun shone through the gaps in the curtains, making her face look even paler.

Jiang Lifen found that she became addicted to gambling after her divorce.

She regrets it almost every day.

Every time after Jiang Lifen lost miserably, she would tell herself in various ways that she would never gamble again.

It won't last for a few days.

She would download the software again one by one and continue to throw away her dignity and moral bottom line to raise money.

Jiang Lifen lost a lot again.

He lost all the cash that Ye Mengyao had left in her bedroom.

To fill this void.

She lost her patience and her reason and went mad.

The result was that he lost more and more, owed a lot of foreign debt, and even asked for the money he had paid for the blind date.
"Mom, have you seen the white cloth bag in my room?"

Ye Mengyao's face turned pale when she walked out of the bedroom.

This is Chen Mo's money, and some of the money she saved from doing odd jobs and receiving scholarships.
She was going to return it to Chen Mo a few days ago.

But that day she was immersed in a beautiful dream and completely forgot about it.

After that, Chen Mo went to work in another place.

Ye Mengyao put the money in her room.

The first thing I do every time I get home is to look through the cloth bag.

at this time.

I saw the bloodshot eyes of my mother, and the wine bottles and cigarette butts on the ground.
And then she said, "I'm sorry."
The feeling of suffocation instantly overwhelmed Ye Mengyao's head.

Why do those beautiful dreams always have to be shattered when she is happiest?

Reality always hurts her deeply and pushes her into the quagmire at this time.

Laughing and teasing her.

Ye Mengyao didn't listen to another word her mother said.

She went back to her room and packed her things.

I should have expected this.

From the moment my father left home, my mother started drinking and gambling.

This home has withered.

She should never have any expectations or fantasies.

The most ridiculous thing is.

For some reason, the mother outside the door collapsed first.

She banged on the door, cried and screamed, saying that she would never gamble again, why didn't you pay attention to her, and did you want her to die.
In the end, blind dating was mentioned again.

These words were like countless pieces of glass, constantly falling on Ye Mengyao's heart.

Even if you cover your ears and try to isolate yourself, it won't help at all.

Ye Mengyao had heard these words too many times, and they had long been deeply engraved in her heart.

When I saw the scar on my wrist.

Ye Mengyao seemed to be brought back to that darkest time.

My mother didn't care about the efforts I made to show her.

Every time she felt unwell, her mother thought she was pretending.

Every time she asked for help, her mother would just feel unlucky and it affected her ability to win money.

The day before I cut my wrists.

She also sent a text message to her mother.

A very long paragraph.

He said he couldn't hold on any longer.

My mother may not have even read it, or she may have long forgotten what she replied.

[Then you hurry up and die]

Even when she was in the hospital.

The first thing her mother said to her was, how could it die if the cut was so shallow, you should have chopped off the entire claw.

Then she found a little light in the overwhelming darkness.

It turns out there is still beauty in this world.

Chen Mo led her out little by little.

But reality continued to tease her afterwards.

Ye Mengyao thought.

Perhaps Chen Mo’s transformation during this period was just a dream.

Maybe Chen Mo only feels pity and guilt for her now.

Perhaps soon, she will find herself being teased once again.

Think of this.

Her inner world collapsed into ruins again. And the feeling of being "teased" was heart-wrenching.

Ye Mengyao never wanted to touch these things again.

She decided to escape.

Well, I'd better die completely this time.

"Mom knows she was wrong. She will never gamble again."

When Jiang Lifen saw the door open, she immediately put on a somewhat pitiful look.

Ye Mengyao smelled the strong smell of alcohol.

Usually at this time.

She would not argue with Jiang Lifen.

Ye Mengyao has verified many times that her mother may lose her humanity after drinking too much.

But how could she still care about these things now?

"You often say that I have been a burden to you over the years."

"Say I spent hundreds of thousands of your dollars."

"Every time we quarrel, you always tell me to save some shame."

"I used so much of your money, why am I still arguing with you? You deserve to hit me and scold me."

"Now you've gambled away all that money."

"I don't owe you anything, do I?"

Ye Mengyao spoke word by word.

Jiang Lifen had no idea why Ye Mengyao suddenly said this at this time.

But she saw that Ye Mengyao was willing to talk to her.

Jiang Lifen took this opportunity to speak up: "It's all Mom's fault. Give Mom one last chance."

"If I go gambling again, you..."

Ye Mengyao didn't want to hear the words that had been repeated ten thousand times: "Can you promise me one thing?"

Jiang Lifen nodded immediately: "Mom promises you, you must do it in the future"

Ye Mengyao interrupted again: "Being your daughter is too tiring."

"I don't want to be your daughter anymore."

"Promise me not to contact me again, okay?"

"There is nothing left between you and me."

After saying that, Ye Mengyao walked out the door.

Until this moment.

Jiang Lifen also failed to realize that Ye Mengyao's heart had already completely collapsed.

After she heard this.

His first reaction was to grab a small object nearby and throw it at him angrily: "You have no conscience!"

"Who taught you to talk to your parents like that?"

"What the hell!"

There is a piece of iron on that object.

It brushed past Ye Mengyao's arm.

A hint of bright red seeped out from the scratch.

Ye Mengyao seemed not to care and left the house.

Jiang Lifen heard the sound of the door closing.

She finally panicked.

Jiang Lifen reacted and chased after him.

But Ye Mengyao had already gone far away.

She once again entered a state of temporary lucidity.

He sat back on the sofa and started smoking one cigarette after another.

Why did it become like this again?

After her foreign debts were paid off, she felt that this was an opportunity given to her by God.

During those days, she also found the feeling of being with her daughter as before.

Isn't this a nice day?
But why again?
Jiang Lifen deleted those software again.

I even had the thought of finding a good job and living a down-to-earth life.

Can be followed immediately.

She suddenly thought of a mistake she had made during the gambling process.

Jiang Lifen became annoyed.

If it weren't for this mistake, she wouldn't have lost money this time.

All the money lost before can be earned back at once!

(End of this chapter)