I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 161 Extra: The Antonym of Love is Forgetting
When Fu Xuejie was 71 years old.

The piano community has a higher opinion of him.

It is said that the piano master's piano music now sounds like a clear and gentle river.

No need to show any skills.

The notes flowed naturally from his fingertips.

Now every performance of Fu Xuejie is like a grand show.

There is no substitute for a piano master like him.

No recording of his live performance, no matter how exquisite, can ever be fully reproduced.

The show at the end of December.

It has become so popular that it has broken the circle.

Scalpers have raised the ticket price several times, but tickets are still hard to get.

Because Fu Xuejie announced that after this performance, he will return to his life.

In the center of the Golden Hall.

Fu Xuejie, dressed in a light grey straight suit, was immersed in playing the piano.

Spinning and dancing with the notes.

The last piece of music performed in the second half.

This was also Fu Xuejie's closing performance, and he chose a song called "Eternity".

This work has been interpreted many times.

Many people believe that this piano piece expresses that extreme love and hate can last a lifetime, so it is named Eternity.

But the reality is.

It's hard to be eternal.

If you have to choose one.

Then only love is eternal.

Even if there is someone you hate to the core, years after you feel love again, you may not even remember that person's name. As long as no one mentions him or her, that person will be forgotten in the corner forever.

Fu Xuejie's interpretation of this song is eternal love.

While he was playing.

He shortened the long, difficult and tortuous process.

There is only touching love.

At this moment, the audience at the scene also felt the most sensitive nerve in their hearts being touched by the floating notes, and slowly flowed into their inner world.

A familiar scene spread through my mind.

Standing in the crowd, with everyone looking at him holding the bouquet, he didn't care and spoke out his confession loudly.

The sunlight shines on her through the treetops. The surroundings are extremely noisy, but her eyes are filled with love for you.

It seems that over the long years, the original love and longing have long been worn away.

But as long as it is true love, you will still be moved when you think of these scenes.

Those who were drawn by the piano music and immersed in memories understood what Fu Xuejie wanted to express.

Love is eternal.

If you feel nothing when you think of the person you once loved, then maybe you never really loved each other.

The antonym of love is not not loving, but forgetting.

As the performance came to an end.

The audience expressed their gratitude with applause.

Thank you Fu Xuejie for using this piano piece to create a world called "love" for them tonight.

When Fu Xuejie picked up the microphone.

Everyone's eyes were focused on the piano artist illuminated by the golden light.

Fu Xuejie said: "I would like to mention an old friend who has passed away long ago at this moment."

"He was a lonely man, suffering from illness and pain."

"His life was frozen in that cold winter."

“But I think he’s a winner.”

"No one can fight against some predetermined fate."

"But there are always people who can struggle tenaciously despite the mockery of fate."

"He accepted his fate completely and lived with the injustice of the world."

"Fate can't do anything to him."

After these words were spoken.

Many people at the scene immediately realized who Fu Xuejie was referring to.

The long-deceased piano genius was loved by the whole world after the news of his death was announced.

His life was pieced together through reports in various media.

He is extremely eager for family affection.

I hardly felt the warmth of family during my childhood.

Live in the dampest basement in the largest and most luxurious estate.

When he was a few years old, his adoptive mother, the only person in the family who loved him, died of illness.

Someone gave such a point of view.

Maybe at this moment.

The piano genius was traumatized after witnessing such a heartbreaking scene.

He would often feel pain when thinking about those scenes.

Excessive joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness can damage the liver.

Perhaps this was one of the causes of his illness.

When he was just a child, he showed amazing talent for piano.

With a piano piece, he conquered the national piano master, Fu Xuejie.

But he did all this just for his sister, Chen Yiyi.

When he was twenty years old, he was kicked out of the house by his beloved sister.

Although this was extremely cruel to him.

But from another perspective, he seemed to have broken free from many constraints.

He began to show himself and conquered the entire piano world with a piano piece.

Piano masters have given high praise to his playing level.

It is believed that the future heights of this piano genius who is only 20 years old are immeasurable.

Everyone believed that a bright future was slowly unfolding before him.

But at this time.

He has been suffering from an incurable disease, and illness has become a part of his life.

He persisted for another three months under one critical illness notice after another, but finally passed away.

It was freezing cold in Jiangcheng that day.

The snow was falling heavily and the north wind was howling, as if mourning the passing of this piano genius.

Many people who knew more about Chen Mo's deeds couldn't help but sigh.

The world is so cold to him and will always be like this to him.

He seemed to have never had a good rest, and fate was oppressing him all the time.

He could finally have a peaceful rest.

Fu Xuejie continued, "In fact, his hearing was also damaged during the last piano performance."

"To present a perfect piano performance."

"He found me at noon that day."

"After I pointed out some of the sounds he was missing, he kept correcting them while coughing up blood."

"During this time, he couldn't even lift his hands because of the pain."

"But in the end he still gave a perfect piano performance."

"The most powerful person is the one who never gives up in difficult situations."

“That piano performance is the best performance in my mind.”

After Fu Xuejie finished speaking.

The scene burst into applause again.

Fu Xuejie smiled.

He said to himself, Chen Mo, did you see it?
Some roads are long and difficult, and you may never reach your ideal destination in your lifetime.

But in the process of moving forward, indelible traces will be left behind.

These traces and the people who have changed because of you will give meaning to your persistence.

It was also on this day.

Fu Xuejie learned about what happened between Chen Mo and Ye Mengyao.

For the sake of this girl, Chen Mo made another attempt before his death.

He felt that this kind of love was eternal.

So after learning the news from afar.

In addition to feeling regretful, Fu Xuejie also felt a lot of other things.

He suddenly realized that he owed someone a lot. This is why Fu Xuejie chose to stop and return to his life after taking a step forward.

Fu Xuejie continued: "I want to say a belated apology to my lover."

“That’s why I chose to return to life.”

"I want to be with her for the rest of my time."

The voice just fell.

An old man sitting in the audience burst into tears.

She is elegant and confident, dressed elegantly and wears light makeup.

It is not difficult to tell from her eyes and eyebrows that this old woman must have been a gentle and beautiful woman when she was young.

Fu Xuejie showed amazing talent at the age of thirteen and became a disciple of a foreign music educator. He then gradually became famous and was naturally liked by many people.

The romance and emotion he expressed through the piano won him applause and praise.

I also gained the admiration of many girls.

She is one of them.

She still remembered how nervous she was that day on the tree-shadowed walkway, even though she had received so many love letters from people.

Later they got together.

At the wedding that day.

The crowd of flowers came up.

The two received many blessings from people.

After swearing together to spend the rest of their lives together.

She felt so happy.

But after we really got together, from ideals to life.

She discovered that Fu Xuejie loved piano the most, and her second.

But it seemed like she should have thought of this a long time ago.

She was afraid that this would affect Fu Xuejie's pursuit of his ideals, so she buried many things deep in her heart.

There were many times on her birthday when she called him to remind him to take care of his health while performing outside, and many times she wanted to remind her husband that today was a special day and why not take time to come back.

But she held back because she didn't want to distract her husband.

She also wanted her husband to remember the birthday wish by chance and wish her the best.

But the only time he becomes less taciturn is when he talks about the piano.

A piano genius whose emotions only blossom when playing the piano, never remembered once.

She never complained. Her husband was very busy and tired. He might only stop to rest for a few days in a year.

She understands her husband.

Her cooking skills became better and better, and their daughter was full of praise.
However, as Fu Xuejie became more and more popular with the public, his reputation and evaluation from the outside world also became higher and higher.

The time they spent alone together was becoming less and less.

No matter how delicious the food is, my husband can’t eat it.

She just kept waiting.

She felt that sooner or later, her husband would stop chasing the piano and look back at her.

Then the two of them can be like countless lovers.

Spend the day lazing around at the city beach and join in on the fun.

Holding each other's hands, walking in the woods with falling leaves.

Hug and kiss under the setting sun.
Just like we said at the wedding, spend the rest of our lives together.

She waited like this until she grew old.

The old man felt that after so many years, no matter how strong the love was at the beginning, it should have faded away.

But after she heard these words.

I found that I was still moved and she still loved me.

Right now.

She saw Fu Xuejie on the stage nodding at her.

As a result, the scene was somewhat disorderly.

She seemed to feel like she was back at the wedding scene.

After she came on stage.

Fu Xuejie said a lot to her.

Say you're sorry for ignoring her feelings.

Express gratitude for her silent dedication and endurance over the years.

Thank you for your everlasting love.

It is said that this piano piece is dedicated to her.

The two hugged each other amid applause and cheers.

She had finally waited for this day, and she didn't think it was too late.

Everyone gave high praise to Fu Xuejie's farewell performance.

I think the whole performance was perfect to the extreme.

Every piece performed by this piano master was flawless, and every treatment was exquisite.

Although the perfect performance of the song itself deserves praise, many people also feel that this is as it should be.

After all, this is Fu Xuejie, a true piano artist.

What really made this performance perfect was the emotional expression of the last song.

Every paragraph and every note is so moving, tugging at everyone's heartstrings and making people intoxicated.

It brings poetry to this bustling city.

The expression of this song "Eternity" may not be surpassed by anyone, including Fu Xuejie himself.

But if you ask Fu Xuejie himself what he thinks of this performance.

He would not give the word "perfect".

This was his last piano performance. He was inspired by Chen Mo and dedicated the song "Eternity" to his wife and to him and Ye Mengyao, but he couldn't see it.

The night after the performance.

The two walked slowly on the street holding hands.

The neon lights of the city make the streets not dark.

The lights shone on the two of them, making them look so gentle.

Although her husband remained silent after leaving the piano, a smile appeared on her face.

She is in this moment.

It reminded me of a poem I once read.

"The days of the past have become slower, the carriages and mail have become slower, and a lifetime is only enough to love one person."

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She once dreamed of such a love, where two people only loved each other and spent their whole lives together.

She used to think that she might not have it.

But now she feels that there is no need to be envious. If she thinks more positively, she seems to have such love.

Although he had loved the piano for so many years, the piano is not a person.

Fu Xuejie saw his wife suddenly laugh, and was about to ask her why she laughed.

An evening breeze blew over, bringing with it a bit of a chill.

Then the snow began to fall.

Fu Xuejie stared in a daze as he looked at the six snowflakes falling on him.

He thought about it every time he saw snowflakes like this.

How did heaven and earth give birth to such a thing?

She felt a little dazed as she looked at Fu Xuejie's dazed look.

He really hasn't changed at all over the years. He is still the genius who seems to know nothing except piano.

He didn't even remember to take off his coat and give it to his wife.

She recalled the scene when her husband taught those children to play the piano.

When he met children who didn't play the piano well, he would directly criticize them and say that they had no talent and were not suitable for playing the piano.

Regardless of the other party's family situation and background, we treat everyone equally without any human relations.

She apologized many times on behalf of her husband and the children's parents.

As she was thinking.

Fu Xuejie put his coat on her: "You are wearing too little, let's go back."

At this moment, she felt like crying again.

The two of them got caught in a lot of snow on the way back.

But she is very happy.

She thought of another poem.

If they were exposed to the snow together, they would be together for the rest of their lives.

It doesn’t seem right, they have grown old together.

(End of this chapter)