I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 99 Is there anyone you want to meet?
Chen Mo was actually quite satisfied with this ward.

Bright and spacious.

There are even some decorative paintings on the walls.

There is an independent balcony and the care of friends.
In Chen Mo's mind, Sun Luze was not only his attending physician, but also his friend, the kind of friend with whom he could confide.

After he moved to this ward.

Sun Luze gave him a small notebook to record his feelings.

Whenever he feels the pain is unbearable, he writes it down in this notebook and he will adjust the pain relief plan based on this information.

If you need to seek psychological help, you can also record it.

He will also help to find a professional psychologist.

Sun Luze told him.

Although the content of these words is very desperate.

These are photos from that day at the theater.

Drug intervention plus psychotherapy can reduce his pain at the end of his life.

First, I heard my sister acting coquettishly and saying that she missed him very much.

Then a few more photos were sent.

At this time.

Unless it is a medical team that is exclusively for the top wealthy people and has to calculate the medical expenses in seconds, there are still some means to try and gain some illusory hope.

This made Chen Mo feel.

You can feel the warmth between people.

My sister and Fu Xuejie are playing the piano together.

This is all he can do within his capabilities.

After he opened the chat software.

Maybe the last part of my life is here, which is also good.

Yang Chuxue was very excited. She said that these photos were sent to her by her teachers at school and she planned to hang them in the display window at the school entrance.

She said that when her classmates heard that the person teaching her to play the piano was the greatest piano master, the whole class was extremely envious.

Chen Mo received several messages from Yang Chuxue on his mobile phone.

But surgery and chemotherapy, besides increasing the pain, cannot change anything.

He looked at the two of them with a smile on his face.

These were the last words Sun Luze said to him before he left last night.

My sister used exaggerated language in this paragraph.

It may have been taken by Fu Xuejie's assistant.

When the get out of class was over, students from the next class came and she couldn't leave the classroom.

Chen Mo immediately responded to these messages, saying that was great, as it would allow him to make a lot of new friends.

But compared to making friends.

Yang Chuxue's mind is now full of thoughts about becoming a piano master in the future.

He said he wanted to play the piano as well as his brother, no, he wanted to play better than him.

[Brother, do you believe it? ]

Chen Mo replied with a smile.

[Of course I believe it.]

But he won't see that day.

Shortly after Chen Mo put down his phone.

Sun Luze knocked twice on the door of the ward and walked in: "How is it? Are you still feeling the pain?"

Chen Mo replied: "No more."

"There are also some tolerable discomforts, which I have long been accustomed to."

Sun Luze didn't say anything after hearing this.

He found a chair and sat down, then took out a bunch of lists from the bag in his hand: "You told me last time that you wanted me to keep you informed of your current physical condition."

"This way you can arrange the rest of your time more calmly."

"your situation."

Sun Luze paused for a moment and then suddenly asked a question: "By the way, is there anyone you want to meet?" "Before I leave this world."

Chen Mo was about to speak.

Sun Luze raised his hand to interrupt: "I hope you can think about it carefully before answering this question."

"How about this."

"Let me tell you a story about a patient of mine."

"She also came to the hospital alone at that time."

"This woman, who is almost 70 years old, didn't look too bad, but she felt her chest pain was getting worse, so she made an appointment with me."

"After the examination, a large lesion was found in the lungs, and it had metastasized to the bones."

"After hearing the news, the old man was ready to go home directly."

"But maybe because of the sudden news, the old man couldn't bear it, so before he walked far, he said his head was dizzy and his legs were numb, and then he fainted on the ground."

"When the old man was in hospital."

“I went to see it a few times.”

"I asked the old lady if she had any family members and if she wanted me to help contact them to take care of her."

"The old man first said he had no family, and then he said he had a son who was not doing well."

"His son only knows how to drink and fight. He does nothing every day and is idle."

“Sometimes I even have to ask her for money.”

"The old lady said that if she didn't have the pension, she would have died a long time ago."

"She drove her son away and told him to work there and not come back."

"When his son came back during the Chinese New Year, the old man also drove people out."

"After chasing him away several times, the old man's son really didn't come back."

"The old lady said she hadn't seen her son for five years."

When Sun Luze said this, his mood seemed to change slightly.

His tone also became somewhat sad: "At that time, the old lady and I both knew very well that she didn't have much time to live."

“So I asked the old man the same question.”

"The old man's answer was very straightforward: no."

"She doesn't want to see that disappointing son at all."

"But a few days later, the old man was suddenly discharged from the hospital."

"I asked a nurse."

"The nurse told me that the old lady's health was deteriorating and sometimes she couldn't see the things in front of her. She suddenly regretted it and said she wanted to see her son."

"But the phone number that hadn't been dialed for five years was no longer in service."

“This made the old man cry on the spot.”

"She stood up and said she was leaving the hospital. She wanted to see her son for the last time."

Sun Luze looked at Chen Mo who was standing there in a daze and took out the newspaper he had prepared in advance.

Chen Mo took it subconsciously and saw the headline of that newspaper.

The 70-year-old mother who was terminally ill asked around along the way. It took her eleven days and a journey of 600 kilometers. With the help of the public security organs, she finally found her son and saw him for the last time.

Sun Luze said: "Because I am not involved in this matter either."

"So I can't give you a clear reason."

"Why did this old man suddenly change his mind and drag his frail body across mountains and rivers to see his son for the last time?"

"I think it may be because this is the regret buried deep in the old man's heart."

"Do you think there is such a person in your heart?"

“Things from the past are like the wind. You can feel it, but no one can catch it.”

"But the biggest regret is never what has been lost in the past."

“It’s about not seizing the present moment.”

"While the disease is under control."

"Let's go meet him."

(End of this chapter)