Self-struggle starting from Douluo

Chapter 124: Sitting and Forgetting
After a long time...

"What happens here can only stay here. Once you get out, it will be as if nothing happened!"

Bibi Dong hugged him tightly, but said, "Don't think too much, this is just the content of the divine test... and you haven't been in a good mental state recently. You have been tense for a long time. I will help you relax... that's all!"

Qinghuan could feel that Bibi Dong was extremely relaxed at the moment, and felt a sense of satisfaction as if she had gotten what she wanted.

Looking down at her, Bibi Dong was also secretly looking at Qing Huan. When their eyes met, Bibi Dong avoided her gaze like a frightened deer.

Where is the Pope’s majesty?

Qing Huan's heart moved, and he leaned close to her ear and whispered, "I'll take you to heaven and see the world from another perspective!"

Taking her to heaven means really taking her to heaven, there is no other meaning!
In the vast sea of ​​clouds, Bibi Dong looked around curiously, then looked at herself and asked, "Where are we?"

Qing Huan hugged her and said, "We are in a spiritual state now, and we are ten thousand meters in the sky above the Douluo Continent."

Bibi Dong was surprised and said, "Really? I've never heard of a spirit master being able to fly to such a height... Is this really the Douluo Continent under our feet?"

"Look for yourself!" Qinghuan waved her hand, the vast clouds moved away, and the land beneath their feet appeared in their eyes.

Bibi Dong looked down at the land, and after a long while she said in fascination: "It turns out that Douluo Continent is so small... From here, I can't even see Wuhun City."

Qing Huan pointed downwards and said with a smile: "If someone on the ground was laughing at you from this height, what would you think?"

Bibi Dong stretched out her hand, as if to grab the entire continent, and said, "It's too small, so small that I can't even see it!"

Qing Huan said with deep meaning, "When an ant crawls out of its nest and looks up at a human who happens to be passing by, will it have the same thought?"

Bibi Dong seemed to have grasped something and said, "Just as humans don't care what ants think, I, standing at this height, don't care what humans on the ground think... I don't even know they exist!"

Qing Huan smiled and said, "Now, do you still care about the troubles and right and wrong in the world?"

Bibi Dong turned her head and looked at Qing Huan: "Is this your perspective all along? Are we just like ants under your feet?"

Qing Huan shook his head and said, "I used to observe from the perspective of 'humanity', but since I 'seen the heaven and earth', I would observe from the perspective of 'heaven' from time to time...

Just like you are back on earth now, but the feeling you have now will not disappear, after I "saw the heaven and earth", that feeling always lingered in my heart... It is no longer a question of whether I want it or not, but it is there!"

Bibi Dong suddenly realized, and said, "So your mental state during this period gave me a feeling that something was not right!"

Qing Huan nodded and said, "Do you remember the "Xinzhai" I taught you?"

"Remember, listen to your breathing." Bibi Dong said seriously, "At first I could only listen subconsciously with my ears, but I couldn't hear any sound at all. I could only feel my own breathing... Later I got a clue, but I couldn't explain the meaning."

Qing Huan explained: "In fact, it is not really listening to the sound of breathing, but to feel the "thought" of breathing. When you are aware of this "thought", you can achieve unity of spirit and energy, without any distracting thoughts. This is "heart fasting"!
After “heart fasting”, it is time to “sitting and forgetting”, which is a process of seeing the “true self”…”

Bibi Dong suddenly interrupted him and said, "I'll listen to you later."

Qing Huan: "..."

Bibi Dong smiled seductively and said, "In fact, we are not really in the sky above Douluo Continent, right? This is actually a mental illusion created by you... I am so active and happy at the moment because of the reaction of our bodies!"

Qing Huan did not comment and said, "Who knows if the real world is an illusion?"

……

In the past, modern science was gradually exploring the microscopic world, and scientists have always hoped to find the smallest particles that make up matter.

When molecules were first discovered, we thought they were the smallest. Later, we found that molecules were made up of atoms, and then we discovered electrons...

Before Qing Huan traveled through time, the smallest particle discovered by the scientific community was called "quark", but this was only what was discovered!

The scientific community generally believes that there should be particles smaller than quarks, but they cannot be discovered at the current level of scientific research.

When science advances to a certain stage, we may be able to discover particles smaller than quarks, but is this really the smallest particle we have ever seen? Who can guarantee that when science advances again, we will discover even smaller particles?

With all this busyness, does it seem like we are playing the "Matryoshka" game?
Perhaps, there is no such thing as the "smallest particle"!
All matter is born from "nothing"... Isn't it incredible that a house can be built without any building materials?

The end of science is theology!
……

The two of them lay in bed, snuggling together.

Qing Huan said: "If you want to "forget", you must first understand what you are "forgetting"! What do you think dominated our activities just now? Is it the instinct of the body, or the fusion of emotions?"

Bibi Dong rested her head on Qing Huan's chest and thought, "Is it the spirit?" "In fact, the human body does not have a "master" at all. Life is born from "nothingness."

Qing Huan tried to express it clearly through words, saying: "Body, mind, feelings... all of these constitute an "I". But this "I" is just a concept we give ourselves, a "false I".

Therefore, we always have a sense of insecurity and lack. No matter what we get, we cannot actually possess it, let alone truly enjoy it... This is the reason why we are obsessed with the "false self".

For example, at this moment, we can truly see, touch, and enjoy it... If you have practiced the "Four Elements Are Empty" method, you should understand that these are just the six senses of "eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind" at work.

Enjoyment and happiness are fleeting, and we will ask for more...and when the satisfaction fades, we will still long for the next time, endlessly.

Life will seek perfection on its own.

The reason why we demand endlessly is that we are obsessed with the "false self" and have not found the "true self".

"True Self" is the eternal and perfect source of life!

"Zuowang" means you should forget the "false self" and look for the "true self"!

Bibi Dong seemed to understand, but after thinking for a moment, she said, "I don't quite understand. How about being more specific?"

Qing Huan: “…Okay!”

……

The two of them stayed in the house for three days without even stepping out of the door.

It was not until the third day when they could no longer lie still that they put on their clothes, walked out of the room and headed straight for the entrance.

The King of Slaughter did not show up, and the previous messenger of Slaughter stopped them.

The Slaughter Envoy said calmly, "Once you enter the Slaughter City, you cannot leave unless you become a Slaughter God. This is what you two promised before!"

Qing Huan said with a smile: "I thought he would come to intercept him personally, but he only sent you... This King of Slaughter is a little afraid of death."

"You must not disrespect my king!" the Messenger of Slaughter said angrily, "You have won ninety-nine battles in a row. If you win one more, you will enter the road to hell and leave as a God of Slaughter. Why do you have to break your promise?"

"There's no need to go through the road to hell. I'm already a god of death!" Qinghuan narrowed his eyes slightly.

The bone-chilling cold spread, and the Killing Messenger felt that her body was completely frozen and unable to move. Her pretty face was full of fear, and she shouted hurriedly: "The King said that your "Killing God Domain" is fake!"

Qinghuan turned his head to look at the Killing Hall in the distance, and punched the empty space.

"Click——"

Cracks spread from the fist into space, and the entire City of Slaughter was shaking.

The building not far away broke and collapsed from the cracks.

"stop!"

The King of Slaughter finally showed up, flying far in the air, looking down at the two, especially Qing Huan. He said coldly: "It really is the "God of Slaughter Realm"... How did you get it without going through the path of hell?"

Qing Huan smiled and said, "You can go ask your god."

The King of Slaughter's face darkened, and after hesitating for a while, he said, "You guys go."

Qinghuan nodded to Bibidong and prepared to leave.

Suddenly, Qing Huan paused, raised his hand, pointed a finger, turned around and shouted, "King of Slaughter, look here!"

The King of Slaughter looked over subconsciously.

In an instant, a blazing light burst out from Qinghuan's raised fingertips.

"what……"

The King of Slaughter covered his eyes and was about to get angry, but suddenly he screamed, held his head and wailed, rolling in the air.

Bibi Dong asked curiously: "What happened to him?"

Qing Huan whispered: "I awakened another consciousness in his body."

(End of this chapter)