Self-struggle starting from Douluo

Chapter 135: Birth and Entry
Bingdi's voice woke up the two people who were discussing.

Qing Huan looked up at Tang Yue Hua, smiled, and said, "You finally came in."

Tang Yuehua was immediately filled with resentment and said, "Do you know how long it took me to get here? I almost died several times during this time... and I have to manage Sunset Town for you... and you have to come to me for a lot of things in the outer courtyard..."

Qinghuan didn't say anything either, allowing her to vent her frustration.

Bingdi quietly approached Xuedi and whispered, "Who is this woman? She dares to speak like that. She doesn't look like a newcomer."

Xue Di was also a little confused and said, "I don't know either. She broke into our little world and said she wanted to join the inner courtyard, so I brought her here..."

Oscar took off his apron and threw it aside, holding the book and preparing to leave. As he passed by, he explained, "Her name is Tang Yuehua, and she has been helping the dean manage Sunset Town. The dean let her enter the inner courtyard a long time ago.

But Lan Yin asked her to come in on her own, so it has been delayed until now."

Bingdi was surprised and said, "I see she is only in her forties, not that outstanding... Isn't it said that the threshold for the inner courtyard is very high? How can she join the inner courtyard?"

Oscar smiled, lowered his voice mysteriously, and said, "It is said that her spiritual cultivation is very high, so high that the dean is willing to personally create a cultivation method tailored for her."

Bing and Xue looked at Tang Yuehua, who kept venting her grievances like a shrew, and looked at each other, then at Oscar with doubts: That's it, and you think you have a high level of spiritual cultivation?

Oscar shrugged and said, "The dean has never taken care of the entire Sunset Town and the outer courtyard. She has never even shown her face. She handles everything... Anyone would be filled with resentment."

Bing and Xue suddenly said "Oh" in sudden realization.

Oscar said, "I'm almost done editing my recipe, so I'll go back first."

Bingdi was shocked and quickly pulled Xuedi, saying, "We will go too. I don't want to eat what Qinghuan made!"

As cold and aloof as the Snow Queen, she just turned around and left.

……

Tang Yuehua was still chattering, and Qinghuan just looked at her with a smile.

Gradually, Tang Yuehua's voice became weaker. She complained over and over again, but the other party didn't respond at all.

How could she continue talking about this?
After Tang Yuehua stopped talking, Qing Huan smiled and asked, "Are you done?"

Tang Yuehua glared at him and said unhappily, "You don't even give me a reaction, what else can I say?"

Qing Huan smiled and said, "You hit another car while driving. If there was no one in the car, you wouldn't be able to get angry even if you had a bad temper... Who could you get angry at with an empty carriage?

But if there is someone in the car and he doesn't hear you after you remind him several times, you might start cursing at him!

If a person can empty himself and travel the world, who can harm him?
"Empty yourself to travel the world", I thought you should have realized this long ago... You have dealt with nobles before, how did you deal with their dirty minds?
For a person who has no self, what does it matter if he walks among a group of soul beasts? "

Tang Yuehua was stunned and suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Sit down first." Qing Huan gestured to the stone table next to him and said, "I'll serve the dishes right away, you can try them."

Tang Yuehua pursed her lips, and finally walked to the stone table, sat down gracefully, and said, "Why did you become a cook?"

Qing Huan brought the dishes over and said, "Don't look down on the cook. The principles of the world are mostly the same. There is a saying that goes, 'Governing a big country is like cooking a small fish.'"

Cooking is not only about the heat, but also about the timing!

Different ingredients require different heat. Even the same ingredients require different heat at different stages.

Moreover, if you add the seasoning too early, the flavor will fade away, and if you add it too late, the flavor will not be absorbed…”

Speaking of cooking, Qinghuan is now very knowledgeable about it.

Looking at some unknown meat on the plate, Tang Yuehua smiled, and the resentment in her heart dissipated. She said, "Although I don't know how it tastes, it looks good." In any case, being able to eat the dishes made by Qinghuan himself is enough to offset the indifference of the past two years.

Qing Huan sat down opposite her and said, "Since you have entered the inner courtyard, think carefully about whether you want to enter the world or leave it."

Tang Yuehua was about to pick up her chopsticks, but was startled when she heard this. She put down her chopsticks and said, "What do you mean? Do you want me to put aside the things outside and concentrate on cultivation?"

“Life is a circle.”

Qing Huan gestured a circle and said, "Born with nothing, I began to pursue all kinds of things as I grew up, such as wealth, status, power... and so on!
When you die, you will have nothing and return to the starting point!

Some people focus on material things, enjoy the process of pursuing things, and the satisfaction after getting them. This is called "entering the world."

Some people, on the contrary, understand that all things pursued in this world are ultimately in vain, so they pay more attention to spiritual and mental satisfaction. This is called "renunciation of the world."

Therefore, "leaving the world" or "entering the world" has nothing to do with where you are or what you do, it only matters about your heart!
If you are seeking spiritual and mental satisfaction, even if you are chasing fame and fortune, you are "leaving the world"!
But if you are pursuing superficial desires, then even if you live in a deserted mountain, you are still "involved in the world"!

"I haven't listened to your theories for a long time. I feel a little nostalgic."

Tang Yuehua understood Qing Huan's meaning, but did not give a direct answer. She said, "Can your "God's Gift" be shared with others? I see that those who have recorded on it in the past few years are Chen Xin, Dugu Bo, the young Zhu Zhuqing, Ye Lingling... but not yours."

Qing Huan explained casually, "I put it in the inner courtyard. Everyone in the inner courtyard can record it and exchange their understanding for points."

Tang Yuehua's eyes lit up: "I can do it too?"

Qing Huan glanced at her and said, "Since you have entered the inner courtyard, you can do it too."

Tang Yuehua asked urgently: "What about the points? Can I control them myself?"

Qing Huan laughed and said, "Did you know about Tang Chen's news?"

Tang Yuehua looked sad and said, "My second brother sent me news that Grandpa is dying and only you can save him..."

Qing Huan said calmly: "Do you know that saving him means offending a god? When I woke him up, it was already a favor. The favor turned into hatred!
What’s more…”

Tang Yuehua sighed and said, "I know, I have already left the Haotian Sect, but he is my grandfather, and blood ties cannot be avoided... You don't have to do anything, I will use my own points to treat him, okay?"

Qing Huan nodded and said, "Your points are naturally at your disposal!"

Tang Yuehua immediately breathed a sigh of relief and felt much more relaxed. She asked, "You said saving my grandfather means offending the gods... What's going on? Can you tell me?"

Qing Huan explained: "Your grandfather lost himself in the Shura God Test. The Shura God's power must ensure "impartial killing"!
In other words, killing cannot be done according to one's heart, but must be based on one's position!
For example, Asura God is the enforcer of order in the divine world, so his killing must be based on the order of the divine world, and he cannot kill someone just because he dislikes that person!
The gods in the divine world, in order to awaken and control their own will, often have this or that... well, vows!
Just like if you want to concentrate on reading a book, you cannot be distracted or have random thoughts. This is a kind of "vow". Once you break it, you will not be able to read the book.

However, during the eighth test of the Divine Examination, your grandfather broke his "oath" and turned from the path of Shura to the path of Rakshasa, which resulted in his body being taken over by a nine-headed bat.

I remember once saying that Rakshasa and Shura are two sides of the same coin!

What do you think a god who kills to maintain order hates the most?"

Tang Yuehua held the meeting and said, "Kill as you please... I understand!"

Sighing, Tang Yuehua picked up the chopsticks again, picked up a piece of meat and put it into her mouth.

Although it doesn’t taste good now, since it was made by Qinghuan herself, I still have to try it.

The next moment, Tang Yuehua's expression changed, and her beautiful face was distorted:

"Pooh!"

Very indecent!

(End of this chapter)