Self-struggle starting from Douluo

Chapter 142 Find yourself
Dai Mubai looked at Oscar in disbelief.

Not only him, but everyone else in the room also had a look of astonishment. Shao Xin blurted out, "Xiao Ao, how did you do that?"

Oscar spread his hands and said, "Didn't I say it? Just process the soul power! In the academy, innate soul power is not important, the type of martial soul is not important, and the quality of martial soul is not important... The only thing that matters is self-awareness!
As long as you figure out what your martial soul is and what your heart is, it doesn’t matter whether it is the food system, the auxiliary system, or the offensive system!

The martial soul is one's own self. How to exert oneself depends on one's own heart."

Except for Liu Erlong, everyone was confused. Yu Xiaogang even scolded, "What do you mean by 'heart'? For so many years, the soul master world has always had classifications of various systems. When it comes to you, there is no distinction?"

Oscar sighed, feeling like he was talking to a cow, and said, "Anyway, this is what happened. Boss Dai, I am a member of the academy now, I will not go to Xingluo with you, and you can't take me away!

Dean, Vice Dean, and teachers, Fatty, I'm going back to the academy first."

Oscar nodded to everyone and turned to leave.

"Wait!" Dai Mubai got up, his eyes a little cold, and said: "Xiao Ao, what if it is a god?"

Oscar raised his brow.

The others looked at Dai Mubai in shock, as if they had heard it wrongly.

Dai Mubai said seriously: "The Xingluo Royal Family now has the support of the gods. Will you still choose to leave?"

Yu Xiaogang said anxiously: "Mu Bai. Are you telling the truth? Are there really gods?"

Dai Mubai nodded and said, "I didn't want to say this, but Xiao Ao, you impressed me so much. I need your help and that of all the teachers!
As long as you help me, I will not only be able to gain power and status in the future, but I may even get a glimpse of the realm of Gods!"

"This..." Everyone looked at each other, even Shao Xin was tempted and looked at Oscar.

Oscar still shook his head and said, "I told you, I won't join Xing Luo."

"Xiao Ao!" Yu Xiaogang said angrily, "That's a god! Do you know the consequences of disobeying a god?"

Oscar looked at everyone, sighed in his heart, and suddenly laughed, saying: "What if it's a god? It's not like the academy has never killed anyone before... Now the academy still has a god's seat, and anyone from the inner courtyard of the academy can inherit it!
Do you know why we didn’t inherit that throne? Because everyone in our inner courtyard looked down on us!”

After saying this, there was no need to continue, so he turned and left.

The room was dead silent!
Everyone was stunned. After a while, Ma Hongjun said with difficulty: "Boss Dai, Xiao Ao said... the academy killed a god?"

Yu Xiaogang blurted out: "It must be fake! Since he is called a god, how could he be killed by a mortal? Mu Bai... Mu Bai..."

After shouting a few times, Dai Mubai did not respond. Everyone then realized that Dai Mubai had a look of fear on his face and his eyes were full of disbelief.

Flanders asked worriedly: "Mu Bai, what's wrong?"

Swallowing his saliva, Dai Mubai said subconsciously: "It is precisely because of mortals who killed gods that the gods came down to the mortal world... It was the academy! No, I have to go back to Xingluo immediately to report this news!"

After he finished speaking, Dai Mubai realized something was wrong. He looked at everyone warily, then turned and left.

Liu Erlong narrowed his eyes and moved his fingers slightly.

However, seeing that there were so many people in the room, he finally calmed down, but he felt extremely unwilling in his heart.

After a while, Ma Hongjun finally shouted, "Xiao Ao is so amazing that he can't even be compared to a god... Is the academy so amazing? I want to go to the academy too..."

……

In the Sunset Forest, Qing Huan was carefully removing the head and tail of a centipede spirit beast, and roasting the remaining body on the fire. Lan Yin appeared like a fairy, with her tender white feet bare, stepping on the blue silver grass, squatting beside Qing Huan, and said, "Do you want to stop Dai Mubai?"

Qing Huan stared at the fire and said casually: "It's unnecessary. Those gods are obviously abusing their power for personal gain. They should have gone down to the lower world to investigate the fall of the "God of the Planes", but ended up staring at the faith of the entire continent...

People are selfish. Compared with the mission, the benefits they get are the most important!
Besides, even if they come, the academy will have a few more deities to collect, which is also good... They are becoming more and more proficient in controlling their own small world, and it’s time for them to have an opponent to test them. "

"Okay." Lan Yin agreed nonchalantly, hugged his knees, stared at the fire with Qing Huan, and said, "Something is wrong with me."

Qing Huan was stunned: "What's wrong?"

Lan Yin muttered, "As my clones expand faster and faster, I feel like everything has become boring. I used to think the human world was very interesting, but now it seems like that."

Qing Huan sighed and said, “I’ve had this feeling before, and it still lingers today… It’s because we’ve begun to look at things from the perspective of “Heaven’s Way.”

If this goes on for a long time, our emotions will become more and more indifferent, and eventually nothing can cause the slightest ripple in our hearts, so that we might as well merge our consciousness into the heaven and earth and achieve "harmony between the body and the Tao."

The reason is that we are too fast!"

Lan Yin asked curiously, "Too fast?"

Qing Huan nodded and said, "As living beings, we haven't even seen ourselves clearly yet, but we are trying to "see the heaven and earth". The way of heaven is high and vast, suppressing our hearts... It's like you have something, but when you see something better, you will naturally choose the better one and give up what you have now."

Lan Yin pouted and said, "What should I do? I don't want to become like that. I still want to be with you and everyone else."

Qing Huan laughed and flicked his finger, sending out a wisp of Chaos Fire. The black Chaos Fire instantly replaced the ordinary fire and roasted the centipede.

In just a very short time, the centipede's shell made a crackling sound and a fragrant smell wafted out.

Qing Huan retracted the Chaos Fire, ripped off a section of the almost roasted centipede, handed it over and asked, "Would you like to try it?"

Lan Yin said blankly: "You know I can't eat."

Qing Huan smiled and said, "How can we know if we don't try?"

Lan Yin thought about it, reached out to take it, took out a piece of white meat, and tried to put it into his mouth...

"Huh? Delicious!" Lan Yin's eyes widened, and he tasted another piece, and said in surprise: "I can actually eat it... It's delicious!"

After finishing the whole thing, Lan Yin's face was full of aftertaste, and he asked, "Qing Huan, how did you do that?"

Qing Huan shook his head and said, “I don’t know the details, but through the Chaos Fire, I can refine material things into “qi” that can act on the spirit.

In short, your spirit is tasting... want more?"

Lan Yin decisively reached out: "Yes!"

Qing Huan tore off another paragraph for her and said, “I don’t know exactly how to solve the problem of being troubled by the Heavenly Dao, but you can try the method I’m trying now.

Find something you are interested in and devote yourself to it, and maybe you can find yourself again.”

Lan Yin ate while thinking: "Something that interests me? I need to think about it... But what I'm most interested in right now is eating what you bake. Does that count?"

Qing Huan smiled and said, "Of course it counts! Happiness, anger, sorrow, happiness, fear, and shock are all emotions that come with self-awareness. Anchor them, and the way of heaven cannot take you away."

(End of this chapter)