Self-struggle starting from Douluo

This is a kind of fear that is hard to describe in words!

The five realms of cultivation begin with the stage of no doubt and enter the real world, but starting from the realm of "Dongxuan", human thought power becomes one with the vital energy of heaven and earth.

What is telekinesis? The power of human thought!

In other words, starting from the "Dongxuan" realm, people's thoughts are completely open to the vital energy of heaven and earth!
People can control the vital energy of heaven and earth through their mind power, and conversely, the vital energy of heaven and earth can also subtly influence people's mind power.

So, the thoughts that arise in the minds of great practitioners above the level of Dongxuan are really their own thoughts? Rather than the thoughts that arise from the vitality of heaven and earth?

Who can guarantee that the thoughts in your mind are really your own thoughts?
It would be fine if the Yuan Qi of Heaven and Earth had no consciousness, but the moment Qing Huan broke through the state of knowing destiny, he clearly sensed that the Yuan Qi of Heaven and Earth had consciousness!
This consciousness belongs to "God", to "Buddha", to...Haotian!
It would be fine if a person's actions were controlled by others. At most, he would just think of himself as a dog, a dog with an owner.

But if even your own heart, your own "self-nature" does not belong to yourself, isn't that scary?

Then what is the meaning of my existence?
The Xiling Temple believes in Haotian, and most people don’t see how deeply it believes, so they volunteer to be Haotian’s dogs and are very proud of it.

But Qinghuan saw deeply and knew that it was more than just being a dog.

Even the great priests of light in the Xiling Temple, who could see more deeply, would choose to betray Haotian, because what they believed in was light, not a truly conscious being!
This was what happened to the Great Priest of Light a thousand years ago. He saw it, so he not only betrayed Haotian, but also founded the Demon Sect.

……

Qinghuan finished her narration with a look of fear on her face.

The Master listened in silence, sighed, and said, "You really saw it... What do you think?"

Qing Huan let out a breath to ease the fear in his heart, and said: "I have been thinking about it over the years, and I have only found two solutions so far."

The Master was curious and asked, "Tell me about it."

Qinghuan looked up and said nothing.

The Master smiled and said, "Don't worry, no one can hear you."

Qing Huan looked at the Master in surprise. Seeing his calm expression, he could not help but believe it. While he was horrified, he was also relieved. He said, "One is to seize Haotian's fortune, and the other is to start a new business!"

The Master pondered.

The eldest senior brother at the side said: "Seizing Haotian's fortune, Junior Brother, do you mean to enter the Demon Sect like that, taking the energy of heaven and earth into the body and forming one's own world inside the body?"

Qing Huan shook his head and said, "Whether the Heaven and Earth Qi is inside the body or outside the body, it does not change in essence. After the Demon Sect's people die, won't their Heaven and Earth Qi be returned to the Heaven and Earth?"

The Master said, "What the little monk meant is to be like your little master, to completely assimilate the heaven and earth energy that is taken into the body, and develop a unique inner strength that belongs to you!"

Qing Huan nodded and said, "I learned about the story of Ke Haoran from the academy from Master Qishan. In normal practice, one uses telekinesis to drive the vitality of heaven and earth. The vitality of heaven and earth is the main one, and telekinesis is the auxiliary one!

Although it is determined by one's personal willpower, the myriad techniques performed are ultimately all derived from the primordial energy of heaven and earth, and belong to the "self-nature" of the primordial energy of heaven and earth.

Perhaps the vitality of heaven and earth once only had hundreds or thousands of methods, but after so many years of harvesting and replenishing, it rarely exceeds this range.

But the Sword Saint Liu Bai, has sword intent as the main thing in his mind, supplemented by the vitality of heaven and earth. The sword intent is one foot in front of him. Within this distance, even the vitality of heaven and earth will be assimilated by the sword intent. That is why he is the strongest man in the world.

Ke Haoran from the academy went a step further and completely assimilated the heaven and earth energy into his body with a righteous heart, thus developing righteous energy. That is why he is abnormally strong...

He was the one who truly seized Haotian's fortune, but in the end he was punished by heaven and died!"

The eldest brother was silent.

The Master nodded slightly and said, "You see it clearly! If Liu Bai can overcome the fear in his heart, the Dahe Sword may be able to reach the level of the Haoran Sword!

What about "starting anew"?

Qing Huan secretly looked at the Master and whispered, "Just like the Master and Senior Brother, they realized a new kind of power and isolated the heaven and earth energy inside and outside their bodies."

The Master smiled and said, "Many people use this method, which is above the fifth realm. However, this new power will be coveted by Haotian and eventually harvested. Have you ever thought about how to avoid it?"

Qinghuan shook his head. He didn’t think that far.

The Master smiled and did not ask any more questions. Instead, he asked, "Which one do you want to learn, Haoranyi or Buqiyi?"

Qinghuan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that these were the two new powers possessed by the academy.

The eldest brother introduced these two kinds of "intentions" with a smile.

To put it simply, Haoranyi is the unyielding spirit in one's heart.

The meaning of "not being an instrument" is not limited or bound.

Thinking of the other disciples in the academy, Qinghuan suddenly realized something and felt great respect for the Master.

If you want to be unyielding, you must first "yield". Through all kinds of hardships and oppression, let the resistance in your body accumulate to the extreme. The unyielding spirit that finally bursts out is the Haoran spirit.

For example, the second senior brother Jun Mo, who is obviously a warlike person, is trapped in the academy and is not allowed to go out.

If you want to be free from limitations and constraints, you must first be limited and constrained, focus on one skill and one art, and then expand to other areas...

But this requires full commitment, and love is the best teacher, so the teacher let other students do what they like.

What about yourself?

Qing Huan scratched his bald head, unable to make a decision. The Master did not say anything, but just looked at him with a smile.

After a while, Qing Huan finally spoke, "Master, I don't want to learn anything, but I want to see it all."

The Master stroked his beard and said nothing good or bad, "Then take a look at them all!"

……

Qinghuan stayed in the back mountain of the academy for three full days before returning to Chang'an.

We left the academy in the evening and entered Chang'an. It was already dark and it was raining heavily.

Qinghuan ran all the way back to Lao Bi Zhai in Lane 49 in a panic, his whole body was soaked. Fortunately, he was only wearing a patchwork cassock, so he just had to shake it off.

Seeing Sangsang sitting on the doorstep, Qinghuan finally remembered. Wiping the rain off her face, she asked, "Sangsang, where is Master Fo's roast duck?"

Sangsang propped her hands on her knees, holding up her chin. She glanced at him and continued to look at the heavy rain outside, saying, "No more."

Qing Huan just asked casually, "Then make some noodles for Master Buddha."

"no!"

"The Buddha has paid for the food!"

"I'm not in the mood right now!"

After Qing Huan was scolded for a few times, she finally realized something was wrong and asked, "Not in a good mood? Where's Ning Que?"

Sangsang didn't say anything, but raised his head to look at Qinghuan.

Qing Huan pulled the cassock on his body to block in front of him and asked vigilantly: "What are you going to do?"

Sangsang asked, "Are you a cultivator?"

Qing Huan heaved a sigh of relief and said, "I thought you were going to do something, but you were asking this... Master Buddha, of course I am a cultivator, didn't I tell you that?"

Sangsang stood up, looked at Qinghuan, and said, "The young master is fighting with someone, go help him."

Qing Huan flatly refused and said, "Ning Que's fight with others has nothing to do with me!"

Sangsang was angry and said, "You live here, eat here, and you can't even help me with a fight?"

Qing Huan said as a matter of course: "I have paid for accommodation and food!"

Sangsang choked for a moment, then whispered, "Then I'll give it back to you."

Qing Huan frowned and said, "Is it dangerous?"

Sangsang was silent for a moment and said, "I'm worried."

"Where is it? I'll go check it out... Just so you know, if I can't beat him and I run away, don't blame me!"

……

Qinghuan entered the city from the south, and now as she walked towards Chunfeng Pavilion, she found that it was very lively here.

The rain fell on the ground and gathered into streams that washed the streets. Along the way, I saw many corpses, and some seriously injured people were wailing in the wind and rain.

Such a large-scale battle could take place in Chang'an City, but there was not even a soldier to be seen. Needless to say, it must be related to the senior officials of Chang'an City!

And his status must be very high, almost as high as the emperor.

There are no officers and soldiers, but there is an army!
An army surrounded a yard, holding crossbows in their hands. Judging from their actions and expressions, they were all elite troops.

Such a big battle?
Qinghuan planned to leave immediately, but through the besieging army and the wall of the yard, Qinghuan saw a monk on the second floor of the yard.

The monk's robe was extremely eye-catching.

Qinghuan immediately stepped forward, pushed the soldiers aside without hesitation, and rushed into the yard.

There were two people surrounded in the yard, one of them was sitting cross-legged with a sword floating in front of him.

The other person holding a knife and guarding in front of the man was Ning Que.

In addition to the monk, there is also a swordsman on the second floor.

At this time, the four of them saw Qing Huan rushing in. Ning Que opened his mouth to speak, but swallowed his words back.

The monk on the second floor suddenly stood up and looked at Qinghuan with an uncertain expression.

Qing Huan also stared at him, with a bald head, and cursed naturally: "Bald donkey, are you tired of living?"

Ning Que and the others had subtle expressions, and their eyes involuntarily fell on Qing Huan's bald head.

A monk called another monk a "bald donkey", and he did it so naturally?
The monk on the second floor stared at Qing Huan and squeezed out two words from between his teeth: "Evil monk!"

Qing Huan sneered and said, "Why don't you stay in Yuelun Country? You came here to seek death... Come, come, the Buddha will save you now!" (End of this chapter)