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Chapter 134 Source God, Start

Mivana shook her head and lowered her eyes slightly.

"I know this very well. I am not a Knight of Yonglan at all. I am just pretending to be one. Even if I say that I am a chivalrous knight and different from others, how can I, who can't even walk the path of the God of Riders, have the nerve to call myself a knight?"

Westhead immediately comforted him: "This is not your fault, it's just that the cursed blood flowing in your body limits your performance."

The wolf-eared girl sighed and said, "Perhaps you are right, but the fact that I am a coward and afraid of fighting will not change. I really dare not fight and avoid any possibility that will lead me into a fierce battle. I am a despicable person who only bullies the weak. Naturally, the God Ancestor will not give me any blessings, and I will not be able to achieve anything in the way of knighthood."

Westhead: "You can try to control it. Maybe a hearty battle isn't that scary."

"My teacher said the same thing. She believed in me so much, but I still let her down."

Myvana looked at Westhead, grabbed her arms, and trembled slightly:

"So I dare not, absolutely dare not, indulge in bloodthirsty desires, because I have tried and failed. Every time, I paid a heavy price, so heavy that I don't want to try again."

The beast-eared girl tilted her pretty face slightly and gave Westhead a self-deprecating smile:
"Would you like to hear about the past?"

Hmm? Are you planning to talk about yourself?

"If you don't mind, I'll listen."

Westhead perked up and immediately concentrated his attention, making a listening gesture.

He was just generally curious about the wolf-eared girl's past, but telling her about his own past was a great favorability plot, which meant that Myvana was finally letting down her guard and was willing to open her heart to him.

Now I have to taste it.

Mivana took a deep breath, held her chest and said:

"I am a monster that should not exist. Many people say so, and I think they are absolutely right."

"The cursed blood flowing in my body is original sin from the inside out. I am a sinner and a monster who should have been executed long ago. My hands were stained with the blood of countless knights more than ten years ago."

The wolf-eared girl stared blankly at her hands, which seemed to be covered in blood:
"Although I can no longer remember what happened at that time, I did kill based on my instinct."

Westhead nodded: "So it was because of you that the knights were defeated in that expedition."

He did not show much surprise because he had already thought of this possibility.

Although he knew very little about the past of [Heaven Devouring Wave] Mivana, Westhead was very familiar with the T0 talent [Cursed Blood]! In other words, he was familiar with every T0 talent, and knew the principles and origins by heart.

Speaking of which, this is quite related to [Yonglan Riding God]. Back then, the great feat of the Riding God ascending to godhood was established with the corpses of two "Chaos Source Gods".

However, the "Source God" born from the origin of chaos is the most primitive imagination and fear of mortals about gods. It is the highest-level existence among the [Hundred Aspects of Chaos]. Even if it is killed, its essence will not disappear, but will explode directly like some kind of super biochemical weapon, polluting the land of order on a large scale.

At that time, [Yonglan Qishen] also knew the dangers of the Chaos Source God, so he later abandoned the two corpses of the Source God outside the border, allowing the pollution to ferment in the Chaos Realm.

There was nothing wrong with this practice at that time. After all, once you were outside the civilized territory, no matter how chaotic it was, it didn't matter. The mortal world was an isolated island surrounded by chaos. It was normal to pack up the garbage that endangered the island and throw it into the sea.

However, the Kingdom of Yonglan subsequently began an uninterrupted expedition of chivalry. Because the laws set by the [Eternal Lan Knight God] were [development], [protection], and [demon elimination], the Knight Kingdom could not annex other settlements and could only continue to open up and conquer the border of chaos.

Over hundreds of years, the Chivalric Expedition has grown from being held every few decades to being held every few years. The martial virtues of the Yonglan Knights have become increasingly strong, to the point where they can expand the boundaries of civilization at will and defeat Chaos.

Finally, during the 14th Knight's Expedition, they touched the corpse of the Source God that had been discarded by the God Ancestor in the past. The pollution caused at that time continued to breed poison in this area, and the final culmination was in the form of a blood curse that lodged in the body of an orc baby.

Mivana's T0 talent was obtained by sacrificing two Chaos Gods, and it is extremely valuable.

When the knights' army rolled over, it happened to be the most unbearable time for Miwana's blood curse. The dormant blood was stimulated by the Yonglan Knights and burst on the spot.
Source God, start!
So the knights' army, which was advancing triumphantly, suffered a Waterloo. Even the orc children, who were only a few years old, still slaughtered the Yonglan knights with the blessing of [Cursed Blood]. "I heard about it later. Just when the knights' army was about to collapse, [Sword of Star Lake] Viona subdued the beast, but did not execute me. Instead, she did something that no one had expected."

Myvana's golden eyes sparkled, and at this point she revealed an expression of shock and emotion:
"The teacher accepted me as her disciple because she said it wasn't my fault. Instead, it was because I contained the curse that it didn't cause a bigger disaster. So the teacher was determined to help me and teach me to walk on the right path. For this, she even gave up the subsequent Knight King election. She could have become the Knight King."

What is Chaos Source God Jinchuriki?

Lord Qinghui gently patted Miwana on the back and said:

"But you are still a creature of order and have not become one of the [Aspects of Chaos]. This shows that the [Sword of Star Lake] is correct in its understanding. You are not a monster. You are just a poor person who happened to contain cursed blood in his flesh and blood."

Westhead wanted to follow his heart and say "lucky guy", but he realized that Myvana was not proud of her powerful talent, so he changed his words immediately.

Pay attention to the rice noodles!

Mivana raised her head, glanced at Westhead fiercely, and then sighed:

"You said exactly the same thing as the teacher."

"Because wise men always think alike."

Westhead said this with a smile, but then he stopped smiling because he suddenly realized what was going to happen next.

"So then, Viona failed, right?"

Mivana's eyes were filled with gloom, and she nodded.
"On the day my teacher led me onto the path of knighthood, I lost my mind in battle. Although my teacher subdued me once again, she was also seriously injured and passed away soon after. This is why I was expelled from the Kingdom of Yonglan."

"Running out of control will take away what I cherish most, and that's why I'm so afraid of it."

Westhead was silent for a while, then said:
"If that's the case, why did you come here? If you face chaos, the curse in your body will be more likely to get out of control. Doesn't that make me the bad guy?"

"No, I agreed after careful consideration."

Myvana slowly drew out the Knight's silver sword and stared at its shining edge:

"Because this is a trial, a trial I must overcome."

"I can't stay trapped in fear forever. I must overcome this curse. If I can't overcome it, at least let me do something within my ability."

"Wait. Do you want to?!"

Mivana affirmed: "If I go berserk again, please leave me alone. I will use my last bit of determination to move towards the realm of chaos and take on the enemy of order as my opponent. At least this time, I will never hurt innocent people again!"

What's a super suicide soldier? Are you ready to burn out for the last time?
No, if you self-destruct, who will fill in the gaps in my missing T0 talent? !

"That won't happen, I promise you."

Westhead had to respond. He grabbed Miss Knight's shoulders, looked directly into her eyes, and said firmly:

"If you lose yourself to the curse of bloodlust, I will beat you like the Sword of Star Lake did, until you wake up from your madness."

When Mivana heard this, her golden eyes trembled, as if she didn't expect Westhead to respond like this.

Her eyes gradually softened, but she shook her head slowly:
"I see. Thank you for your kindness, but please don't do this."

"You're going to die."

(End of this chapter)