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Chapter 108 It’s him
You can move anything, but never your true feelings!

Shen Yin felt sore all over and fell asleep quickly in the car.

Half an hour later, the car stopped downstairs of the apartment where Shen Yin lived.

Looking at her sleeping face, Song Muxuan's expression suddenly became a little gloomy.

He did not wake up Shen Yin, but just looked at her seriously and quietly.

Her face was as delicate as a porcelain doll, so beautiful that it seemed like it would break if touched.

That's it, I want him to smash it even more.

There may be some kind of evil in everyone's heart, and Shen Yin's casual tearful eyes can easily arouse the seeds of evil in people's hearts!

This was the first time Song Muxuan looked at her so seriously.

Not only is it not boring, but it is even more unpredictable.

He withdrew his gaze in time and pulled the corner of his lips in self-mockery.

Shen Yin is just an ordinary woman, there is nothing worth exploring.

Anyway, it's impossible for him to fall in love with her...

An hour later, Shen Yin woke up in a daze.

I picked up my phone to check the time and found that more than an hour had passed.

Song Muxuan was smoking seriously and didn't notice that he was awake.

It was not until he finished smoking a cigarette that he realized Shen Yin was staring at him with those beautiful, innocent eyes like a little deer.

"Go down when you wake up."

His voice was cold, he tugged at his tie, pressed the button, and the car door opened automatically.

Shen Yin imitated the way Song Muxuan glared at her and retaliated coldly.

This bastard is simply ruthless!

But she didn't understand why he had to wait until she woke up before asking her to leave.

Shouldn't I wake her up, scold her, and tell her to get out immediately?

Shen Yin couldn't figure it out and was too lazy to think about it. He deliberately slammed the car door hard to show his anger.

Without even turning his head, he walked towards the community.

Song Muxuan didn't stay for a quarter of an hour. He stepped on the accelerator and left quickly.

The night wind was very cool, causing the hair on his forehead to tremble slightly.

There was no trace of the remaining smell of cigarettes in the air, which made his mind clearer.

He should have woken up Shen Yin and asked her to leave immediately, but he held back.

Maybe she looks too quiet and peaceful when she's sleeping, so people can't bear to disturb her...that's all!

Shen Yin stumbled back home, feeling as if his whole body was torn apart by pain.

After greeting all of Song Muxuan's ancestors, he took a shower and lay down on the bed, feeling drowsy.

Suddenly I remembered that I didn't use the umbrella when I had sex with him just now.

Whenever they did it in the past, he would use measures, but he never used them once these times.

The previous times were not safe periods, and this time is not either...

He let out a long sigh, got up, grabbed a coat and went to buy medicine.

The night wind was very cold, and even though Shen Yin was wearing a thick coat, he couldn't help shivering.

I ran a long way before I found a pharmacy that was open 24 hours a day.

The salesperson glanced at her with contempt.

"Is it that same medicine?" Her tone was full of sarcasm.

Song Muxuan didn't use the small umbrella these times. She always came late at night to buy the emergency medicine.

Coincidentally, it seems that this salesperson is always on night shift!
Shen Yin was so embarrassed that she wanted to find a hole to hide in. She didn't want to attract so much attention, but people still remembered her...

She lowered her head and nodded softly, "Please get you a box." She quickly took out her mobile phone, scanned the code to pay, and almost ran away after getting the medicine.

But I still heard the salesperson's contemptuous and helpless reminder, "Eat less, or you won't be able to get pregnant in the future..."

She ran with almost all her strength in her life, trying to escape from here, and she couldn't hear any sound.

But the reminder of business kept echoing all the way.

Thinking of the child she had lost, she could no longer hold back her tears and they burst out.

I went home, buried my head in the pillow and cried loudly.

She also hoped that she would never have to take that kind of medicine again, but from the moment she got involved with Song Muxuan, her fate was destined to never be in her own hands.

Even the fate of the baby in her belly is decided by others...

Why is it so difficult to live an ordinary life?
By the end of her crying, her tears had dried up and she fell asleep with tear marks all over her face.

At seven o'clock the next morning, I woke up from my sleep in a daze.

The sky was not yet fully bright, and one could vaguely see blurry tall buildings and dark clouds floating above the city.

At this moment, Shen Yin suddenly felt that his life was miserable.

She has no relatives in this world, and sometimes she doesn't know what the meaning of her life is.

It seemed as if all the suffering and sin had befallen her...Did she do something wrong? Or did she take the wrong path?

If she had not chosen to save her mother and let her mother pass away peacefully, would her life be different?
Gradually, she realized that ordinary people could not withstand any storms.

If it weren't for her mother's illness, she would have lived an ordinary but happy life long ago.

If you get married, you will have lovely children...but fate will never pity the unfortunate people!

There is a bright star in the sky, the only one tonight.

It was just like her mother's eyes, so bright and crystal, illuminating all her confusion and pain.

Even until her death, she didn't know what she had done behind her back.

If her mother knew that she had died in order to pay for her medical treatment, she would never let her go down this path.

They are mother and daughter and depend on each other, and the mother is more important than her own life!
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and a drop of cold tears silently sank into her hair...

I took the birth control pill, got up, made some breakfast, and went to work as usual.

Tomorrow is his mother's birthday, so Shen Yin took a special leave and planned to go there to pay his respects early in the morning.

Every year on this day, she would personally cook a few side dishes and eat and chat with her mother, and this year will be no exception.

When she arrived at the orchestra, she found that she was the last one to arrive.

Because she was sore all over, she deliberately stood in the last row and sat quietly on a chair.

In order to cover the marks on my neck, I specially tied a silk scarf around my neck.

An Lan was involved in another scandal last night, entering and leaving a five-star hotel with a mysterious man.

Shen Yin recognized the man in the white jacket, it was Qin You!
This kind of playboy will never tolerate loneliness...

Shen Yin was not interested in their news. She wished An Lan would never come again because she felt annoyed when she saw her.

As she was about to get off work, her cell phone suddenly vibrated.

Shen Yin's body trembled, and he instinctively thought it was Song Muxuan!
Recently he would always send her video or voice messages out of the blue, and no one spoke on the other end after she answered the call.

Or he would suddenly send her a message in the middle of the night, and when she replied the next day that she had fallen asleep, he would not send her any more messages.

But it happened again after a long time! She didn't know what was wrong with him, and her heart was always in turmoil!
She was relieved when she saw that it was sent by a classmate.

Their relationship is not that close. She is getting married next Saturday and has even posted her wedding photos on her Moments.

The groom is not handsome and the bride is not pretty, but they are inexplicably happy together.

Shen Yin's eyes were slightly red, and her fingers gently rubbed the white wedding dress.

In the past, she had imagined countless times the scene of herself wearing a wedding dress and being held hands by the man she loved...

(End of this chapter)