After the miscarriage, Song Ye came to his senses and knelt down to copy Buddhist scriptures thousan

Chapter 157: Feeling out of control

Wen Boxu personally sent them to the door and told the driver to take them away.

"Xiaochen, do you want to go home? How about asking the driver to take you home first?"

Shen Yin's expression was somewhat indifferent, as if he was troubled by something.

Originally, Xiaochen wanted to go home with Shen Yin, but seeing that she was really unwilling to do so, he could only send her back first.

After getting out of the car, Shen Yin waved to Xiaochen and then went upstairs.

When I got home, I found Song Muxuan sitting in the living room smoking.

There were countless cigarette butts in front of him.

Xiaochen was choked and coughed violently, "Brother, are you crazy? You smoke so much, aren't you afraid of getting sick?"

Song Muxuan glared at him coldly and said nothing.

Xiao Chen clicked his tongue, "Brother, I'm not saying anything bad about you, but if you like her, just make a move right away. No matter what, make her your girlfriend first. That way you'll have the chance to control her. Otherwise, you can only watch others have fun."

"Don't blame us for warning you. She and Wen Boxu are getting closer and closer. If they are confirmed to be in a relationship, do you still have a chance? Wen Boxu is not one of those little minions. He is powerful. Can you handle him all at once?"

"Besides, you have mysophobia. If they slept with each other, wouldn't you feel heartbroken? I guess you will be haunted by it for the rest of your life and won't be able to get over it..."

Snapped!
Song Muxuan smashed the ashtray hard onto the marble floor.

The originally intact tiles immediately had obvious cracks.

The loud noise frightened Xiaochen so much that he trembled all over.

But he was telling the truth, why are you angry?

"roll!"

Song Muxuan suppressed his voice, and the sound was almost squeezed out from between his teeth.

Xiao Chen snorted coldly, "Brother, I'm telling the truth. Why don't you want to accept reality? You're immersed in this by yourself. Who are you showing your unrequited love to?"

"what are you saying?"

Song Muxuan immediately retorted with disdain.

In his world, unrequited love is impossible.

Even if there was, it was someone else's fault to him, and he would never do such a cheap thing.

Xiaochen was so angry at him that he almost laughed. He sat beside him and tried to comfort him earnestly.

"Brother, just admit it. Don't think I can't see it. In fact, being together is not as complicated as you think. What's the point of family background? It's a different era now. You already have a mine, do you really need to find a wife who also has a mine?

There is no need for that. Just go for the one you like. There is no need for a good match when it comes to marriage..."

He knew very well what Song Muxuan was thinking. He was completely poisoned by his parents' thoughts.

When he thought of his parents' marriage, he let out a long sigh.

"Our parents formed a family because they were suitable, but are they happy?"

"It's meaningless to live in a different place every day just to fulfill the tasks for the family. It's better to find someone you love and be happy..."

He didn't know what was going on, but he had the guts to teach Song Muxuan a lesson.

But this time, Song Muxuan did not refute what he said.

Xiaochen became even bolder and patted his shoulder.

"Just listen to my advice this time and make Teacher Shen your girlfriend. Make her your girlfriend first, and as for marriage later, that's a matter for later.

Sometimes, if you don’t take the initiative to take a step, how can you know how powerful love is. When you really fall in love with someone one day, let alone marrying her, you will be willing to die for her…”

Song Muxuan glared at him coldly and did not agree with his heresy.

He didn't think there was a woman who would make him willing to die...

But he agreed with some of what Xiaochen said. Now he wanted Shen Yin to stay with him, so what did it matter even if he let her be his girlfriend?

Even if I can't make her a promise in the future, that's all in the future.

Song Muxuan felt that his thoughts were pretty bad, and there were some things he really couldn't control...

At this time, Shen Yin had already returned home.

After taking a shower, I lay on the bed, thinking about what happened today, tears streaming down my face unconsciously.

Holding the phone, looking through the photos left by my mother.

The woman in the photo seemed to have completely blocked out the passage of time.

Even though he is in his forties, he is still in his prime and looks like he is in his early thirties.

"Who is my father? Why don't you say anything?"

Every child looks forward to having a father, and so did she when she was little.

Ever since she learned the truth, she has fallen into deep inferiority and doubt because of this incident.

She felt that she had no father and that she must have been abandoned because she was not lovable.

Over the years, she endured a lot of grievances and grew up day by day...

The more he thought about it, the more Shen Yin's heart was filled with pain.

He took a breath and placed the phone to his heart.

The tears silently flowed into the hair and fell onto the pillowcase, quickly wetting it.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated. It was Song Muxuan calling.

In the past, when she was in pain, she used to hug him to sleep, and she could find comfort even if he didn't say a word.

But now, she just wants to be alone and quiet, and doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone.

Even though the phone rang for a long time, she didn't answer it and pretended not to hear it.

But Song Muxuan refused to give up and continued to beat him. Finally, he got annoyed and started to scold him in his ear in a bad temper.

"What are you fighting for so late at night?"

"It seems that you heard it just now, why didn't you answer it?" Song Muxuan's tone was a little secretive.

He was not a fool. There was no trace of sleepiness in his silent voice. It was not that he did not hear the call just now, he just simply did not want to answer it.

These words made Shen Yin laugh.

"I can answer the phone if I want to, and I can choose not to answer the phone if I don't want to. It's my freedom. Who are you to control me? If you want to go to bed today, you don't have to, because I don't need it now!"

After saying this rudely, he ended the call directly.

He buried his head in the quilt, hummed a few times in dissatisfaction, and didn't want to cry anymore. All that was left was frustration.

In the past, she would be sad because Song Muxuan didn't give her love and status, and she was in agony. Now, she actually hated him more and more, and even felt impatient when she heard his voice...

When a person no longer puts another person in the most important position, it seems that everything that comes into contact with him is uncomfortable!

Now, she gradually began to feel this way about Song Muxuan...

Sometimes when it’s late at night and everyone is asleep, I miss the love I gave to you in the past.

I just feel sorry for my own feelings, nothing else matters!
Shen Yin let out a long sigh, he didn't even know when he became indestructible!
……

Song Muxuan held the phone in his hand and did not respond for a long time.

In the past, whenever he needed her, Shen Yin would always answer his call, and her tone was always gentle.

Now she was so impatient! The relationship between them had changed drastically without them noticing.

He knew what the woman was thinking. Did she really intend to let it go and only maintain a physical relationship with him?