You go crazy, I make things worse, I make everyone cry and become the favorite of the group

Chapter 101 I Can Only See You
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Jiang Si'er wasn't stupid enough to actually go down the stairs, so it would have been faster for her to go directly through the window.

After walking only two floors, she ran to take the elevator.

At this time, not many people used the elevator, so it went smoothly all the way to the underground parking lot.

After getting in the car and starting it, Jiang Sier didn't start thinking about where to go until he had driven four or five hundred meters.

Pei Du's call came just in time and solved her current troubles.

Turning into the apartment, Jiang Sier went upstairs and skillfully entered the password to enter.

Pei Du had been waiting for her for a long time. "Just in time, sister, look, the roast duck is fresh out of the oven."

When he has nothing to do, Pei Du likes to study food. His apartment is not big, but the kitchen is fully equipped and decorated more carefully than his master bedroom.

Jiang Si'er didn't come to his place many times, and this was only the third time as far as he could remember.

Because he is usually overseas, even if he returns to China, he doesn't spend much time in Beijing.

Jiang Sier smelled the fragrance before he even walked over. He took a bite and immediately gave a thumbs up: "Delicious! Your cooking skills are still as good as before."

"That's good." Pei Du followed her to the living room and sat down contentedly. Then he cut a piece of duck leg for her and put it on the plate. "Sister, didn't you go to the company for a meeting? It ended so early?"

"Yeah." Jiang Si'er bit the duck leg and sat on the carpet like him.

"Was it that Mr. Wang who caused you trouble yesterday?" Seeing her unfocused eyes, Pei Du could feel that she was in a bad mood.

"Or that Mrs. Wang?"

Jiang Sier shook his head gently, "Ah, no. No one bothered me."

Pei Du was even more confused. "Why are you so sad? Are you worried about something?"

"Nothing." Jiang Si'er took a bite of the duck leg and it felt like chewing wax.

Pei Du poured her a glass of juice. "What can't you tell me? Are you worried that I will tell others? You used to like to tell me all your secrets. Sister, you can't change your mind, can you?"

"You kid." Jiang Si'er finally smiled. She finished eating the duck leg, wiped her hands calmly, then sat up straight and told Pei Du seriously what had just happened in the company.

After listening to it, Pei Du reacted calmly and just nodded and said "oh".

"?" Jiang Sier frowned, "Aren't you surprised? He has been secretly in love with me for so long!"

"no."

Pei Du's expression was very natural. "I felt that he liked you a long time ago. Otherwise, why would I bet with you before?"

"..."

"Well, he said I like him too."

"Well." Pei Du took a breath, rubbed his chin, and responded after a moment: "Actually, I think you like him too."

Jiang Sier: “???”

Did you see it again?

"Is it obvious?"

"It's not obvious. I'm not really sure, because sometimes I think you like him, and sometimes you don't like him that much."

"...Are you talking in a tongue twister?" "Oh. That is, from your previous behavior, I can tell that he means something different to you, different from me."

"Huh?" Another tongue twister?

"Look, sister, I definitely have a place in your heart, right?"

"Yes." Jiang Si'er nodded. There was no doubt about that.

Pei Du's smile grew. "But I also know that you treat me as your brother, like a family member. That's why I said that Lu Huai also has a place in your heart, but the meaning of this place is different from mine. It's definitely not family affection."

"But every time I think you like him, you're like a machine that automatically avoids me. Suddenly, you do something that I can't understand. You try your best to reject and stay away from him. This has caused my judgment to be erratic and wavering for so many years."

"After listening to what you just said, I finally understood that it was you, not me, who was wavering all the time!"

Jiang Sier let out an "ah" as if he understood something.

Pei Du once again transformed himself into a love mentor, sitting cross-legged facing her, and said seriously: "Let me analyze it for you, and see if this is the case."

"Okay." Jiang Si'er nodded ignorantly, like a fool.

"Do you still remember the beginning? When you first met Lu Huaiye? When you saw him then, your eyes lit up. You even... said something rude and tried to tease him. I think you probably fell in love with him at first sight."

Jiang Sier almost spit out a mouthful of juice, "How is that possible! I was just kidding!"

"Then why didn't you make such a joke when you first met me and Bai Xu?"

Before she could quibble, Pei Du added, "And more, after he became your 'queen', you often said some nonsense to him. Even if you can't say that to my brother, what about others? I haven't seen you teasing them."

Jiang Sier: “…”

"I think you fell in love with Lu Huai at first sight, but because of your position and the fact that you knew you couldn't stay there and would have to come back sooner or later, you subconsciously avoided facing your feelings."

"But you like him very much. When you see him, you are like a peacock spreading its feathers. You can't help but say to him some... ahem, those words."

"So, I think what Lu Huai said is also correct. Now think about it, your title of queen at that time was completely unnecessary, and you also had to bear the pressure from the queen mother. You may have never dared to look directly into your heart, so you didn't realize that you actually liked him very much."

"I like it more than you think."

"If you were always afraid that he would kill you and usurp the throne, even though he had many opportunities to kill you, you also had many opportunities to attack him. Why didn't you?"

"And the cup of poisoned wine that Shen Jinmo sent to you through him, you are such a cautious person, why didn't you let the palace people check it carefully before drinking it? In the final analysis, in your heart, he is someone you can trust."

"Your subconscious mind tells you that he is like me and will not hurt you."

"So even though you say you're afraid of him, you haven't shown any fear in your every move over the years you've been with him day and night. You can even say you've taken advantage of his favor and become arrogant."

"Sister, you didn't even notice it yourself."

"..." Jiang Si'er looked dazed.

Pei Du sighed helplessly, "I was also confused before, but today I finally understand."

"I have been by your side for so many years and have been your secret guard for so long. To put it bluntly, I have been a mobile surveillance camera. I have long been accustomed to observing you. After all, you are the only one in my field of vision."

I can only see you.

"You saw his subconscious reaction, the expression on your face when you were with him, these are not lies, my sister, I remember them all."

"The way you really put up defense against someone should be the way you put up defense against Shen Jinmo. It's definitely not the way you put up defense against Lu Huaiye."

(End of this chapter)