Kiss Rose

Chapter 135 Confused
Zhou Shiyan hesitated for a long time and didn't speak.

Until Jiang Qian felt something strange under him.

She moved, and the strange feeling became more obvious.

Realizing what it was, Jiang Qian'an's first thought was to go down.

But a while ago Zhou Shiyan put his arms around her waist in order to steady her.

At this moment, the hand on her waist tightened instead of loosening after noticing her movements.

Zhou Shiyan took off his glasses with one hand, his expression was still dull, but his deep eyes seemed to have more emotions without the lenses blocking them. His dark brown pupils stared at Jiang Qian'an, locking him tightly.

His Adam's apple rolled slightly, and his breathing became disordered. He had been enduring for a long time, "Indifferent?"

His voice was misty and drifting away, with a leisurely tone and subtle particles that tickled people.

To outsiders, it was just an ordinary daily conversation. Only Jiang Qian'an knew the blushing subtle atmosphere between the two of them, as well as Zhou Shiyan's "non-indifference".

The atmosphere was strange for a moment. Jiang Qian regretted bringing up such a topic. Just as he was about to shift his attention to work, Zhou Shiyan's low, mellow and gentle voice continued in his ears.

"Jiang Qian'an, I am not Ji Linche. You are the only one in my world. Maybe it's hard for you to believe.

Since I was old enough to know things, I have had a sister like you. In the past, my parents were very strict with me. In addition to school courses, my family arranged various training for me on weekends and after school.

At that time, the Zhou family was stable enough and did not need marriage to gain status like other families, so they did not consider arranging a so-called in-law for me too early. They just focused on training me as the future heir of the Zhou family.

I was very busy, and the only free time I had was to accompany my mother to your home as a guest, and to look after you when the adults were talking about things. The following years were the same, until the Zhou family met with misfortune. At that time, I was in my third year of high school, and my parents were even busier while I was under great academic pressure.

After the college entrance examination, something happened at home, and then I went to the Jiang family. Later, Grandpa Jiang sent me to study abroad. That was the path he chose for me, and it was also the path I chose for myself.

For so many years, I will not have any other meaningless social activities except work, so there will only be one person who can be my partner in my life. She will be the only one in my life, and this person will only be you, no one else.

If nothing unexpected happened to your relationship with Ji Linche, I would not choose to get married in this life. This is my plan for my life."

These days, Zhou Shiyan’s overseas psychologist Wei Ke is on a business trip to Beijing.

After work, Zhou Shiyan took time to meet him.

The abnormal speech expression problem he discovered last time has improved greatly.

The solution was for Wei to ask him to drink less when they met.

Zhou Shiyan tried it and now it seems that the effect is really good.

The verbal expression became much smoother.

Zhou Shiyan's hand loosened its strength, his brows were calm, and he had a lot of things to say in his heart, but he hadn't finished saying them yet.

"Jiang Qian'an, I love you, only you, and only you."

"I miss you."

Jiang Qian'an didn't expect that her casual complaint and joke would receive such a response.

It would be fake to say I'm not moved.

Although she often knew from some details that Zhou Shiyan liked her very much, it was a different feeling to hear him say these words in person.

People can show their truest selves when they are alone.

Before Zhou Shiyan knew she had been here, his words on the phone were all about favoritism and tolerance towards her.

Uncle Shen also told her that Zhou Shiyan was someone worthy of her entrusting her life to.

She herself felt that Zhou Shiyan loved her terribly. She was very moved and touched by this sudden deep affection.

but……

What Zhou Shiyan said on the phone might be because he saw her suitcase placed in the corner.

What Shao Ping said to her a month ago, and her desire to see Zhou Shiyan at that time, were all true.

But after it was over, she would think again that this was just their one-sided statement. Shao Ping was Zhou Shiyan's man, so how could those evidences appear in Shao Ping's hands specifically for her to see.

Shouldn't it be abroad? Jiang Qian'an occasionally felt that her vigilance had been sharpened too much in the past year, and she saw everyone with ulterior motives.

So it was really difficult for her. When Zhou Shiyan spoke to her sincerely and sincerely, she believed him wholeheartedly like an ignorant girl with a love-brain brain.

Men are used to lying. They are so great that they are single-minded. Most of them only appear in movies and TV dramas, or in very few lovers in real life.

I am moved, and I am doubtful.

She likes Zhou Shiyan, but she can accept temporary liking.

If the relationship develops long-term, she will consider a lot, become more suspicious, and will eventually calm down after careful consideration even if she is impulsive at the moment.

She even felt a little bit unbearable at the moment.

When the kiss mixed with the smell of alcohol came down, Jiang Qian'an was stunned for a moment, and finally his eyelashes trembled, and he calmly accepted the kiss.

She likes to be sentimental but not to be moved.

After a brief kiss, Zhou Shiyan finally touched Jiang Qian'an's lips with lingering affection.

Jiang Qi'an was worried too much, and she couldn't hide it without making a sound. Even though Zhou Shiyan was a little drunk, he could see through her anxiety.
"Time will prove everything I said, and one day you will know how I feel about you."

What can time prove? It's just something illusory.

Lying in bed at night, Jiang Qian suffered from insomnia, a rare occurrence.

She had worked all day and traveled all the way to Beijing, so she was very tired, but she just couldn't fall asleep.

She kind of hated herself the way she was now.

If it were before, before experiencing these changes, she and Zhou Shiyan had been in love for a long time. If it weren’t for Ji Linche, she would unconditionally believe what Zhou Shiyan said.

It may even make a young girl's heart beat faster and she may fall in love.

But now, her feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she stood by the river, refusing to let go.

She hates herself and shrinks from the truth.

When Zhou Shiyan didn't express these things, he would come closer, just greedily pursuing the lust without sharing his heart.

She is the only one left in the Jiang family. She cannot afford to gamble with her grandfather's property, her future, such a long time and the responsibilities on her shoulders.

In the end she couldn't remember how she fell asleep.

When I woke up, Zhou Shiyan was no longer around.

He was busy with work, so he left her a message and went out to handle work. He would probably be back for a while.

Breakfast was left in the room.

Jiang Qian'an sighed, finished his breakfast on the table, dressed neatly and left the hotel.

She is a bit confused when it comes to love affairs.

Jiang Qian'an is now in such a daze and full of contradictions that he can hardly figure himself out.

She didn't want to think about it and just wanted to numb herself with other things.

The residential address in the phone is in the old town a little further away, and the decoration style here has the flavor of old Beijing.

Jiang Qian'an glanced at the past events that Uncle Shen had told her on the phone again, and they were not much different from what she knew before.

After turning off the screen, Jiang Qian'an picked up the things in his hand and knocked on the retro mahogany door.

When I was writing recently, I always felt something was not right. Zhou Shiyan's feelings were too pure and too deep. His kindness without seeking any benefits or rewards did not suit his class or his age.

This is a clear recognition. For an age group that focuses on career, it is too unrealistic to go to this extent just for love.

An An has suffered too many blows from reality this year, so I guess she doesn't dare to believe it. The deeper the feelings, the more she will doubt and try to find faults. In fact, the end result is also doubting herself.

(I was in a daze when I wrote this, and I was afraid that An An would be scolded for doing this.)
What follows is probably just repeated testing and confirmation until you are finally firm.